Pledge of Love Ustadz Irsyad
flashback Rahma and Fikri (part 3)

Fikri let go of his kiss, he rubbed Rahma's lips, then smiled.

"Not angry anymore, baby."

Rahma remained silent. Still a bit cocky in fact, but his love for Fikri is greater than the annoyance he felt earlier so that he was able to forgive Fikri as quickly as possible.

"Darling?" Call him because Rahma is silent.

"Yes mas. Already let's walk Rahma is tired of wanting to quickly reach Rahma's boarding house, and again tomorrow Rahma sift morning." he said.

Fikri nodded, he sat back down normally and reassembled his seat belt. The car drove back.

That is how every time Rahma expressed her frustration due to the injustice given by Fikri she would only quickly melt with the sweet treatment. His love for Fikri can not be expressed with big words even Rahma is willing to forgive Fikri many times just to follow his love.

Until the weekend night later Fikri again acted, at that time Rahma was getting a night shift, while Doctor Fikri sift morning. He called Rahma.

"Assalamu'alaikum dear." said Fikri.

"Walaikumsalam mas."

"Darling, mas Fikri tonight came out." said Fikri.

"Where are you going?"

"Include doctor Imelda to the reunion."

Deggg 'again?'

"Mas, there really is no other friend other than Mas Fikri."

"Just for a moment Rahma."

"Ck, but mas is too often asked to accompany him.if Rahma does not allow how?"

"It's okay anyway, anyway mas already want to walk, mas just want to tell it not ask permission to Rahma. It was a long way ago."

"Hallo, that's it.. Hello mas?" Calling the phone late has been disconnected. The upset that had culminated in the centil doctor really made Rahma want to crash him.

He should have known if Fikri already had a lover, but it seems he deliberately approached Fikri continuously.

Until eleven p.m., Fikri still had no news.

Until the clock showed twelve o'clock at night Rahma had just returned to the nurses' room after changing infusion bags in some wards, lethargic he stared at his phone still no call or a message from Fikri. He also sent a message to the man.

(Mas Fikri still hasn't come home? Why not tell Rahma? Emmm, be careful home. Don't speed.) Scripting. It feels like there is an incision in the heart because he has to speak carefully to a man who is having a weekly night with another woman. Looks like, even though he promised only to the reunion, right? Who knows where they're going after that.

"Rahmas. What the hell are you doing? Since earlier look at the screen of the phone continues." asked Kinar one of his profession friends.

"It's okay."

"Hey, let's tell you a story."

Rahma sighed "Hmmm I feel like my relationship with Mas Fikri is a little bad."

"Indeed why else he, haduh tired I heard it, yes I think not a little more, but it is already very toxic Rahma. You're strong enough to relate to a guy like that. I certainly can't stand it. Seeing him too friendly crossed the line with other women. Tau not the attitude of doctor Fikri like that easily make women bring the feeling of knowing." Kinar spoke in an annoyed tone.

"How else would I love her so much."

"Ck, you're too blind Rahma, just broke up with her to find a new one."

"You talk like that it's easy, Kinar, try to be in my position. Fikri is not cheating."

"Not cheated what? It's the same as cheating Rahma. Don't be so stupid why the hell?"

"Huuu, I know, but Mas Fikri always said, cheating if there is a commitment to dating the woman can only be called as a joke. Alias cheated on me."

"It's stupid, you're blind to doctor Fikri's love. Though he injects poison into your body continuously but still you still want to survive with him. Don't you love the same heart?"

"Linar, what should I do?"

"How about, I'll say, just decide she's Rahma, find a new one. Cih you're making me snatch ya."

"Ihhh, you selfish man. I suggest you don't marry her, she's Rahma. Make the heart know."

"I am so, actually, it feels like every day begging for love from him. Even I feel like a kite thread pulled by a Kinar."

"That's you realize."

"But?" Rahma's words are cut off when she finds a phone from Fikri.

"Cih see that, saddened to say that the basic is unstable." for Kinar when he saw Rahma smiling gleefully, he also brought his phone out for a moment to receive the call, he said, yes avoid from the surveillance camera so as not to be reprimanded because it is Rahma's working hours.

In a safe place Rahma received the phone call.

"Hallo assalamu'alaikum's. Sapa Rahma was happy."

"Walaikumsalam, Rahma is not busy?" ask Fikri.

"No mas, Mas Fikri just came home?" tanyakanya.

"Yes, sorry I came home late. Actually, Fikri stopped by Doctor Imel's apartment."

Degg, true to Rahma's guess, like something is not good, Fikri is not possible for that long if only come to the reunion event.

"Rahma, how are you quiet?" ask Fikri.

"What do you tell me. Intentionally showing off?" Ask Rahma.

"No dear really."

"What are you going to do there for? What's going on?"

'Stupid why I ask? If Mas Fikri does the no-no, will I be ready to listen to that?' the inner Rahma who already felt tight.

"Sorry Rahma. Because of your short message, I feel guilty. Because me? Maybe it's cheating on you."

Rahma shed her tears. "Mas, did Fikri wish for Rahma?" ask Rahma.

"Mas does not wish Rahma, mas Fikri has no relationship with her really"

"Then why did you say you were having an affair?"

"Because?"

"Because what is it?" ask Rahma.

"Rahma please don't be mad at Mas Fikri huh?" Rahma was silent she did not want to hear but the hand was still at home holding the phone attached to her ear.

"Honestly, Fikri was making out with Imelda in her room."

Rahma squeezed the shirt on her chest. He could no longer stop her crying.

"Mas even almost had sex with Rahma. Mas?"

"Enough mas, please don't say it again."

"Roman?"

"Have been satisfied with him, right? She is more beautiful, more educated, more intelligent than Rahma. Why not just make her a lover?"

"Rahma don't be like that, baby. Mas Fikri apologized yes. Mas Fikri can still hold it because Fikri remembers you. Mas Fikri won't hurt Rahma."

"Don't want to hurt your word? Hey Mas Fikri, did mas unconscious during this time mas Fikri hurt Rahma's heart constantly?even now with a stand you make out with another woman while Rahma just waiting for news from Fikri mas. Because what mas? All because Rahma was worried not because she was suspicious of wanting to!" Rahma.

"I'm Sorry Fikri Rahma. Khilaf. Mas." Without waiting for his words again. Rahma turned off her phone. He crouched down in the darkness crying as if feeling very disappointed with his lover.

"How can you be Fikri. I'm just saying you don't make friends with a man and you're doing that with another woman. Hiks, you think of me as Fikri." Rahma hugged her knees. With a shaky shoulder. Rahma's phone kept ringing. Fikri's name just kept appearing on that screen. Trying to call Rahma constantly.

The man had indeed vowed never to release his virgin to anyone other than his wife, as well as Rahma. He did not want to ruin his woman just for a momentary desire. But indeed the figure of Fikri who is very underestimated the friendship of the opposite sex is what makes Rahma often feel hurt. This is as complicated as loving someone. Even if he was injured, he could forgive him many times. But at this time? Maybe Rahma will be able to forgive him again. To be sure. He did not want to talk to her, let alone meet her lover.