Pledge of Love Ustadz Irsyad

Pledge of Love Ustadz Irsyad
the heart began to calm.


Irsyad wiped her tears. "But the dream felt real. And if I remember it, it's like there's a vibration that makes me feel more sinful" Irsyad said.


"Ustadz antum was too much to keep everything in the mind of Ustadz Irsyad himself. Heart problems we can never choose where we will put it, if ustadz suddenly met with love past ustadz? that's a sign that Ustadz is really being tested for loyalty, especially Anisa is now a widow."


Irsyad was speechless at the words of Mr. Huda. He still brushed his tears.


"Now I ask. Is ustadz back interested in Anissa?" ask Mr. Huda. Irsyad was silent.


"I don't know. I guess just?"


"Lust miss?" ask Mr. Huda. Irsyad is not flinching.


"Look at this, we imagine if the word ustadz to be interested again and then marry Anissa? Ustadz is ready to accept the reality that will happen after. Does not rule out the possibility, the first wife of ustadz will give up and choose to divorce with ustadz."


Irsyad looked quickly. "Na'uzubillahiminzalik mr. Huda should not let that happen. I love my wife very much. More than my admiration for Isti first."


"That's obvious, because Rahma's mother is the only woman who ustadz sleeps with every ustadz wants to serve. And again have given ustadz two children anyway. Remember her struggle in childbirth, right?" ask Mr. Huda. Irsyad was back.


"I'm guilty Mr. Huda, I'm guilty." Mumbled Irsyad.


"The antum is innocent. It's just in a dream. Who wants a dream like that? And again what is natural is humane, everyone must experience the test of heart that if ustadz does not hold firmly to faith, then ustadz will definitely waver."


"But I don't deserve the title of ustadz in front of my name anymore. I never thought I was an ustadz. I am ashamed of my people. I'm afraid they assume badly of me if they know what I look like who can still falter for women." Irsyad said in a rambunctious voice.


Mr. Huda touched Irsyad's shoulder, he sighed for a moment. "Ustadz, doesn't Antum understand? In this world there is only one holy man, Prophet Muhammad SAW. When we're in hisab later. We run here and there asking for intercession from Adam to the other Prophets, and all reject it, because what? They consider themselves to still have sin so they will not be able to intercede, and who can help? Only the Great Prophet Muhammad SAW." Ustadz was silent. He's still as excited.


"For the Prophet admitted that they had defied the commandments of God, and made mistakes. Moreover, ordinary humans like us ustadz.


Let the public think we are hypocrites. Which does not reflect on the ustadz title we have. Scorn us without reflecting, that humans have the same passions as other ordinary people. Assuming what they want to say, this is the world of ustadz, who will never understand the contents of the heart. Because all they see is the outside." Obviously Mr. Huda. Irsyad was still silent, listening.


"I asked once again ustadz? Is it in ustadz's mind to approach Nissa again? And sorry to marry her?" asked Mr. Huda, Irsyad shook his head quickly.


"I will not be able to polygamy" he replied.


"If not, why is ustadz like this?"


Mr. Huda smiled, "honestly, I have been too. Just like ustadz, once faltered with a woman when my wife was pregnant with her third child, the severity of the woman was married too. Even though there was no relationship, I held an admiration for him. And that's human Ustadz. A heart that speaks not a body, who can resist? If one can blame such a thing, it means that they are human beings who feel most holy and have no lust. After all it will come by itself ustadz. And I'm sure it's only temporary."


"But it bothers me a lot, Mr. Huda."


Mr. Huda chuckled. "That, that makes ustadz until the dream of intercourse. Because ustadz rejects that thought and forces a distraction that will actually make ustadz's mind more motivated to continue to play the past film in the head of Ustadz Irsyad. And finally kiss the devil, enter the devil tease through the subconscious ustadz with a resemblance to Nissa." Irsyad.


"Relax Ustadz, that's just a momentary thought of ustadz. Let it run properly. Moreover ustadz see his face again hahaha, just calm ustadz, later will also disappear by itself. As time goes by."


"I don't want to take too long Mr. Huda. It's very uncomfortable. Sparking an excess of guilt on my wife."


"Look, I'd better let ustadz's heart be calmer. Ustadz meet ustadz's wife later. Invite him to chat and say everything to the wife of ustadz honestly. Because that's what I do, when it's faltering I'll tell my wife. If I am feeling heartbreak with another ukhti."


"Is Mr Huda's wife not angry?"


"Must be annoyed is ustadz. But I usually love touch love too. More pampering him while continuing to whisper the word love. And sorry for sure. Show that our wives are more dear to us than any other woman."


Irsyad smiled a little relieved. "So, if our hearts falter it's normal?" ask Irsyad.


"Yes is ustadz, funny this antum, just dream to ask in stoning. I became afraid of antum suddenly say like that. But salute my loh ustadz. Really." Mr. Huda chuckled.


Irsyad was smiling. "Thank you very much, Huda. Indeed my wife once asked me the other day about a woman I once admired. But I didn't tell you. Because my wife is very easily annoyed when discussing it." said Irsyad.


"Well, that's commonplace ustadz. Love, otherwise love may be jealous. What antum never jealous of?"


"Yes, sir." Irsyad chuckles, though,


"Well that.


It's Antum's coming home, isn't it? Hurry home, and hug his wife, let's be quieter."


"Yes, Huda sir. Thanks again." Irsyad smiled hearing that he missed Rahma, and the twins. After Mr. Huda got out of Irsyad's car and said hello Irsyad also brought the speed of his car back home. Bring excessive longing to the wife and prepare sweet things that he will give to his wife later.


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