Pledge of Love Ustadz Irsyad
hopelessness Rahma.

A few weeks after Aida and Ulum's wedding.

Irsyad and Rahma are preparing because tonight they will visit one of Irsyad's friends named Huda, because his wife has just given birth in one of the hospitals.

Irsyad was wearing a long-sleeved shirt with pants.

Yes Irsyad is Ustadz but that does not mean he always wears his cocoa everywhere. while waiting for Rahma to get ready Irsyad sat on the sofa while calling her friend who had arranged an appointment to meet at the hospital.

In front of her dresser Rahma polished thin-thin makeup.

"Lipstick runs out, buy a new nitip to the mas even wrong number. Huh so too red on the lips." murmured Rahma.

Cklaaaaakk Irsyad went into his room after waiting for Rahma outside who never went down to make it back up.

"Not deck yet? The hunt is getting late" said Irsyad.

"Yes Rahma is done." Rahma moved, Irsyad looked at Rahma's face, then approached her and grabbed the tissue on the dresser. With that also Irsyad rubbed Rahma's lips gently.

"Kok lipstick Rahma in remove mas?" ask Rahma.

"Too red dear," answered Irsyad, he took a new tissue and rubbed Rahma's face and removed a little powder on her face.

"The reason why Rahma's powder is removed too?" Rahma was a little irritated.

Irsyad rubbed his head. "Who's that and who's it for, baby? Mas prefers Rahma as usual when out, if in a new house and and as beautiful as possible for a mas Irsyad."

"Rahma also usually make up like this mas,"

"Yes but your lips are too red deck."

"That's because I bought the wrong lipstick. And this powder looks more on because of the light of the lamp." Rahma frowned, almost half an hour more she applied the makeup, and was removed just like that by Irsyad.

Irsyad. "The wife of this mas is already beautiful even without make up, if in love make up again more beautiful it becomes, if anyone knows how?" ask Irsyad.

"That's better than shy Irsyad, right?" Answer Rahma ketus.

"Shy how?"

"It's a shame, because his face is not fresh pale."

"Who is pale, Ade's lips are natural pink, thin and sweet as well, mas alone feel at ease squirming what else other people will."

"There is no need to talk about Rahma's make up. So go no? Haven't come out just been pissed off yet."

"So... So how dear, ututuuu his son Pak Akmal emang really sweet make diabetes." Irsyad Ledek.

Rahma turned her face with a faint smile. "Yes, let's go." invite Rahma who sauntered first.

"Come, ready my queen" said Irsyad who then walked behind her.

Because the hospital where his wife Huda was treated was in the semper area, Cilincing they also hurriedly left so as not to be too late. Now that the clock has shown at seven o'clock at night, Irsyad also brought the speed of his car.

Arriving at the Irsyad hospital, he parked his car. Then together entered the hospital area with his hand that continues to hold Rahma's hand, as if he did not want to let go.

In a first-class room Irsyad knocked on the door and said hello. Also welcomed by Huda and those who were there, some friends of Irsyad had come, along with their wives and children.

"Alhamdulillah came too, I don't think so come" said Huda, a 40-year-old man who knew the thick-bodied face down his palms greeting Rahma who immediately replied to him.

"Obviously be Mr. Huda. I made a deal with the others as well." replied Irsyad,

"Let's go in." take Mr. Huda to Rahma and Irsyad. Both of them entered, Rahma handed a gift to a woman who was still weakly drooping on her bed.

"Congratulations" said Rahma as she hugged him.

"Thank you very much" he replied.

Rahma turned to a crib, where she saw a tiny baby who was sleeping so cutely.

"His baby is very funny." murmured Rahma, Suddenly she remembered the fetus that had been in her birth. Irsyad approached Rahma.

"Any boy, huh?" irsyad asked Huda's wife.

"Yes Ustadz, thank God, this is the third boy."

"Three?" ask Rahma.

"Well, it's nice." Rahma glazed over and she turned back to look at the little baby.

Irsyad's gaze was fixed on Rahma who looked sad but her lips still showed a smile.

Slowly Irsyad held Rahma's hand. Rahma turned her head at a glance seeing Irsyad smiling towards her who also returned the smile.

During the hour they chatted, Rahma continued to observe the two women who were there, focusing on her child who looked active.

A feeling of sadness suddenly enveloped Rahma's heart, because only she herself did not bring a little angel.

At nine o'clock in the evening Irsyad and Rahma say goodbye to their return home. Irsyad observed Rahma's slightly grim countenance.

"Daddy, why shut up?" tanya Irsyad rubbed Rahma's head. With eyes focused forward.

"It's okay mas, maybe because Rahma is sleepy" said Rahma.

"Yes, I will go home straight to rest" said Irsyad. Rahma nodded slowly.

After the trip home, they changed their clothes and immediately wudhu before going to sleep.

Irsyad kissed Rahma's forehead, which immediately tilted her body.

"Why the hell?"

"It's okay, man. Let's just sleep." said Rahma, he really did not want to talk.

In the morning, Rahma woke up. He saw Irsyad was no longer there beside him.

"Mas Irsyad must be praying at night." murmured Rahma. Slowly he moved, and opened the desk drawer near his bed, where he grabbed three pregnancy tests and opened them at once.

"I beg you to be." said Rahma, she also brought the pregnancy test kit into the bathroom.

After taking the urine and soaking Rahma paced.

"Bismillah O Allah. It's already the ninth month after I'm on the curette." Rahma grabbed one of the testpack bars.

"Negative." Then grab it again.

"Negative again."

"This too.. Aaarrrrhhhh why all the negatives?" Rahma threw the three testpacks in annoyance, crying a mouthful in the bathroom.

On the other hand Irsyad intends to wake Rahma, but she has heard Rahma's crying voice in the bathroom. Irsyad quickly approached the bathroom and knocked slowly.

"Dec, Rahma's deck, why? Why are you crying, baby?" yell Irsyad from the outside.

Krieeeeeett Rahma opened the bathroom door.

"Ade why? Why crying?" asked Irsyad who immediately hugged him.

"Why did Rahma not get pregnant? Rahma also wants to have children. Hicks." Rahma sobbing.

"Oh Allah, because of that? Patience will also be loved again ya."

"Rahma was afraid of being, afraid of not being able to give offspring to Irsyad."

"Ssssttt, don't say that, baby."

"But the doctor said it too, right? Rahma's history of having been pregnant outside the womb, it does not rule out the possibility of experiencing it again mas."

"Rahma, I don't want you to despair, baby. It was just a doctor's verdict, right?"

"But if it's true how did mas? And if it keeps repeating? the uterus of the womb can be removed. And if that happens Rahma will not be perfect again as a woman."

"Ssttt dear already yes, it is enough mas do not want you to talk like that, mas please do not talk about something that is not sure will happen dear. Mas believe we will soon be given confidence again with healthy yes. Have patience with my wife."

"But Rahma wants to have a child, hyks."

Irsyad kissed Rahma's forehead. "Mas also wants to love, but mas will also remain happy with you regardless of your condition. All because Mas loves you, and will continue to love you."

Irsyad beristighfar, his eyes slightly wet from feeling tightness in his heart when he saw Rahma who was so desperate.