
Indhira was stunned as Bagas reached out his hand and congratulated her on her wedding plans. Who will get married? Who will she marry? If that was true, perhaps he would be happy because there was a man who would accept it with all his dark past.
Indhira was also astonished, from where did Bagas have an assumption if he was going to get married? Though close to the man after he broke up with Bagas was not.
" To be honest, I hope that when I find you you're still alone, Ra. When the caretaker told me that you always came to visit your parents' graves alone, I was more sure that you were alone because no man was there to accompany you. But, it turns out I was wrong ..." Bagas exhaled quite a long breath, revealing clearly the regret and disappointment of the man. His gaze was straight forward as if unable to look at Indhira who was currently focusing his gaze towards him.
Indhira felt a sorrowful tone from the sentence spoken by Bagas. Bagas's water also showed disappointment. Indhira did not expect that Bagas felt overwhelmed by the news of his wedding plans. After all this time, does Bagas still love her? Immediately a clear liquid dripped on Indhira's cheeks.
" Who's the lucky guy, Ra? Who has got your love?" Bagas turned towards Indhira. However, he was shocked when he saw Indhira shed tears.
" Why, Ra? Why are you crying? Are you unhappy with your wedding plans? Do you have to get married?" Bagas was astonished to see Indhira's tears. Even spontaneously his finger rubbed Indhira's tears as he had done before when Indhira cried.
Indhira gasped as she felt Bagas hand touch her. He quickly moved his face away from Bagas' hands and wiped his own tears.
" Ra, are you unhappy with your wedding plans? If that's the case, you'd better cancel it, Ra! Don't take any chances! Marriage is a sacred thing. Make sure the man you are going to marry really loves you and you love him too. If you're not married, you're sad like this, I'm afraid you won't be happy later, Ra." Bagas seemed to influence Indhira to rethink Indhira's wedding plans which were actually just hoaks.
" Where did you hear that news?" Finally Indhira asked Bagas, where the man got information about the wedding plan that was not right.
" Mother Azkia. Azkia's mother said that if you will get married soon," replied Bagas honestly.
Indhira mende legitimately heard Bagas answer. It turned out that Azkia was the one who spread the news of the bird. It was fitting that his boss looked objected when Bagas wanted to take him away. Even Azkia's attitude was looking slender. However, Indhira understands Azkia's attitude because she believes Azkia is trying to protect her just like Rissa used to be against Bagas.
" Ra, be honest with me! Do you really want that wedding?" tanya Bagas demands an answer from Indhira, as she believes Indhira is unhappy with the wedding plans.
" I'm happy if the marriage plan is right .." said Indhira.
Indhira's reply instantly made Bagas' heart slip. It turned out that the assumption was wrong because Indhira apparently wanted the marriage.
" Sadly, marriage does not exist."
Continued Indhira sentence as if regrowing hope Bagas who had withered. Bagas turned back to Indhira. And again he saw Indhira's tears dripping down Indhira's cheeks.
" Who do you think would marry me? Women who already have no purity and have a scandalous case video a susila that was once spread." Indhira immediately cried as if releasing the burden that he had been carrying to the right person. People who have made it get various kinds of problems so far.
" Do you think there's still a guy who wants to be with me with my past story!?" Emotions in Indhita's chest felt explosive. He immediately cried, covering his face with both palms.
Bagas was aghast to see Indhira crying. The roaring cry in the ears, even penetrated into his heart. Bagas realized that Indhira was really tormented and suffered because of him, because of his actions.
Bagas immediately removed his seat belt. He then approached and grabbed Indhira's body into his arms. Until the cry of Indhira getting louder while in his arms. Bagas also removed the seat belt used by Indhira to more freely embrace Indhira.
Bagas let Indhira cry, releasing all the weight that lay in the heart of the woman. Bagas rubbed his head and kissed the head of Indhira. He's not speaking. What he did he felt was quite representative of his feelings for Indhira.
Bagas let this situation until a few minutes walk, until Indhira's crying subsided and Indhira asked Bagas to parse his embrace.
Bagas helps Indhira wipe away the tears on her ex-lover's cheek first. The woman's facial skin still felt gently touched by it.
" Ra, marry me! We fix our past. I have made you suffer, I have an obligation to make you happy. I promise, I will give you happiness, Ra." Bagas pleaded for Indhira to take it back and knit back their romance story that once ran aground to a more serious level of marriage.
Indhira was stunned to hear the request of Bagas who wanted to marry her. Is this really real? Bagas wants them to be together, knitting their stories that were forced to end. Honestly he admitted, his love for Bagas still stored neatly in his heart. And it seems like Bagas feels the same way.
Indhira swallowed her saliva. This is exactly what he wanted, to be with the person he loved so much. But, is it that easy he and Bagas will be together. Indhira did not think of the obstacles of the Bagas family, because he did not know that Bagas' parents were so against his relationship with Bagas. Indhira was worried about the people around him. Rissa and her family. Not to mention now there are Azkia and Raffasya. It will not be easy for them to be together.
" Indhira, give me a chance to prove if I'm really sorry and will take responsibility." Bagas pleads for Indhira to give him a chance. He clasped Indhira's hand which felt very cold.
" I-I .. I don't know, Bagas." replied Indhira with great concern.
" Why, Ra? Are you not sure about me?" Bagas questioned Indhira's doubts.
" You still love me, don't you? I'm sure you still love me, just like I still love you so much. We can start our new story, Ra." Bagas again convinced Indhira to accept him.
Indhira suddenly remembers Crystal when Bagas says he still loves her. He recalled the time Crystal said Bagas had done it with Crystal.
" Didn't you think responsible for your other ex-lover?! Didn't you also do that to your other ex, not just me!" Indhira's chest was turbulent, jealousy was evident in the sentence he spoke at the moment.
" What do you mean, Ra?" Bagas was confused by the words of Indhira.
" Why are you talking like that, Indhira? That's not all true!" Bagas denies Indhira's accusations.
" You lied, Bagas!"
" Ro, I swear! I've never done that to anyone but you!" bagas rejected Indhira's accusations.
" But Crystal says you've done it too!"
" crystal? You heard that from Crystal and you trust him!? Where is he now? I dare to be met with him to deny all his accusations!" Bagas even dared to swear if he did not do what Indhira accused him of also Crystal.
" Ra, believe me! I've never done that except with you!"
Indhira was speechless, she was confused to believe it or not by Bagas' words.
" Ra, rest assured! You're the only woman I really love. I've never loved another woman this deep than you!" firmly Bagas back.
" I don't know, Bagas. I'm rattled. I'm afraid .." - shouts Indhira.
" What are you afraid of, Ra? Ra, I promise I will sacrifice for you. Whatever I'm gonna do to prove that I really want us together." Bagas continued to try to influence Indhira's mind to believe his words.
" I'll take you somewhere." Bagas again fixed his sitting position and installed a seat belt on his body. " Pair your seat belt, Ra!" Bagas also told Indhira to wear the seat belt that he had taken off.
" Where are we going, Bagas?" ask Indhira while putting up her seat belt.
" You'll find out later, Indhira!" Bagas then runs his car somewhere.
Minutes later, a car driven by Bagas was parked in the cemetery. Indhira was surprised that the man took her to the area where her parents were buried.
" Come, get off, Ra!" Bagas opened the door for Indhira because the woman did not also get out of the car.
Indhira then got out of Bagas car and walked along with Bagas to the tomb of Papa and Mama.
" We haven't been here together in a long time, have we?" bagas chuckled, remembering that he often drove Indhira menziarah to the graves of Indhira's parents.
Now they both arrive in front of the graves of Papa and Mama Indhira. Indhira sat on his knees at the navel of his parents. Her tears fell on her cheeks and began to pray for her parents.
Bagas did the same with Indhira. He sat on his knees beside Indhira.
" Om, Auntie, I promised to make amends. I will keep my promise. Let me marry Indhira, Om, Aunt. I will take care of Indhira all my soul and body." In front of the tomb of Indhira's parents, Bagas again swore, as if the two Indhira's parents were still alive.
Indhira turned towards Bagas. The words spoken by Bagas were indeed full of seriousness, to make his eyeballs glazed.
" Are you still not sure if I really want you, Indhira?" ask Bagas later.
Immediately the anxiety hit Indhira's heart. Really he wants to be with Bagas, but he is hesitant because there will be many obstacles that will be faced by both of them. And he could not afford to be heartbroken a second time if they failed to cross that hurdle.
" What if many would oppose it, Bagas?" ask Indhira gamang.
" We'll face it together, Ra. We can't give up on things like we used to." Bagas asks Indhira to fight together with him to achieve their happiness and not give up with the obstacles that lie before them.
" We were separated long enough. You and I still love each other. Maybe God has destined us to be together even though the road must be winding. Believe, Ra! Whatever happens, this time I won't leave you." Bagas said.
" Eh, Madam Indhira. Tumben came here not Kliwonan, Ma'am." Suddenly someone greeted Indhira, the person was the tomb keeper who once gave Indhira's phone number to Bagas. The tomb guard then turned to the man beside Indhira.
" Lho, this Mas who came here at that time, right? Well, finally met also with his Indhira Mbak, huh? Thank God, if it is already a soul mate it will not go anywhere even though it has been separated for many years." The guard of the tomb seemed to affirm the words of Bagas earlier who said that God had indeed determined the match line Bagas for Indhira.
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