Raluna
It's not left

..."*Because every human being has his or her own struggles there are those who struggle...

...seeking for money there are also...

...fight for love...

...in which position...

...your current self*?"...

Here Aluna is now a rented house with a first room, a living room where in the corner of the room there is a small bed for her father, a kitchen and a bathroom far from where she used to be.

Home, his all-car has Aluna selling to cover his papa debt as well as his expenses during his papa's treatment at the hospital.

Little money was left for him to contract in the narrow alley, as well as for his daily meals before he got a job.

Aluna decided to move out of town so that her friends did not see her with a look of pity, this city is the home city of bik surti, the city of Bik surti, thanks to the help of a surti bik who contacted his brother asking for help to help me find a place.

Until this is where Aluna is now, the beginning does feel heavy but gradually Aluna is able to adapt to her current state.

Aluna completely cut off contact with her schoolmates and her mom.

He changed the number with his phone, he sold his phone and replaced it with a brand that is not too expensive.

I should be grateful because shortly from my move I got a part time job at a restaurant located on the highway about 10 minutes from the contract if I walk.

About school, I moved to school in this area, thank God the cost of school here is not as expensive as my old school.

My salary as a waitress in the restaurant would not be enough to cover the needs of me and my father, therefore I work side by side by selling various needs to my school friends, and also the neighbors around my contract.

Fortunately here is still a city that is not too smart with online shopping so it makes it easier for me to offer goods that I take from Jakarta through online applications.

The results were quite good though sometimes I have to turn my brain when papa drugs run out or papa needs such as pampers for example.

"Lun the table in front of the gih gih who ate back" said mba lina who made me return from daydream.

"Ready mba" I answered quickly and immediately stepped my feet forward.

I have to be excited not to be fired from here, if I want to complain that my body feels sore, go home from school to change clothes, give papa a meal, and then eat, then changing the diapers it feels like sleep will be the thing I currently want to be.

But no I can't be lazy, remember papa's medicine I won't be able to buy if I'm lazing around.

At 8 pm Aluna just arrived at her rented, seen her papa who was just lying on the mattress, her body had begun to take care of not as brave as before.

"Assalamualaikum pah" Aluna kissed the back of her papa hand.

Since that incident the nature of Aluna changed he returned to Aluna as when he still felt the affection of his parents, a cheerful girl and full of manners.

"Aluna take water first to clean the body of papa, let papa scented who knows there will be a flower widow who hahahah nyantol" Aluna comforted her papa.

Aluna must be able to be a humorous and cheerful person so that her papa does not think that Aluna suffers along with her.

Because since his papa came out of the hospital he just daydreamed with a blank look, early Aluna went home to work her papa immediately cried to see her daughter came home at night to support herself.

After finishing cleaning the papah body, I immediately feed it with the food I had bought "aaa let's papa eat so it gets fatter, mepet cured deh" I said while carrying a spoon to the lips of papa's mouth.

" Eeee..eeeee...eeee" again papa hard to eat I have to be extra patient to bribe him.

"Why his food papah does not like ya" said I pretend sad so papah would eat.

"Eeehh.enndak..boutan" while shaking his head.

"Keep why, I don't want to eat" asked Aluna still pretended to be disappointed.

"Taaaanuuu uuuggaa aasaran" with great difficulty papah Aluna said a word that used to be very easy.

"Iihhh papa so sweet deh" replied cheerful aluna while hugging her papa body.

"But I've eaten, at work, I work at the restaurant, so I eat first just came home" explained Aluna to her papa.

"Now aaa yes, open your mouth slowly" persuaded Aluna.

Slowly the mouth was opened small, with painstakingly Aluna fed her papa then continued with her drink of medicine.

"Papa pinter deh, if you think gini papa healed can be spitty" said Aluna while cleaning her papa tableware to be cleaned right.

It was only after all his papa needs were completed that Aluna cleansed her body, about yes who had eaten Aluna did not lie he had eaten at work fortunately the owner was very good to give Aluna a plate of Rice with 1 simple side dish left over sales is okay sometimes only tempeh, or tofu was given because it was all that was left.

If even a good vegetable such as fish or chicken given Aluna does not eat the side dish, he will wrap it to give to his papa.

This is Aluna who now, no more Aluna who came down from a luxury car, wearing branded clothes, or will throw away food that he did not like.

Ahh Aluna regretted ever giving up nyia was food first, he just knew the hard feeling of finding money to eat.

His sense Aluna wants to turn the clock, let him be in the middle of the two parents who are always fighting rather than living like now, he may not have a problem living all the shortcomings but he sometimes can not see the state of his papa.

Bathing must be bathed, defecating must be Aluna who sebokinya.

Aluna remembers the first time she did her papa resisting violently, thanks to Aluna's persistence of persuading her papa, as well as her unpleasant taste on her buttocks, his final papa succumbed with tears flowing from his cheeks.

Aluna was actually embarrassed to do it, however her father was a man who had a different body shape than Aluna.

Aluna closed her eyes hoping that when she woke up tomorrow it would all be back to how it was.