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Oh my God, What Have I done?

Indhira noticed that the aura of Aunt Marta's face immediately changed when she heard Bagas explain about insurance and bank debt. I don't know, he himself doesn't understand bank debt. But, what he believes, if his father still has debt in the bank is not true. And he knows Aunt Marta lied about the bank debt. Even though he himself does not know where the end of the money retired Papa a month after the Papa died?

For school supplies every day, Indhira only rationed twenty thousand rupiah by Aunt Marta. It must also listen to his chat first, even though it is his right. Isn't Papa's pension money still given because she's still in school?

" A-what do you mean, this aunt is lying, Bagas?" Aunt Marta looks wrong. Making Indhira more confident if the bank debt actually does not exist.

" Oh, no, Auntie. I don't think so! It's just, there might be a mistake. Try, deh. Aunt just call the bank." It seems that Bagas does not feel good directly saying that Aunt Marta is lying.

" Hmmm, yes, Aunt ask first, deh! Aunt come in first." Aunt Marta immediately left the guest room. Indhira believes it is because Aunt Marta is afraid that lies about bank debt will be exposed.

If not in a pinch, Indhira believes that the Tante is unlikely to let him talk to Bagas in the living room.

" Why don't you go, Ra?" bagas asked as Aunt Marta left the two of them.

Indhira's eyes were now centered on Bagas' handsome face. The man who has been his lover for several months. The man who had finally snatched away her chastity. Given the incident Indhira immediately lowered his gaze and lowered his head. Shame, pain, regret and very sinful immediately appear if you recall the events that occurred last night.

" You sick, Ra? Your face is so pale. Let's go to the doctor if you're sick."

Indhira knew Bagas was worried about her. But, I don't know why? Indhira felt that Bagas was only worried about Indhira's physical health. Though the one who feels badly injured is the inner Indhira.

" There's something I want to talk to you about, Bagas." Indhira ventured to talk about her desire to part with Bagas.

" Just talk then, what do you want to say, Ra?" tanyanya.

" We'll just talk outside." Indhira glanced towards the inner door of the house that led towards the middle room of the family. He didn't want what he was talking about with Bahar to be heard by Aunt Marta.

" Okay, we'll talk outside."

They left Indhira's house. It's too dangerous for Aunt Marta to know what happened between her and Bagas.

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Bagas obeyed Indhira's desire to talk to her outside. He can guess if the thing Indhira wants to talk about is the matter of yesterday's incident in his room.

Bagas deliberately chose a cafe to talk to Indhira. And choose a table that is not too crowded with visitors so that their chat is not too disturbed with other cafe visitors.

" What did you order, Ra?" ask Bagas when choosing the food menu at the cafe they visit. However, Indhira shook her head in response to Bagas' question.

" You haven't had lunch, have you? We'll just eat. Don't eat!" Bagas then ordered two servings of spaghetti, one serving of chicken fingers, one orange juice and plain mineral water is not cold which is always ordered Indhira.

" What do you want to say, Ra?" ask Bagas after you finish ordering food.

Indhira who is now staring at Bagas with eyeballs moistened with clear liquid. And Bagas realized that. Were those tears because of yesterday? It felt like Bagas felt guilty if it was true.

Indhira did not answer Bagas' question. However, his lips trembled, even the clear liquid that soaked his eyeballs now began to pierce and wet his cheeks.

Bagas tried to help rub Indhira's tears with the tissue he took. However, Indhira refused until she kept her face away, not letting her face be touched by Bagas.

" We'd better end our relationship, Bagas!"

Bagas gasped to hear Indhira's words. He may hardly believe his words. Did he not hear wrong? Indhira wants to end the relationship with him?

" What do you mean, Ra?"

" Hey, come on! I am Bagaspati Mahesa. The most popular guy in my school. The man who became the idol of the girls in my school. A lot of women want me. Many women wish to be my lover. And now Indhira just wants to break up with me?" batin Bagas seemed to not accept the decision made by Indhira.

Perhaps Bagas had never been rejected by women let alone decided by women, making him feel shocked to hear Indhira's remarks earlier. During this time, every Bagas relationship with women, he was the one who always decided them if he felt he did not fit them.

" You want us to break up?" tanya Bagas wants to make sure if my hearing is not wrong catch.

" Yes," he answered briefly.

Indhita knew the decision he made was too late. And he knows it won't change things. He was stained and committed a great sin. The decision he took did not make his chastity return. However, at least he could avoid other sins that might happen if he persisted with Bagas.

" Why, Ra? Why do you want us to break up? We've done that, and you want us to break up so ?!" tanya Bagas as if demanding an answer.

Already Indhira guessed, it would not be easy for Bagas to accept his decision. I don't know if Bagas refused because Bagas did not want them to separate, or because the man's reputation as Casanova would be tarnished because he broke the relationship first.

" The relationship we live in is not healthy, Bagas. We've made a big mistake. And I, I don't want to repeat that again!" With a voice almost stuck in the throat, Indhira tried to explain why she wanted them to break up.

" Okay, I get it, Ra. If this is because of last night, I'm sorry. I promise I won't repeat that again. But, we don't break up, do we!?" Bagas clasped Indhira's hand and begged her lover to pull the breakup speech earlier.

Indhira bit her lip. Maybe for Bagas what has happened is common. But not with him! This is a great disaster, and it cannot be taken lightly.

Indhira pulled out her hand that Bagas was holding while saying, "No, Bagas! I can't .. I'm not sure about you anymore. I don't want to be caught in that sin anymore! If we continue together, I will feel constantly haunted by that sense of sin ...."

Indhira's tears instantly gushed down her cheeks, leaving Bagas stunned. Bagas did not expect that what they did last night was so hard hit by Indhira. She could feel Indhira's pain from her voice.she could feel Indhira's sadness from her tears. And she could feel Indhira's regret from her crying.

" Yes, God. What have I done?" batin Bagas regretted.

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