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Chapter 34 Away

Rena pov

Let the birds still dance decorate the blue sky. Let it also if there are those who choose to separate themselves to hum behind the shade of the trees. Accompanied by the wind that remains faithful caress the inhabitants of the universe. However, the one that I still hoped for, I could still enjoy the laughter along with

my friends are here. Although my love affairs may not be as sweet and beautiful as I expected.

"Hello, Assalamualaikum, Rena beautiful. How are you today?” asked Aisyah who then sat next to me.

"Waalaikumsalam, hello also Aisyah molek. I'm good news, how are you?"

ask me with a formal pretentious style but still give the best smile.

"Alhamdulillah, my good news is also good" replied Aisha.

Then, Aisyah turned her face up and closed both her eyes.

"What are you doing, Ais?" my many.

"When I felt the wind caress to my face, it felt so soft" said Aisyah

I followed what Aisyah was doing, feeling the caress of the wind rubbing my face. It feels so soothing. Suddenly, a shadow appeared in my mind. Alan's face looked real, maybe

I can't forget it yet.

"You still haven't answered my question, Na," Aisyah said suddenly.

"What answer? Which question?" many confused.

"The question I asked you a few days ago. Actually, between you and Alan's brother, what's the connection?" aisyah asked me fixedly.

Deghs

I was confused as to what to answer to Aisyah, I did not expect that she would come back to ask that question.

"none. At that time Brother Alan only helped me when the horse I was riding got out of control," I replied, recalling the incident at that time.

“Gosh, really? But you're okay, right?” asked Aisyah who looked surprised to hear the story from me.

“Alhamdulillah, I'm fine. Alan's brother managed to take over the wheel of the horse I was riding. That's why, we looked so close that time,” I replied.

"But I feel like he really likes you. His attitude towards you is very different. I thought you guys were in a relationship secretly," Aisyah said as she stared intently at me.

"There are you, you might think me and Alan's brother are in a relationship secretly,” I said without daring to turn to Aisyah.

“But, you're not lying, are you?” ask Aisyah.

“Actually... Brother Alan has indeed expressed his love for me,”, I said.

“What? Then what do you answer?” ask Aisyah curiously.

“I have not answered anything because I myself am not sure of what he said,” I replied.

“Kok so?” asked Aisyah confused.

“Yes, because it feels impossible Ais, she really loves me. I'm cold, thin, and stubborn. Besides, I am also no prettier and better than the Goddess. You must know too

if the Goddess, the prima donna of our campus is very fond of Alan," I said excited.

“Yes, I know, but love is unexpected. Dewi is perfect, but love does not demand perfection,” said Aisyah.

“You were right, but I'm afraid Alan's brother misinterpreted his feelings for me. I was afraid that if one day when I really loved her and put my hope in her, she would leave me. He would realize that the Goddess was much more perfect than

me,” my word.

"So because of the Goddess you don't want to fight to get it?" ask Aisyah.

"What is Ice for? I don't want heartache. I just want to focus on learning and achieving my goals. I don't want to be in a relationship with any man" I replied.

After all, Ais, you don't know that I promised the Goddess to stay away from Alan's life and no longer give him hope. I was also determined to forget everything that had happened between me and Brother Alan (my words in my heart felt so tight)

***

Previous day

"Rena, wait!"' shouted a woman from behind who was none other than the Goddess.

The goddess seemed to be half-running after me. She always looks beautiful as always. Her black and thick hair just dipped. Dewi also has white skin and red lips as red as pomegranate. His body is also tall and proportionate. It is only fitting that he be a prima donna on this campus.

"You call me, Dew? What's up?" ask me when I turn my body back.

"Rena I want to have a four-eye talk with you. Can we sit there." pinta Dewi while pointing to a long chair in the park.

Me and the Goddess then walked to the park and sat on the long chair in the park. It just so happened that the atmosphere of the park at that time seemed quiet.

"Rena, I'm not used to being stale. So, I'm just gonna go straight, okay?" said Dewi.

"Yes, please I'm also not used to a lot of stale bases, Dew. The news will get stale."

sahutku.

"Rena, maybe you've heard that I like Alan's sister. In fact, I've already expressed my feelings to him," said the straightforward Goddess who was quite surprised.

What ?? So it's all true and not gossip?! Even the Goddess to shoot Alan. The girl who had been quiet and liked by many people Adam. I don't know how much he felt for Brother Alan until he dared to do that. (my thoughts are deep in heart)

I also tried not to show my surprise to him.

"Dew, I've heard that you like her, but I don't know if you've expressed your feelings for her. I thought he would declare

her feelings are the same as you are the most beautiful, kind, and popular girl in our campus," I said with a thin smile full of irony on the lips of Dewi.

"Unfortunately, in my dealings with Brother Alan, I'm not so lucky. I even refused it

subtle," said the Goddess.

"Rejected, rejected how? How can?" manya curious.

Is it because he really loves me? (my words are in my heart)

"Yes, he said for now he just wants us to be friends because he himself is not sure about his feelings for me" replied the Goddess.

Oh, jadi Kak Alan menjawab seperti itu (ucapku dalam hati)

"Kalau menurut aku itu sih berarti kamu masih diberi kesempatan, bukan ditolak. Kamu hanya tinggal

menunggu waktu sampai Kak Alan benar-benar bisa yakin dengan perasaannya terhadapmu. Oh ya, tunggu! Kenapa kamu curhat masalahmu ini ke aku, secara kita enggak sedekat itu, kan? Sampai-sampai kamu bisa curhat masalahmu dengan Kak Alan ke aku?" tanyaku.

"That's because you're the problem,"

reply Goddess.

Whatdoes thatmean? Does he know how Alan feels about me? Does he know that Alan's sister once expressed her love for me? (my words are in my heart)

"You mean?" tanyaku.

bewildered.

"Sister Alan is still not sure about his feelings for me because it seems that in his heart there is also you. You become a burden on her heart, but if you want to get away from her life, then I'm sure her feelings will only be mine" replied the Goddess.

"So, you mean I should stay away from Alan's life? So that Brother Alan can be sure of his feelings for you?" I asked with a slightly elevated tone.

The words of the Goddess really pissed me off because from her tone of speech she thought I was the cause of it all. Alan's love for me was a mistake.

“Iya,” replied Dewi.

"All right, I promise. I'll stay away from Brother Alan and forget everything that ever happened between me and him" I replied.

I got up and left the Goddess there. Right now, my chest is really tight, I want to feel like I shed tears that have been welling up in both corners of my eyes. Everything the Goddess said sounded so painful that I couldn't contain her. However, before my steps completely moved away, the Goddess again asked something that made my steps pause for a moment.

"Rena, do you like Alan's sister too?" ask the Goddess.

"Is that important to you now? I like it or it won't be the same. I should forget about it, right?" my sahut makes the Goddess speechless and unable to cope with it.

I also passed away leaving the Goddess alone with tears that I could not bear anymore. They fell so fast.

***

"Are you sure about all that? Are you sure of your decision not to accept her love, Alan?" tanya Aisyah broke my daydream.

"I'm sure Ais, very sure," I replied.

“Carely? You won't regret it?” ask Aisha again.

“No,” answered me while turning my eyes helplessly staring at Aisyah.

Although, I must admit it will be difficult for me to forget all that because there are too many sweet memories between me and him (my words

in the heart)

***

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