
The food in front of them had not been touched by them. It seems like Indhira's request to split made Bagas lazy to touch the food he ordered.
It was strange that Indhira asked them to part after what they had done. In such cases as they do, isn't it usually the man who dodges or leaves the woman? But why is this just the opposite? Why did Indhira want to break up?
" Ra, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." Bagas looked at Indhira's sad face. It made it even harder to accept the woman's wishes. " But, do we have to split up, Ra? We can repair our relationship. I promise, Ra. I won't do that anymore." Bagas promised to convince Indhira to abandon her intention to break up their relationship.
" I can't, Bagas! I want to calm myself down. It's too heavy for me" said Indhira.
" But we did that, Ra. So what about you if we break up later?" Bagas thought about Indhira's fate if they split up. Unfortunately, why hadn't he thought of that before? Why didn't she think about it before she had that relationship? That is what I regret the most.
" I don't want to date anymore, Bagas. I've been lost, and I don't want to continue to fall into that sin." Indhira then lowered his head and squeezed his own fingers.
Bagas took a deep breath. He could not continue to force Indhira to stay with him. But, really he is not willing if he has to end their relationship.
" But, what if you're pregnant, Ra?"
Indhira again raised his gaze when he heard Bagas' speech earlier. Instantly also his face looked tense and clad in anxiety.
" You said I couldn't possibly be pregnant, Bagas!" Even panic was immediately visible from Indhira's face.
" Yeah, I did throw it outside, Ra. But, I don't know if there's anything left inside." Bagas scratched his nape. He himself was not sure because he too felt the pleasure of their union yesterday, until he forgot to take off his property when they had reached release
Hearing the frightening words from Bagas' mouth immediately Indhira sobbed. Of course this was not what he wanted. An extramarital pregnancy is a scary thing for her.
" Ra, Ra, you don't keep crying." Bagas was confused to face the crying Indhira. Moreover, two-three cafe visitors who were there began to notice the two of them.
" It's shame to see people crying like this, Ra. They will think no to us." Bagas still tried to calm Indhira by telling Indhira to stop her crying.
" In fact we've done what they thought!" Indhira responded to Bagas' speech with a ketus
" I'm sorry, Ra." said Bagas, full of regrets. " Then how? Are you sure we should split up?" You better think again, Ra. Love me a chance to right my wrongs." Not giving up Bagas still trying to melt Indhira's heart.
" We have to break up, that's for the best, Bagas!" indhira did not want to be influenced by Bagas.
" Okay, Ra. If you want that. But, we wait until the next one or two months, huh!? If you're not pregnant, I accept we're breaking up. But, if it turns out you're pregnant, let me take responsibility!" resolutely Bahas gave conditions to Indhira.
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About an hour later Bagas and Indhira talked. No food is touched, only Orange juice Bagas order alone is exhausted is not left.
After enough talking. Bagas returned to drive Indhira home. Bagas can feel if Indhira looks tired, to tell the woman to rest and not be too dizzy with the events that have occurred because she is ready to take responsibility.
Indhira finds the look of Aunt Marta's suspicious sharp eyes pointing at him when he enters the house. Indhira knew, Aunt Marta would definitely scold him. Either because he was talking about bank debt, or because he left with Bagas. What is certain is that at this time Aunt Marta's mouth is ready to throw words that will hurt her heart.
Sure enough Indhira's conjecture, Aunt Marta had thrown a sentence that was not pleasant to hear in her ear. A word that is unfounded according to him. Didn't he go to school because his Tantenya forbid? What housework did he forget? All the homework he has done except ironing. The clothes that were washed this morning were not dry.
" I'm sorry, Auntie." Not wanting to extend his affairs, Indhira chose to apologize to Tante.
" Continue, why you? After crying? After complaining to Bagas about Aunt's attitude to you all this time?!"
Although the allegations made by Aunt Marta are wrong. However, Indhira breathed quite a sigh of relief because Aunt Marta did not suspect her and Bagas.
" No, Tan. I'm not complaining about anything with Bagas." But, Indhira remains in denial, as she also does not want to see Aunt Marta getting more grumbling because she suspects she is complaining about Aunt Marta's attitude to him.
" Why are you crying? Or, don't-don't ...."
" I broke up with Bagas ..." By cutting off the speech of Aunt Marta, forced Indhira to say it than Aunt Marta increasingly suspicious,
The sound of Aunt Marta's laughter immediately sounded as soon as Indhira finished saying her sentence.. It seems like Aunt Marta is very happy to hear that her relationship with Bagas is over.
" Thank God that Bagas was conscious. You don't deserve to be her boyfriend!" sindir Aunt Marta then walked away leaving Indhira still with a satisfied laugh.
Indhira mende legitimate, sometimes he often thinks, is it true that Aunt Marta is the younger brother of his father? Why is his attitude so hearty to him Even though he is his own nephew is not someone else.
Indhira then stepped towards the room. He was really tired of his heart, mind and body at the moment. Decision he made. He had to be completely separated from Bagas, although Bagas gave the conditions.
Indhira accepted the terms given by Bagas. However, he himself asked that they no longer interact with each other like lovers. Because he had to get used to being Indhira again as an ordinary person, not Indhira the lover of Bagaspati Mahesa, the idol man of our school.
During this one and two months, Indhira hoped that what she feared would not happen. To be honest Indhira was shocked when Bagas alluded to the possibility if she was pregnant. By Allah it is the scariest thing right now if it happens. Just committing such a great sin had already left him devastated and ashamed. Especially if there is a seed in her womb, because of yesterday's events.
Indhira did not know where to put his face if it happened. And he is sure, Aunt Marta will definitely throw him out of the house of Indhira's parents because it will be considered to tarnish the family's good name.
" O Allah, may You keep the servant away from it." Indhira's body seketiba fell behind the door to sit down. Bending and hugging her knees she cried again trying to release the heavy burden that was currently befalling her at this moment.
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