Our Story: The Sudden Chancellery
13. Not Hated

“Gue where to take? Stop!” gala orders are directly obeyed by Gemma.

So immersed in emotion, Gala until just realized that the girl brought her to the beach area in the north, on the outskirts of Jakarta. Gemma obeyed Gala's orders to pull her car over the sidewalk. He opened his window and turned off the AC, enjoying the gentle afternoon breeze. Hope this atmosphere can neutralize the storm in Gala's heart that is still raging.

But that wind didn't have much effect on the person. The blood in his veins was still rustling fast. His heart had been beating fast for a long time. Gemma took off her seatbelt was about to go down, but stopped because Gala was still unmoved.

“Ngapain we come here?” tanya Gala doesn't like it.

“Gue want to lo more calm.. Lo had caught the same words Julian yang—“.

“Quiet? Do you think after all that happened, I'll calm down? Why are you defending him?!” Unfortunately that makes Gala more emotional because Gemma suddenly defended the jerk. Gemma understood that Gala was one hundred percent provoked.

“Not Gala... I swear, I didn't mean to defend him! Lo must—“

“What to do?! If you like Julian, you should have said from the beginning, let me not disturb you! I feel like a goat congek because of ngebelain lo who turns out to even side with others!”

“Gue can't just fight with Julian. You think not anyway, if you hit him first, he will be lucky?”

“Gue just feel bego! I feel stupid! If I know you will belain him, I will not go forward and install the body for lo!”

Again Gemma exhales slowly, trying not to provoke her own emotions. “Gue just don't want to see you get hit back Julian. Seeing that you fought with Julian scared me. What about how?”

“No need to care for me, Gem!”

“But I care the same lo...” great-granddaughter Gemma by lowering her head, do not dare to look at the guy in front of her.

“Bullshit!” Suddenly, Gala laughed wryly.

The girl raised her head, staring straight at the Netra Gala. “No. It’s not..” whispered Gemma with her face reddened.

“About-about now lo so popular and everyone likes the same lo, you think all your talk can be trusted?”

“Hah?” gemma's eyebrows raised did not understand what Gala just said. “What is it you think about me?”

“Out!”

Gemma's eyes widened in disbelief. “Exit? The tu-down? Here?”

Angrily, Gala opens her car door and forces Gemma down. Then just take the car away to get away.

“Fvck you, Julian!” maki the guy squeezes his wheel.

There had not been a hundred meters of Gala away from Gemma, her common sense had returned. His eyes, which had darkened, began to look human. He returned to Gemma, got out of the car and approached the girl who was currently standing stiff, her eyes fixed on a pseudo point in the vast and warm expanse of sand.

Gala complained in her heart, unable to imagine the face no longer looking at her cheerfully. He steadily had to finish his inner war this time. Isn't that what he promised Gemma? And why is it now that Gemma is explaining her feelings?

Gala is well aware. He was angry, now he's sorry. Why is it that every time you're with this girl, her feelings always fluctuate?

“Gemma That was all Gala could say at the moment. Brain's dead-end. He did not know how to talk to the girl again.

Gemma breathed a heavy sigh, because today's events completely drained her emotions. The girl looked tired, and too tired to get angry. “I'm sorry, Gala. I shouldn't have asked Julian for help. I should've asked Mommy or whoever it was. I'm guilty of the same."

Finally Gemma apologized. Whereas before, he had been angry at Gala because of her attitude all along.

Gala felt more guilty. “I should owe you the same explanation. But honestly, I'm confused as to what to say. I don't know where to start.“

“Lo don't need to explain anything. I know, my changes make you uncomfortable anymore near me. The more friends I have, the more I like. But my heart towards my close friends has not changed at all, especially the same lo.”

Both Gemma's hands were attached in front of her chest, hugging herself. “For a month I have been silent to see you making it as far as me... What do you know? Dicuekin same lo.. make me not good to say anything.. I can not think, I am not concerned, I can not make something maximum. You make me think of things I don't want to think about. Gue—“

“Stop, Gem! It's not you who should explain..”.

The guy gulped his saliva, wanting to prevent all the confessions that should have been his confessions. Why is the heart of the girl exactly the same as the heart right now?

“Lo know why I've been cold all along lo?” ask Gala. With all the rest of her positive emotions in her brain, Gala tried to find the right words to end the conflict this afternoon. End the guilt that the girl had that should have been her guilt. “Not you should be sorry. It's not you who should feel guilty. I’m guilty, because I feel I can't see you again the same lo..”.

"Why do you think that?" Gemma's eyes are reddened and teary. “Do you hate me now?"

“Not hate Gem… "

"But what?" gemma asked in despair as the man fell silent again. Biting lips hesitated and said, "Tell me why you like this.. I don't want to lose you. I. I'll fix myself if that's what you want!"

"No! There's nothing wrong with you, Gem. You're perfect!"

"Then why?"

"the reason... Because..” Gala Tongue suddenly kelu. His forehead frowned as his brain worked hard looking for the correct sentence, which would not hurt the girl or make them misunderstand again.

“Because what?”

“Because I love you.”

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Don't forget to take a breath beib!