Pledge of Love Ustadz Irsyad
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"It's the deck." Irsyad held out a package containing some cakwe to Rahma, a smile on her lips.

"A lot?" rahma asked, his eyes still fixed on the contents of the package in his hand.

"Yes, I bought twenty thousand dear."

"Oh Allah, pantesan. Ten thousand is enough mas, but it's okay thank you mas." said Rahma, Irsyad nodded while rubbing Rahma's head.

"Emmmmm it's getting dusk, we just take it home yuk, we eat at home." invite Rahma.

"Ade doesn't want to eat here some seeds first?" ask Irsyad.

"Later on, it's dusk too, said mas not good outside at sunset."

"Yes dear. Let's go home." Irsyad led Rahma to walk to her parked motorcycle.

On the way again Rahma held her stomach in pain, even more pain than usual.

Look Rahma's face grimacing from the reflection of the rearview mirror.

"Daddy, why?"

"It's okay mas, let's just go home, Rahma wants to get home quickly." Rahma asked. Irsyad also complied, he slightly accelerated the speed of his motorbike back home.

Upon arriving, Rahma was still holding her stomach.

"Seriously it's okay. Looks like ade's in pain? I was worried." Irsyad held onto Rahma's shoulder and led her to sit on the bench.

"Rahma is okay, sir,"

"It can't be okay baby, we're going to the hospital. I'm really afraid of anything happening."

"Yes mas, Rahma thought this was a natural thing really, because the content of Rahma is still very young. Emmm Rahma wants to go to the toilet."

"Yes let's take it." Irsyad was still holding onto Rahma's occasionally chuckling body.

"Hey mas, have released Rahma, Rahma is fine. If it's like this Rahma feels sick."

"Sssst don't talk like that deck, just take Rahma to the toilet."

"It's too much of this." Rahma shook her head while chuckling.

In front of the toilet Irsyad waited outside the door, while Rahma went in to urinate. At that moment, he realized that there were blood spots.

"Astaghfirullahalazim." The pain in his stomach was still felt, it was also what made him worry even more.

Cklaaaaaakk the bathroom door opened, and Rahma came out.

"Mas, Rahma's content seems problematic. Rahma saw that there were blood spots" said Rahma.

"Oh Allah expected it. Now we go to the hospital." take Irsyad. Rahma nodded too.

Just as they were about to get out, the two had already passed by Rahma's parents, who had just returned home from an event.

"Where are you going? And Rahma, what's wrong son, your face is pale." asked Rahma's mother.

"Irsyad wants to take Rahma to the hospital, because there is a problem with Rahma's content" replied Irsyad.

"O Allah, yes, bring Rahma quickly." said Mr. Akmal. The two of them walked out and got into their car. By trying to calm down Irsyad brought the speed of his car to the nearest hospital.

"May Rahma not experience things like mother yes sir." said Rahma's mother who was nodding her head from her husband.

"Sorry, how long has the pain been?" ask the doctor.

"Taken the last few weeks doctor," replied Rahma.

"We should do USG first yes, to make sure" said the female doctor.

Shortly two male nurses pushed Bed Rahma to the obstetrician's office to undergo ultrasound.

Because Rahma is still very young he was asked to hold urination first, and asked to drink mineral water so that the feeling of wanting to urinate quickly arises.

After a prawan covered Rahma's legs with a blanket and pulled up Rahma's skirt so that the abdomen can open, he also applied ultrasonic gell in the abdomen of Rahma as a lubricant for the Doppler tool.

And at that time the doctor began to put the Doppler in the lower abdomen of Rahma, his forehead occasionally wrinkled, and shook his head, he also tried to check it carefully once again, he tried to check it carefully, and now after the results of his analysis believe he stopped his activities.

"I'm sorry, would you like to ask? Is this the father's first child and mother's?" ask the woman's doctor.

"Yes right doc" replied Irsyad.

"I'm sorry, sir, because Rahma's mother had a pregnancy outside the womb, which caused Rahma's mother to feel pain, and the baby inside also could not develop" he said, at that time Rahma understood that she was starting to shed her tears.

"Then, how's the doctor?" ask Irsyad.

"By being very forced, we have to do the abortion procedure sir, because this is also not good for his mother, especially the condition of the womb of Rahma's mother is very weak" he said,

"Innalillahi wainnailaihi rojiun," he murmured, as Irsyad repeatedly, his eyes began to get wet.

"Can't you do it any other way, Doc?" tanya Irsyad is still hopeful.

The doctor nodded slowly. "Sorry, there is no other way sir, Rahma's mother must immediately get the action" replied the doctor, Irsyad turned to look at Rahma who had been crying on her bed.

"Sir, is it okay? Mas sure after this we will definitely be given confidence again." said Irsyad calm Rahma, while hugging him.

"Excuse Rahma mas," he murmured softly.

"Why should I apologize, dear?"

"All because of Rahma's useless womb." Isak Rahma in Irsyad's arms.

"Ssssttt don't say that, but wait patiently until we are given that trust again." Irsyad said, Rahma nodded.

"Sorry sir, could you please sign this consent letter?" said a nurse, Irsyad also moved and slowly grabbed the letter.

'O Allah, I am sure, this is not yet how much of all the trials will surely come for me and my wife.' irsyad murmured inwardly with tears dripping down as he stared at the letter of approval.

"This is the questioner." Said the Sister, Irsyad grabbed her and pointed the pen to the top of the signature column.

'Bismillah forgive Abi son, and be the savior of Abbi and umma in the hereafter.' Irsyad also made his pen eyes sign the agreement, his eyes were red and red towards his wife, he rubbed his eyes wet.

"It's the nurse" said Irsyad handed over the letter of approval, then approached Rahma again and revealed a wry smile. He kissed Rahma's forehead.

"Strong yes dear, strengthen your heart." he murmured while rubbing the wet cheek of Rahma, while Rahma just nodded her head softly.

"Sorry sir, you can go out first, because the abortion process will be done immediately" said the nurse, Irsyad also peeked again Rahma's forehead.

"Mas came out first, baby." said Irsyad, who responded with a slow nod of Rahma's head.

Now that Irsyad was outside, he sat languidly in a long chair, one hand covered his mouth, his shoulders shook, he cried for a moment and then sighed and exhaled.

His lips continued to speak Istighfar several times. Just now he felt that his happiness would be complete, but it must be buried just like that, when he had to mengikhlaskan fetus in the womb of his wife it must be removed.