Raluna
Papa, I'm fine

Stretch my body to the left and right to merilex kan muscles because too long sitting to make a report.

It's 5 in the afternoon, which means the office hours are over, I'm tidying up the equipment on the desk, getting ready to go back home.

"Let's go back..." Take Nola who is my close friend in the office.

"Yes La bentar, tidy up my table first." I said.

"Lun stopped by the newly opened dining area first yuk... I want to eat there, just a moment, yes... yes" pinta by putting on a funny look, wink her eyes quickly.

"Okey dech, but cepet ya eat it" said me, it's okay to stop by for a while and buy food for papa.

Since I worked here I hired people to accompany papa in the rented profit was my neighbor Suhe who had reached the age of 75 years more willing, so I do not have to worry anymore, so I do not have to worry anymore, is the pampers papa is full or not because pak suhe is ready to replace it unless papa defecates it will wait for me to go home first and replace it.

For it's her usual early in the morning I forced papa to take out her poop in anticipation of her defecating while I was at work.

"Emmmm Lun turned out to be really good food here" said Nola as she closed her eyes enjoying the food she ordered.

"It's delicious, really but the price is also good" I said, for me now do not need good food on the tongue, just make my stomach full for me it's delicious, it's delicious, but it's okay if it's ever like today.

"Once in a while Lun eats well, don't eat the same vegetables as orek mulu lo."

I just smiled in response to Nola's words, even the side dish was better than when I was still working at the restaurant.

"Lun already pesen one in the wrap" continued Nola again.

"Udah, most dear to him all the time we pay" I replied as I sipped a drink in front of me.

"Udah will eat her, yuk yuk back" Nola stood up to go to the cashier's table.

"Today I am the tract" he then lowered his body towards my ears "his reason I was put under Radit" he whispered and then fled before I answered him.

I smiled happily at the news, after a long time he was pulled by Radit, he finally got a clear certainty as well.

"Nih for my handsome papa aduhay all over Jakarta" joked Nola, with a happy mood.

"When the room, why not tell me the same story" I protested to him.

"So he applied to me, not yet officially to my parents anyway, just said I want to make sure I marry this year, he asked me what I want,,,,,,,, what I want,,,, yes, it is clear that I will not refuse hahahahaha" Nola looks very happy, when telling her her eyes look sparkling.

"Keep why the story is now the same as Me" I showed my annoyed face to her, even though she was just pretending.

"Yeee... don't mistake me dong, you were busy, the morning of the meeting, afternoon survey, continue to make reports,,, the work is too hard but not up-and-up" his complaint to me.

"Heheh yes. ya uhhhh the point is congratulations I like the horror of it" said I sincerely congratulate.

"Thank you Lun the point if I'm a proposal you should come" she told me.

"Ready boss" I replied directly.

Arriving at home I was usually greeted with papa who was lying in bed with Mr. Suhe who watched the little television that I bought so that papa was not too bored.

"Assalamualaikum" I said to make them realize that I'm home.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, I've come home son. Then you excuse me first" said to me.

"Yes sir, thank you sir, oh yes this is food for you" I just decided to buy another one for Mr. Suhe.

"Thank you son, you go home" he said and went missing behind the door.

"Let's not be jealous, this is Aluna bring also for my handsome papa" I said by lifting the plastic containing food.

"So take a bath first what to eat first" I asked papa.

"Andi ulu" I'm grateful papa has a little clear talk also can already lift his right hand, so when bathing I just put her in a wooden chair and she showered herself, so, the truth is I don't have the heart but Papa insists he wants to shower himself.

"Okey is ready boss" I said, putting the bag and preparing to carry papa to the bathroom.

After I finished taking a shower and eating I watched tv with papa, my focus was disturbed when my clothes were like interested in "why pa, want to poop or want to drink" I asked.

Papa shook his head "keep asking" I was confused.

"Ma a a af" said papa stammering.

"Why apologize to Aluna" I asked again.

I see papa's tears slowly descending "maa aaf" repeated again.

I held her hand tightly and I kissed "pa, papa no need to apologize to Aluna, Aluna is not papa, but papa has to promise his spirit to heal, just papa that Aluna has,, so papa must believe and spirit that papa can heal yes" said Aluna with teary eyes.

Grandfather papa Aluna nodded his head.

"Well then dong nurut the same child, if it is healed will be able to marry again, ehh pa our neighbor will have a widow well later papa marahin he aja hahaha" my joke to melt the atmosphere that had had time.

I saw papa's lips danced a little sign he was enjoying a joke from me.

That night we finished with Me who told humor stories and accompanied by a real television voice that we did not watch.

When papa has fallen asleep I look at his face is fine Pa I live like this as long as papa fate is beside me.

I will survive because papa is my encouragement now, after the mother who died we go somewhere.

ever since he left I don't know how he's been, sometimes secretly missing it comes to me sometimes, it comes to me, I miss seeing his face but the longing was immediately raised when remembering with his heart he died papa who was unconscious.

I don't know what changed the nature of my mother who used to be patient and loved her family so much, I don't know who influenced her to work and no longer take care of the family, aahhh I don't know I don't care anymore, surely mama is now happy with her new family.

Now I'm just focusing on papa finding a way how he can heal like before him.