Our Story: The Sudden Chancellery
S2 Chapter 50 - Conscious

Viani is now lying resignedly on top of a post-operative gurney. His eyes stared softly at the bone-white ceiling of the room. There was no color, just like his mood right now.

Beside him, Vincent was sitting while doing his work. The man works like nothing happened. In fact, it seems a little unconcerned Viani who turned out to be conscious.

"Vin .." call Viani in a raucous voice.

Vincent's glasses looked sparkling as the handsome man raised his head and brought their eyes together, adding to the masculine impression that looked very mature.

"Yes?"

"I want to sit down."

Without arguing or showing rejection, Vincent got off the couch and immediately helped the wife sit down. The gentle attitude is still there even though it still feels cold, but it is precisely that that makes Viani's mind more uncertain.

"Well when do you want me covered, Vin?"

Vincent is back in his silence. He also returned to his job and did not care about Viani's questions.

"Actually why was I operated on anyway?"

Vincent's eyes immediately glanced at the empty side of the room, remembering what happened this morning.

At that time, they found Viani unconscious in the bathroom. When Vincent noticed his wife's condition, there was considerable bleeding.

"Do it" said Vincent, who looked tired.

Viani was immediately taken to the operating room in an unconscious state. After everything, the man can only wait in front of the operating room accompanied by their four parents, while Indra is still outside the city and can only arrive in Jakarta tonight.

Wanted to be angry, but Vincent took it off. He could only wait for the right moment to ask Viani where the spiral in her womb disappeared.

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Shortly after recalling that, Vincent's gaze shot a deep look at Viani. The woman he loved almost died a second time before his eyes.

"You don't realize, Vi, what are you doing that's traumatizing us all?"

"meaning?"

"Don't pretend to be stupid!"

Viani's eyes widened at Vincent's increasingly becoming.

"You want that much of a child, Vi? I've told you many times that for me it's enough for the three of us. Why don't you go at all?"

"I'm not obeying, Vin! Can you see my position?"

"You don't want to know what I'm in, Vi! How traumatized I was to see you come out of the operating room! You don't see how Mama Gemma cried and fainted when you entered the room OK. Now I ask, where did you get off where the spiral kb that was already installed in your womb?"

"Th-that ..."

"If you want to make me a fast widower, we better hope, Vi."

Viani's eyes widened, her head shaking in disbelief. While his whole body was limp suddenly shook uncontrollably accompanied by a sense of tightness that erupted in his chest.

Immediately the tears that had gathered in the eye pelupuk Viani dripped one by one. While Vincent was still chasing Viani with all the emotions piled up in his heart.

"I-i ..."

"I've run out of ways to convince you that I'm still in love with you with or without children. The presence of our baby is enough. I don't want to go any further even though the world is mocking we can't have children.

If you don't want to think about my feelings, you'll see Mama Gemma and Papa Indra. Think of their feelings, Vi. You can easily defend yourself if one day you get pregnant again and choose the life of your baby. But them?

Are they able to bury their children where you should bury your parents when they die?

Not to mention our baby doesn't know anything, Vi! She was a child, but she had to grieve! You're really selfish and don't think about our child!"

The long sentence was as if slapping Viani's face in a crushing manner. His mouth was silenced, as if gagged by a large beam that hit all the way into the chest cavity.

A fool? Perhaps it was a word that represented her at this moment. How stupid would he want to be eaten by Sari's words so recklessly, he went to the doctor and removed the contraceptive device that had been installed in his womb just to try his luck to have another child?

Now his body was trembling again at that fact. Sorrow finally took over his heart. More and more tears are coming down and unfortunately it makes the lower body so painful that the cry is mixed with a little groan of pain due to pain.

Imagining their baby's face if the loss of her mother made her even more sick.

"I'm sorry, Vi!" Vincent went straight to Viani and hugged her. "sorry. I'm too hard on you."

Unwilling to speak, Viani only cried in Vincent's chest until he was satisfied. No matter the pain was a little felt and then disappeared because of the drip-shaped painkillers that continue to be inserted in his body.

He's sorry. Really sorry. How guilty he was to their children and their parents. Still thankful God gave him a chance to live.

"I'm sorry, Vin.." said Viani. He was embarrassed, embarrassed to think short.

Vincent's hand grabbed the top of Viani's head and stroked him with a sling. "It's okay, honey. I was hard on you earlier."

"How's mama? Did he really faint?"

Bitterly, Vincent confirmed with a nod. It turns out Gemma actually fainted. "He was treated in the next room."

"What's? She why?"

"Shock, trauma, then low blood."

Never mind, Viani is really aware this time his actions have made the mother fall ill. Not to mention when he saw the furious Vincent. What Vincent's love for her has diminished.

"You must be the same as me, right?"

"Why did you say that kayak?"

"I'm not beautiful, Vin! Plus I can't get pregnant anymore. You don't get married to me, you-"

"You think I married you just because I wanted children? If you want, I can go to the orphanage for a lot of adoptions. All I want is you, I want you to spend the rest of your life with me in one legitimate bond.

Is the goal of marriage just to have children? Now you think, out there many who do not have children, while you already have one, are you not grateful? Are you ready to share your attention when our child is a baby, and you have another baby?"

Viani. However, Vincent did not want to wait for Viani's answer. This was the best time because Viani had not hardened her heart.

"I'm sorry, I love you, too,"

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