PREGNANT WITHOUT BEING TOUCHED
Chapter 8

PREGNANT WITHOUT TOUCH (8)

"O Allah, I do not understand the attitude of my husband, why he is so ordinary. Does he really want to accept me for who I am? I'm the unholy one, I'm the despicable one." Namira has not moved from the prayer rug since the magrib prayer.

Aslan as usual followed the congregation until later, only after he returned.

Namira continued to preach, pleading for forgiveness for all his sins. Now Namira is very afraid, if in the end Aslan does not accept and divorce her will kah Aslan will tell the truth to his true to the father. No, Namira will not let that happen, she will beg Aslan not to tell her father.

Waiting for the entry of isya Namira to read the Qur'an to calm the heart.

While in other places there are men who are currently sitting quietly facing Robnya solemnly. Aslan did the same thing to complain to the owner of the provisions, for the good in his household.

No, not because Aslan hates Namira but Aslan feels guilty for his wife. How could he let Namira

injured as now. What kind of man can't take care of a woman he loves.

"Stupid.. I was really stupid, why I didn't keep looking after her, even if it was just from far away." Aslan continues to blame himself for the fateful incident that befell Namira.

"Oh Allah why did you give him that ordeal? Please forgive me, God, I do not mean to question everything you have destined. O Allah, I believe there will be wisdom behind all your trials."

"Give him patience and strength, in undergoing trials and trials. Make the servant a man who will always accompany every step of his way, and give good to the servant's household, amen." Aslan rubbed his face at the end of his prayer.

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After returning from the mosque aslan did not immediately meet Namira, as he said Aslan went to meet Farah and karim who had been waiting for Aslan in the room.

Greetings and a knock together, it didn't take long for Farah to open the door for her only son.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, come in son! Abah is waiting."

Right, Karim was sitting in the garden behind his special room. At the small table there are already 3 cups of drinks, which was first made farah.2 park benches, with 1 bench separate and now sit Aslan.

"Umi said, anything to talk about?" karim opened the chat

Aslan was silent, confused, out of nowhere to begin. Aslan wondered if both of his parents could accept the reality of Namira as he did.

Yes, since knowing the truth of Namira, Aslan has been determined to continue to love and accept Namira as a wife. Aslan still remembered what he said at that time, if he would accept Namira for who she was and what her shortcomings were, and here Aslan would prove to Namira and her parents.

"Snack!" call Farah who sees Aslan daydreaming.

Farah walked over and gently stroked Aslan's back, smiling and speaking,

"What do you want to say hmm? What about Namira?" said Farah softly.

Aslan was surprised, how did they know if Aslan wanted to say something about Namira, he said,

"Do they know?" aslan said in his heart.

Aslan let out a deep breath, seeing the gaze to his two parents Aslan swallowed the saliva, truly a dilemma.

Aslan walked to face his two parents who occupied one seat, and fell on his knees together while holding onto the two hands of Umi and Abahan.

Tears were already pouring, sobs could be heard in Farah's ears. How not as a mother who knew Aslan very well not once did Farah see her son as weak as he is now.

Karim raised one hand, gently rubbing Aslan's head buds,

"What's wrong, son, what's bothering you? so you're like this?"

Aslan raised his face, staring at his two parents.Honestly as an adult male of course Aslan was embarrassed by his current attitude, as he was, but want to see how his fear and anxiety that makes Aslan weak.

"Commen, abahh! Something Aslan wanted to say about Namira, but Aslan hesitated."

Farah and Karim silently wanted to make room for his son. Aslan took a breath, again,

"Namira.." Aslan's throat choked.

"O Allah ease the way of the servant, give courage to me, and spread the hearts of my parents." Aslan prayed in his heart.

Sitting down and resting with two hands resting on his thighs, Aslan began to speak, saying,

"Commen, abahh! Namira has been a victim of abuse" aslan said slowly at the end of his sentence.

There was no sound that Aslan heard, there was only silence, and Aslan realized it seemed like Umi and her Abah wanted to give him a chance.

"Aslan also just found out this afternoon, Namira said it. honestly aslan was very sick to hear it. how could..."

While holding back the cry, with a voice that became irregularly heavy made Aslan a little difficult to speak.

"How come Namira has been quiet all this time, not even Dad knows about the disaster."

Now there was a small sound from Aslan's voice.

"I'm wrong, I'm a fool. Abah gave me a chance but I was in vain right, Aslan was guilty of not being able to protect and guard her." Aslan was no longer strong and put his head on Farah's lap.

When Farah's tears shed, what she and her husband kept, Aslan now knew.

While I was grateful at the end Namira was able to tell the truth. Intentionally Farah and Karim did not tell Aslan from the beginning because they saw Aslan loved Namira sincerely because they believed that Aslan could accept Namira's condition.

Karim got up and helped his son to stand, in his seat Aslan in the middle of Farah and himself, in the hand of Aslan by Farah, while he gently rubbed Aslan's back.

"Do you accept Namira's honesty?" karim asked in a soft voice not the slightest bit of anger.

Aslan looked up at Farah and Karim alternately, with teary eyes.

"Yes, Umi, Abah, Aslan wants to accept Namira as it is, even now he knows that Namira is not...." Aslan did not dare to continue his words.

"Abah and Umi also accept Namira and still consider Namira Umi's son-in-law." Farah.

It surprised Aslan, and she was so grateful to have a parent who understood her child's feelings.

"Really Umi, Abah?" ask Aslan to make sure.

Farah and Marim smiled, and made Aslan rub his face with two hands and give thanks, saying,

"Alhamdulillah Abah, Umi, thank you."aslan kissed Abah and Uminya's hands alternately.

Now on Aslan's face there was only a smile, impatient to meet his halal lover and tightly hug the woman he loved.

Before leaving his parents' room, Aslan was given advice,

"Aslan! abah's message, always take care of your wife help her get through and forget her past and get rid of her trauma."

"Yes, son, don't you ever bring up that problem again, assume there never was any incident."

Afterwards Aslan exited the room and walked with wide steps, and a little run when climbing the stairs. Aslan was already impatient to meet his beautiful woman.

Heartbeats are like musical accompaniment, timidly following every step that inexplicably seems far away, even though the location of the room is still visible with a view.

"What a troubling heart," said Aslan as he stroked his chest, and smiled throughout his steps.

Tokks.tokk..

There is no lawfulness, though,

"Tok.tok..assalamualaikum," said aslan in a slightly loud voice.

Aslan shook his legs like a tingling person, very impatient.

Still no answer, Aslan was desperate to open the door that turned out not in the key,

When the door was opened, one sight made Aslan stare at it heartily,

"Mira!" call Aslan, still standing at the door.