Pledge of Love Ustadz Irsyad
chapter 16. the clouded black cloud. (season 2)

It did not take long, after buying a dozen doughnuts Rahma immediately returned to the car owned by Gani mas, and continued the journey.

In-house...

Rahma has been welcomed by children who immediately run to Ummanya. It looks like the two are happy because their grandmother who lives in Magelang came. Along with their Padhe, but it seems that the two children are still looking for someone.

Seen from the sight of those who were hunting out.

"Where's Umma?" Ask Rumi and Nuha.

"Abi's still at Huda sir's house dear."

"Not coming home?"

"Can still teach." Rahma replied while peeling one by one head, she also lifted a swish bag containing a box of donuts in it. "It's Umma's already bought the doughnuts." Rahma immediately turned her children's attention, before constantly asking about her Abi.

The two children immediately jumped up and down in joy when they got what they wanted. Then take her to the middle room.

Sukma's mother came out to the iron and hugged each other. Rahma smiled, saying goodbye to go up to the second floor.

In the slightly spacious room, Rahma's eyes were fixed on a hanging Koko, Koko was only used by Irsyad during dawn prayers yesterday before he left for Bandung.

Slowly stepping Rahma's feet closer to Koko then kissed her.

She still smelled the scent of her husband's body. Mixed with non-alcoholic perfume that he always wears. "Rahma misses this scent mas." His murmurs still continue to smell Koko Irsyad's clothes.

'ade beautiful wear a veil. Want to wear a veil? All let's wait for Rahma's deck just for mas.' Rahma suddenly remembered Irsyad's wish at that time.

Even one week after Irsyad asked Rahma to make a veil. He also bought some hijab plus a veil that has not been tried by Rahma at all.

He walked closer to the closet. Then grab it after the hijab.

and bring the hijab to the front of the mirror and then try to wear the veil by sticking it.

"I'm not ready to wear this, but I want to please Irsyad." Rahma muttered while looking at herself with a veil that covered the nose down.

"Mas Irsyad's. Rahma will wear this. God willing from now on." He said just after the veil had been placed Perfectly on his face. Rahma's hand was raised touching her face.

And in the sight of her narrowed eyes, Rahma was smiling.

"Not bad." Mumbled.

***

In the evening. Rahma has returned to the hospital, but Adiba smiles to see Rahma suddenly veiled tonight.

"MashaAllah, Rahma's deck veiled?" Ask Ma'am Adiba.

"Mas Irsyad once asked Rahma to wear this mbak. And again, now Rahma's husband is lying on a hospital bed. Rahma just wants to cover this face, keep Rahma from slander mbak. As Irsyad once said."

"MashaAllah." Can only mumble like that. "Yes, go in there meet your husband" said Mbak Adiba.

"Yes, ma'am." Rahma smiled from behind her veil. She immediately entered the ICU room, approaching her husband who still closed his eyes tightly.

"Assalamualaikum mas, Rahma came again. As Rahma promised." Said Rahma while pulling her chair closer.

Rahma grabbed Irsyad's hand. "Try to feel what Rahma is wearing." Rahma put Irsyad's hand on her face.

"feels right?" Rahma asked still rubbing her face with Irsyad's hand. "Hehehe yes it's a mas veil. The veil I bought was for Rahma." Connect Rahma.

Rahma smiled and put Irsyad's hand into her veil and kissed her. "Kangen, what a miss, O Allah." Rahma Mumbled.

Tok tok.... Two doctors entered the ICU with the mother of the heart failure patient.

Rahma moved, standing near them.

"Good night doctor."

"Look, ma'am, we want to discuss something with the Irsyad patient's family. Can we talk?" Ask the doctor .

"I.iya doc. Please." Start to feel scared.

"Okay, ma'am, I want to explain. The patient is diagnosed with brain death. And after observation, there was still no progress. We've done the test many times and the results remain the same. With that we have considered also conducting meetings with several officials and doctors related, until we get a decision from us, that the patient has been declared dead."

Deeegg Rahma's body almost crashed into the floor. For feeling weak all over his body, but quickly held by mbak Adiba.

"A..what? Doc can't be like this dong, my husband is still breathing. Look at that." Rahma shows Irsyad's stomach still moving.

"I'm sorry ma'am, the Irsyad patient was wearing a breathing apparatus. If the tool is removed. The patient cannot breathe on his own. The patient has apnea. (Stop breathing)"

"But his heart is still beating doctor."

"It's also all because of ma'am's tools."

"No doc!!! My husband is still alive."

"Mother Rahma, please understand. And again here? A patient needs a heart donor. I'm sorry if you'll allow it, this mother wants a heart donor from Irsyad's brother for her son."

Rahma shook her head slowly. The mother leaned over her two hands in front of her chest while crying. "Sir, please let me speak, I know this is very sensitive for you. But I need a husband's heart donor."

"No!!! I'm not allowing. Doctor! You know the procedure, right? My husband is still a living doctor. My husband is not dead."

"Mother Rahma, please understand, we are not forcing you to give consent to the donor. Yet still. Waiting for Irsyad's patient to be awake is highly unlikely to be Zero percent Ma'am."

Rahma approached Rudy's doctor. "Are you really God? Until you can decide it's a doctor?" Tanya Rahma hoarse. The doctor in front of him was silent. While Mbak Adiba who was there tried to calm him while crying.

"Why shut up? I asked, Are you God? Why can you say my husband is dead!!!!"

"I'm not God, but it's a procedure. If a patient who has brain death should be considered?"

"Don't say that again doctor!!!" Rahma's tears. "I will still pay for this hospital fee until my husband can wake up from his coma, no matter what the cost, for sure I will not allow you to take off all my husband's stone tools, what else is donating his heart."

The two doctors looked at each other confused to explain what else. While the woman before him already looked extremely angry at them.

"Mr. Pl-please... Please help me." The middle-aged woman pleaded.

Rahma looked quickly.

"Are you afraid of losing your child?" Ask Rahma.

"I'm so scared of losing her."

"Will the mother also give the mother's child's heart to others if our position is changed?" Ask Rahma.

The mother was silent while crying.

"No, right? Huh!"

"Dek Rahma patiently, deck. I'm going to deck Rahma."

"Ikhla? Who should be in Iklhas right mbak? Mas Irsyad is still alive... He's not dead yet. Rahma's husband is still alive mbak adiba. hiks."

"Sir, patient deck, patient deck Rahma." Hugged very tightly.

Calm the increasingly uncontrollable Rahma. Kyai Muktar has also been beristighfar many times, he also cannot say anything at this time.

That night. So tight felt there.

It was as if the black clouds did not want to be dispelled and left, alternating with the rainbow of hope that should have been present.