PAST VIDEO SCANDALS
Heavy Load

Bagas looked at the crying Indhira in confusion. He was very sorry to have done what made Indhira what he is today. If there was a person most responsible in this event, it would have been him.

Truly Bagas did not think far the effect that would occur on his actions. And the most terpu kul and very disadvantaged in this case of course Indhira.

" Ra, I'm sorry ..." Bagas got up and sat down beside Indhira with his hands embracing Indhira's shoulders.

" Why can you do this to me, Bagas?" With a stamped sentence and a muffled voice as both palms covered her face, Indhira asked. He no longer knew how to deal with the huge problem he was facing right now. It's like a nightmare for Indhira. The shadow of bad things has crossed his mind after knowing his team kein activity with Bagas spread on social media.

" I know I was wrong, Ra. Let's talk about this all right, yeah! But you need to calm down first. If you're like this, it's gonna get people's attention, Ra." Bagas asked Indhira to stop crying, even though he knew his request was unacceptable to Indhira. Maybe even Indhira will say he is selfish and insensitive.

Indhira opened the palm covering her face while shaking her head looking disappointed at Bagas.

" calm? You can talk like that, because you don't feel how to be me, Bagas." Indhira kept crying, it was hard to stem her tears from falling down her cheeks. " People will definitely squash me. People will surely scorn me. How do I deal with people in the home environment? Facing friends and teachers at school? My body has been shown to many people. They see what we do. I'm ashamed, Bagas. How do I have the face to face all this? O Allah, Astaghfirullahal adzim .. What should I do?" Indhira returned to crying. He felt frustrated not knowing what he would do in the future. Indhira not only felt himself dirty because he had done zi nah. But, he was further devastated by the case of video in his team with Bagas spread.

Indhira felt it had tarnished the family's good name. He had disappointed his late father with his actions. Who will help him now? There was not a single person who would help him escape from this matter including Bagas. Instantly also Indhira felt if he seemed to live alone without a grip.

" I understand, Ra. I know how you feel right now. But don't panic like this. I'm trying to find a way out so that the video doesn't get more widespread." Bagas is still trying to calm Indhira, although he himself is confused about what will stop their video case.

" Is that still useful, Bagas? While many others already know." Indhira felt that Bagas' actions would be in vain, because the video had seen a lot and the perpetrator in the video was clearly himself.

" I don't know, Ra. But I'm trying to keep this case from protracted. I'll go to school. The school would have known. I have to give an explanation. In the meantime, do not go to school first. You calm your mind first. Until I get a decision from the school about this video.

" Am I gonna get kicked out of school, Bagas?" Indhira's fear returned. He could not imagine being expelled from school because of this case, even though he only needed a few more months to finish his High School.

Bagas could not answer Indhira's question. He recalled the words of Benny who said it was likely that Indhira would be expelled from the school.

" I'll explain to the school, hopefully all can be overcome." Bagas could only answer like that. Because actually he was also afraid if Indhira really had to be expelled from school.

" O God, why is my fate like this?" luh Indhira frustrated by continuing to cry.

" I'll take you home. You better calm your mind. I'll try to solve this problem at school." Bagas still hopes that the strong influence of his parents as the biggest supporter of funds in the foundation that houses his school can make him and Indhira not to be expelled from school.

Indhira's body felt weak as if not powered. The severe problems that befell him this time were like melting his spirit rearranging his life after breaking up from Bagas because of the event.

Bagas guided Indhira's limp body and took her to his motorbike.

" You must be strong, Ra!" Bagas tried to encourage Indhira even though he knew this would not be easy.

" Hold me tight, huh!?" After being on the bike, Bagas asked Indhira to hug him tightly. He even wrapped Indhira's hand around his waist, as he feared Indhira was not strong and fell unconscious.

On the way to his house Indhira just bowed and cried with his forehead touching Bagas back. His life was devastated and he did not know how to fix it.

Arriving at Indhira's house ...

" Asalamualaikum, Aunt. I'm sorry, I brought Indhira not permission Aunt first." Bagas expressed his apology for bringing Indhira without Aunt Marta's permission.

" Safayam ...!" answered Aunt Marta ketus. While his gaze still leads to the face of Indhira who looks sad and tired of crying.

" Why are you crying?" aunty Marta's search pitched suspiciously.

" Inhira is sick Aunt, he should rest today first, do not have to go to school. I'll tell the school." Bagas gave a less convincing answer and increasingly made Aunt Marta suspicious.

" hurt? The feeling was fine." Aunt Marta did not believe the reason thrown by Bagas.

" Indhira needs rest, Aunt. Aunty better not tell Indhira to do homework today. Let him rest. Indhira needs to calm her mind, so that tomorrow she can go to school." Bagas asked Aunt Marta not to disturb Indhira. Because he was sure that Indhira's Aunt would definitely give Indhira a lot of questions.

" What is the problem with having to calm the mind like that?" tanya Aunt Marta returned, still not satisfied with the explanation from Bagas.

" Some are slandering us because we broke up a few days ago, Auntie. I'll explain everything to Auntie. But not right now. I beg you Auntie to let Indhira rest. If Aunty needs people to do homework today, I will find people to help the work commonly done by Indhira. Let me pay." Bagas looked seriously worried about Indhira's condition, so he begged Aunt Marta to free Indhira from the work he had to do. In fact, Bagas is willing to pay people who will be hired later.

" Yes already." With a snort of annoyance, Aunt Marta finally agreed to Bagas' request and offer.

Bagas told Indhira to go into his room first before he left Indhira's house. He also advised Indhira to lock the door of his room so that Aunt Marta did not disturb and press Indhira with questions.

Arriving in the room, Indhira immediately sat on the floor and bent her knees by leaning on the edge of her bed. While his cry broke again because he felt the burden he felt was so heavy.

Braakkk Braakk Braakkk

" Indhira! Open the door ...!"

" Indhira! Why did you lock the door!! What are you hiding from Auntie, huh!?"

Aunt Marta's voice outside the room sounded thunderous in emotion made Indhira frightened. Indhira is sure, the Tante will certainly interrogate himself to get answers about what is going on.

" Pa, Indi can't stand this problem. Indi's scared, Pa. Indi wants to come with Papa ..." Tangis Indhira.

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