PREGNANT WITHOUT BEING TOUCHED
Chapter 15

PREGNANT WITHOUT TOUCH (15)

Namira Pov

I've been quiet all day and trying to avoid Aslan, I really don't understand why Aslan forbade me to tell Umi and Abah about my pregnancy. Now it's weighing on my mind. I do not want to disappoint and hurt Umi and Abah who have been kind enough to accept my shortcomings.

I could only cry while banging my chest tight. I took a deep breath so that this tightness was reduced and when I wanted to lie down, someone came back knocking on the door,

Htok ..tok ..!

"Mira!" Aslan's voice called back.

Indeed, since this afternoon I had locked myself up, and since this afternoon Aslan also tried to meet me. Even this day I had not eaten, only ate one leftover bread yesterday. It still felt annoyed and angry to see Aslan.

"Dear." The voice of Aslan was heard,

but somehow his voice sounded like it wanted to seduce. Aslan came back to call me dear, I really do not understand the change in his attitude, not after returning home from the hospital he avoided me and that means Aslan did not accept me.

"Namira, would you please open the door, okay, shall we talk? I'm sorry if your brother's attitude hurt you."

"Darling, please open! Anyway brother won't leave before you open the door and we say."

True what aslan said, the problem will not be solved if it is like this, I myself must ask Aslan's attitude. If Aslan doesn't want to accept, I have to iklas.

I stood up and walked slowly to the door,

cekink...!

I opened the door that showed Aslan standing looking at me, I threw away my lazy face because I was upset.

Without waiting, Aslan entered the room and pulled my arm that kept on walking,

"Deliver!" I threw Aslan's hand, and it took Aslan by surprise.

I again left Aslan, walking towards the garden beside the room. Aslan continued to follow from behind.

I let go of myself in the garden chair, and Aslan sat down next to me. He kept looking at me, and I threw my face away again, there was a feeling of annoyance and embarrassment.

"Mira!" Call Aslan while holding the hand that is on the lap.

Because he did not also respond, Aslan held my chin with 2 fingers and faced this face until our eyes looked at each other.

I was embarrassed to see those black eyes, and also scared, afraid to see there was rejection inside the bead.

"Abang sorry, your attitude yesterday malan, must make you offended and disappointed?" asked Aslan with a serious face.

A magical white thread without permission slid down my two cheeks, a whimpering sound had been heard breaking apart the night that the sky looked overcast, just like my heart at the moment.

Huhuhuhuhu ....!

I kept crying and bowing"

one hand Aslan stretched out rubbing cheek, at this time I was not wearing a veil, I was getting used to showing my face to him.

There were soft squeezes on the hands and gentle strokes on the cheeks, which made my heart beat faster.

"I know you are very disappointed, and hurt by my current situation.I am ashamed, I am afraid, huhuhuuu." I took my two hands to cover my face.

"The wrong gate, and Brother is not angry. Instead Brother is ashamed of himself, how can you forget the promise of Brother if Brother will accept you with all your shortcomings, Brother apologized hmm?" Aslan lowered and tilted his head slightly to look at my bowed face.

I got up from my feet and stood a little bit away from Aslan who was now looking at me, and I turned my back to him.

"Better we part, Brother is a good man, brother deserves to get a much better companion than me." I said that without looking at Aslan in the least.

The sound of Aslan's footsteps approaching, I felt a hand holding my shoulder and instantly turning my body.

Now that Aslan was standing before me, his eyes looked red, was Aslan angry?.

Back the breath in Aslan's exhale, closed eyes, practice looking at me fixed, difficult to adjust the gaze. And I also ventured to reply to Aslan's gaze.

"Why would you say that? Don't you believe that you really love you, and you also accept ...." Aslan rubbed my flat stomach.

I immediately retreated, and shook my head quickly.

"See I'm Bang? And don't disappoint Umi and Abah. Brother listen to what Umi says if Umi wants to have grandchildren." I talk while crying and giving takanada said the granddaughter.

"I'm despicable, filthy, I'm so ashamed! Brother as husband has never touched me, but look at me ....!

huhuhuhu ....!

I'm pregnant." My voice was slow at the end of the word.

My body fell to the ground, I could not bear this burden.if suicide was not cursed by God, I would have done it.

"I will soon give grandchildren to Umi and Abah, but this is not your son." I continued to strip away covering my face with both palms.

Suddenly I felt a hug,

"Unfortunately Brother, you know your love for God because of God, you are living this house of worship because of God." This time Aslan's voice sounded raucous, it seemed as if Aslan was holding back a cry.

"Please believe and let your brother always be by your side, we live and face everything together hmm. I promise to be a good husband and father to my son." Aslan tightened his embrace.

I was crying more and more in my husband's arms, and only the thanksgiving I was chanting in my mouth and heart.

"Bang ... Brother really does not feel the same decision you accept me?" ask me with a lot of fun.

"There will be no regrets for you. You will love this child like your own. I beg you to trust me, Brother, that's more than enough."

"But I'm afraid Bang, what do people say, if they know about this kid?"

"Why should you be afraid, baby? We don't need to explain anything to them, don't care what people say later, the most important thing is that we live together happily, hm."

"Thank you, Bang, for all the sacrifices you made for me and the child in my womb.

My husband hugged me tightly, I just enjoyed all this happiness, with him, who loved me so much.

I want to forget the bitter past. And also learn to love my husband, just like he loved me so much.

It's lucky that this self is also my son's candidate, getting a man like Aslan.

"Thank you again, for everything. I'll keep trying to be a good wife to you. Help me forget the past money ruined my life. Somehow me if you're not present in my life, thank you" I murmured inwardly.