Pledge of Love Ustadz Irsyad
as a result of envy that boomerang

After changing clothes, Rahma came out of the toilet. And walked closer to Irsyad who was sitting leaning on their bed while playing his phone.

At a glance Irsyad glanced at Rahma and put her phone on the table, and took off her glasses.

Ustadz Irsyad does not actually always use glasses, all because the ustadz eye is only a little problem that is min 2.75 on his right and min 2 on his left, he said, that is why Irsyad can still see clearly even without using glasses, he only uses his glasses, if the middle feels sore in the eye area only. And again Ustadz Irsyad is not so comfortable using his glasses for a long time.

Now Irsyad's eyes were on Rahma who was tying her hair.

"It looks like Rahma is starting to struggle with this long hair, does Rahma just cut her hair?" ask Rahma.

Irsyad approached Rahma and removed her hair. "Mas likes Rahma's long hair" she said.

"Yes, but Rahma felt that this hair was no longer good."

"Who said? It's still good." Irsyad plays Rahma's hair. Rahma smiled.

"Why do you keep Rahma's hair?"

"Once the dead love to play with Rahma's hair." Answer Irsyad.

"Pffffff. Do you remember what Rahma said?" ask Rahma.

"Yes, I'm also jealous" Irsyad said.

"Why jealous? Kan Rahma is the wife of Irsyad now."

Irsyad smiles. "Yes, that's what makes Irsyad grateful. Because this woman is a wife of gold." said Irsyad. Who immediately kissed Rahma's forehead.

Rahma also drew her smile. He came back a little moody. "But sorry Rahma has not been able to love children to Irsyad mas." he said. Irsyad also looked.

"As Rahma said, we have to be patient. Maybe we'll give time to the two first. Many of us have been married for decades but have not had children."

"Yes mas. Any germs? Sometimes Rahma feels that there is something lacking in our happiness." Rahma.

"Mas doesn't feel that it's a deficiency. Mas happy because Rahma also always makes Mas smile." he replied. With Rahma still down. "Look, what if tomorrow's Monday we check the condition of Rahma's uterus yes, keep trying to consult again." Irsyad gave me an idea.

"Yes" replied Rahma. Irsyad smiles.

"Yes sleep yuk, it's night." asked Irsyad. The one who responded with a nod of Rahma assented.

***

Tomorrow.

Irsyad and Rahma are in a hospital. Both of them sat in a long chair in front of the polystyrene.

Nearly an hour later, they waited until the poly door opened. A little surprised Rahma when she found Aida and Ulum out of the room.

"Loh Aida are you here?" ask Rahma.

Aida smile. "Yes mbak Rahma. Rahma's mom is here too?" ask Aida.

"Yes, are you here? What's checking the contents?" ask Rahma lirih.

"Yes, Alhamdulillah Aida is pregnant. Please pray yes mbak Rahma." replied Ulum sparkling.

"Thank you so much Rahma." replied Aida. Rahma nodded, She quietly wiped her tears that suddenly dripped.

"Mrs Rahma Qurrata Aini." exclaimed a nurse calling Rahma. With that, Rahma let go of her embrace.

"I am Sister." replied Rahma who had gone.

"Let's go in." said the nurse.

"I went in first, Ulum, Aida." said Rahma. Both are nodding.

"Be careful when you go home, Ulum" said Irsyad while touching Ulum's shoulder.

"Yes Ustadz." Reply Ulum. Irsyad smiled and entered the poly room. While inside Ulum again pushed Aida wheelchair away from the poly towards the administration area.

After the ultrasound, the doctor spoke to Rahma and Irsyad to be more patient. Especially with the risk of another pregnancy outside the womb as it was the first time was quite large.

Irsyad's hand grabbed Rahma's hand, trying to strengthen Rahma, as the doctor continued to explain about her condition which seemed to be difficult to get a quick and not risky offspring, especially with a history of descent from his mother who also experienced the same thing. But the doctor also said all that was only a little conjecture has not been able to confirm directly.

After a long listening to the explanation of SP doctors. OG and take care of their Administrators Rahma and Irsyad also returned to their homes.

Rahma stepped straight into their house and sat on the living room sofa.

"Dek, let's have lunch first yuk." take Irsyad.

"Rahma is not hungry mas." replied Rahma, with his own eyes Staring straight ahead. Irsyad sat down near Rahma and gently rubbed her head.

"Rahma believes in the sustenance that Allah SWT love will never be wrong, right? Intended by sustenance in the form of belief in the existence of momongan."

"Does that mean Rahma can't be trusted to take care of a child?" ask Rahma lirih.

"It's not so dear. It's just that Allah SWT's way of seeing what our patience is like, while waiting for something we really want. After all, one year does not mean that we really cannot have offspring. We have a long time, God willing, Rahma."

"If Rahma had gone before Rahma had a child, how? Would you marry another woman, for the sake of being able to have offspring from her?"

"Astaghfirullahalazim Rahma's. Try to pull the words Rahma earlier, mas do not like dear." said Irsyad softly.

"It's already that Rahma is not wanting to hear anything right now. Rahma's mind was in a state of fear, all because Rahma was afraid. Afraid that Rahma would become a woman who could not give offspring to the Irsyad."

"Roman?" Call Irsyad still trying to be patient.

"Mas See Aida? If only mas so married him would mas would love Aida more, because he has given offspring to mas."

"Roman!" Irsyad raised his voice a little. A little snapped Rahma heard Irsyad's voice. For all this time he had never heard Irshad raise his voice to Rahma.

"Mas doesn't like you to keep bringing that up, especially Aida's someone else's wife. And because of that, it's the same that you can't forget Aida's mistake, or mas." said Irsyad, with a serious look at Rahma. Rahma shed her tears.

"sorry. Forgive Rahma." Rahma moved, she walked quickly while crying.

On the bench Irsyad bowed he massaged his forehead. "Astaghfirullahalazim, Astaghfirullahalazim O Allah, forgive the servant O Allah, all this time the servant has been kufr, assuming that the servant has a strong faith and feels able to educate the servant's wife patiently. But now? The servant instead raised the voice of the servant to him." murmured Irsyad lirih.

Irsyad is still silent on his bench without chasing Rahma, he still continues to try to dampen his emotions that are slightly held in the heart. Because after all Rahma's words just a little outrageous for Irsyad. And now he only allows Rahma to be alone first all because he wants to avoid bigger problems.