
..."You're like a monster to me, acting in the name of love to legalize your actions leads me to believe it's not love I'm just an obsession for you"...
...Raka Argantara's...
Raka pov's
I knew I had hurt Aluna with my harsh words, but that was all I did to make her stop hurting other people.
How could I possibly drop my heart with a woman who oppresses others to get to me.
I admit she is very beautiful, but beautiful is not enough to make me fall in love, because my heart has been owned by my childhood girl, girl with beautiful eyes full of tenderness.
Until now I have not been able to find my girl, I promise when I find her I will never leave her.
My memories go back to the early days of my meeting with my girl.
"Hiks.. hikss..hikss" at that time I heard the crying voice of a girl sitting alone on the bench of the tourist attractions I visited.
I walked my feet towards the girl, waiting for my mother to bring back the ice cream I wanted.
"Hey why are you crying here" the five-year-old me stood in front of the little girl with a plain look typical of children.
I saw the little girl looking at me with eyes that were unraveling with tears "Hikss.. hiksss I lost my mommy and papah" she spoke while removing snot from her nose.
I took a handkerchief from my pocket and I gave it to her "This is removing your snot with this" I said as I handed her my handkerchief.
"Hiks hiks hiks mamah papah" he kept crying with his hands taking a handkerchief from my hands and again throwing dirt from his nose.
"Don't cry anymore I'll help you find your papah and mama" I said with a smile.
"You really want to help me" she said as she faltered with tears.
"Yes, I promise, but we wait for you first, after my bundle comes we just look for your papah and mama how."
He nodded his head at the sign he approved my proposal.
"Then don't cry anymore!!" I said while removing the remains of her tears.
"Let's come with me there, my mother told me to wait there" I took her hand to the bench I was sitting on.
I saw my mother approaching us waving her hand with two ice creams in her hand.
"Sorry, dear old, please wait" my mother immediately gave ice cream from her hand to me.
"Ehh this pretty boy who" my mother immediately squatted her high alignment with the two of us.
"Mother she lost her papah and mamah here, I promised to help her find her parents" I'm sure my mother will also help find this girl's mother and father because my mother is so good I'm proud to have a mother like her.
"So then, yaudah later we will in the information room yes later we ask for help with the officer, okay" I see my mother rubbed gently chabby cheeks of the little girl beside me.
you know her cheeks are so puffed up, it makes me want to pinch her cheeks, but I'm afraid to hurt her and make her cry again.
"If aunty may know whose name you are" oh my God, I don't know what her name is from earlier I was busy making her stop crying and forgot to ask her name
"My name is Dira aunty" he said while busy eating the ice cream that my mother had just given him.
"A pretty name as pretty as a person" my mother saw very well, what else if with girls, because my mother really likes girls, but baby until now I don't have a sister.
"You guys spend the ice cream first after that we just met the officer" me and Dara nodded and coolly licked the ice cream with greed.
Here we are now waiting for the two parents in the information room, the officer had broadcast about the virgin who lost her parents we were told to wait for the arrival of both parents.
"Dira let's play this" take me to Dara
"But I can't play this" he replied with a puzzled face.
"What do you usually play" I asked.
"Emmm I usually play Barbie toy with cooking" he told me while putting on a funny expression.
"I don't have a barbie I'll just take this if I teach you how to."
"So you'll see I play" I continued trying to convince him.
"Okey deh" she smiled with a wide smile of her beautiful at that time.
"Honey, dear Dira" when Dara and I were playing from the door appeared a mature woman who was full of tears, and followed by the man behind her.
"Mamahh papah .." Dara immediately ran to hug his mother.
Mama Dira kissed her daughter's entire face, a little later the virgin had moved in her papal embrace.
"Darling you don't papa hmm, say the same papah there is nothing evil dira right" papah dara cradled her child and fondly caressed her daughter's hair.
"No reward I was helped by my friend to find papah equally mama" said Dira while pointing at me and Mother
"Thank you ma'am, thanks to our mother finding Dira" mama Dara immediately took the mother's hand and thanked her.
"Together my mother also has children know how anxious when losing children" replied Mother.
"This must be Raka ya" her mama dara squatting her height parallels mine.
I just nodded my head answering Dira's mother's question
"Thank you for helping virgin, Raka is very good, thank you baby" I smiled back at her mama dara, her mama dara is very soft as mother.
"Let's go, we have to get to the airport, we'll fly in 1 hour" So Dira's not from this town, which means I can't see Dira anymore, I immediately looked down sad after hearing the words of his father Dira.
"Thank you again for helping my son."
"No problem mom I like to do it, Dira later if playing again do not let go of her mama's hand yes" Mother stroked the face of virgin for the last time.
"Father Dira is coming down" The little girl rebelled from her father's embrace.
"This is for Raka from Dira diimpen yes, later if we meet again raka show me this ribbon is the same Dira, Dira would know that it is raka" Dira gave me a beautiful ribbon from her hair.
"Ehmm later if I grow up I will look for you" I said with a smile.
" Janji ya, later if Raka meets me Raka must know Dira right" he asked.
" Sure" I said as I lifted up my pinky as a promise-binder.
"Dira came home first Raka drug" slowly the body of the virgin disappeared from my eyes.
Since then I have never met Dira again, my mother said Dira's house is in Jakarta, class 3 smp I moved to Jakarta at that time I was very happy because the possibility of me meeting Dira was very large.
Turns out I was wrong Jakarta is a very big city, I do not know which city Dira is in Jakarta.
But I'm sure I'll find my little girl.