
It's been a long time since I've been walking around like this, "we want to go where brother" I screamed a little so that my voice could be heard by Ryan's sister.
"Later you know too" said brother Ryan a mysterious snobs.
"Kidnapped no, hahaha" I joked to her.
"Don't want to ahh nyulik you ribet eat her a lot hahaha" I hit slowly the back that shook little in front of me due to laughing.
This back is so firm and wide even though Raka's back like her is more comfortable for me to lean on, jeez why instead of thinking about Raka, I shake my head trying to repel the shadow of Raka in my head.
His likeness of what I did was seen by brother Ryan through his rearview mirror.
"Why hayoo is so gnarled, don't tell me to think so bawdy" teased brother Ryan.
"Ihhh yah yah yah yah ya yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yu yahu yu yahu yahu yahu yahu that my brain is still sacred" I argue.
"Ahh cook sih" we threw jokes at each other making me laugh happily, this is what makes me feel comfortable with Ryan's brother he is able to make me forget for a moment about his pain papa and all the problems I face.
Too busy joking, until not aware if Ryan's brother has parked his bike.
It turns out he took me to the mall "yukk down, no need to be carried right" he asked teasingly.
"Yes carried" I immediately got off the bike and tidied up my clothes.
We both walked side by side, ahh he invited me to watch it turns out "want to watch what movie, eitttsss no dangdut movie what else dangdut song" he said while raising his Eyebrow.
I pinched his arm slowly "Sister Ryan is ashamed" I said as I lowered my head.
"Hahaha like it if I'm embarrassed again cat kayak gini" he said while slowly scrambling my hair.
"So what to watch, horror, romance, or humor" he asked again.
"Humor my brother" I replied quickly.
"Okey romens aja" he said immediately go before I spray.
"Ck ck basic why ask me if so" my grumble.
Don't wanna stand like a lost man I'm looking for a seat around here.
After finding a place that Ryan's sister could easily see, I sat my ass there "conveniently" I thought
I looked around where most of the people here were lovers, was relaxing suddenly my eyes saw Raka, what Raka, my eyes still looked at her who was walking back to me, when Raka suddenly turned to look at me with a reflex knowing that I was in danger mode, I just lowered my head.
"Don't look, don't get it" I said.
I felt someone pat me on the shoulder, gleekkk at once my throat felt dry, slowly I set my head to see who touched me "huuuhh gosh, brother Ryan ngaggetin aja, I think who" answer me with a sigh of relief.
"Who else, if not me, is there someone else here you know" asked Ryan in surprise.
"Ehh genggk enggkk hehehe, emm his ticket has been purchased yes" I asked to confirm.
How about this, it seems like Raka also wants to watch, I see him in the direction of the ticket sales, but watch who he is with?, Aisss Aluna, ayoo Aluna don't think about it first, ayoo thought about how not to meet Raka.
"Ehhhh ehhh emmm I mean what if we go somewhere else" I said as I bit my inner lip, hoping that Ryan's sister agreed that there was no chance of me meeting Raka.
"Well but the ticket has been purchased, the cook is not watched by Mubazir Lun" said Ryan, who disagreed with my proposal.
"Why the hell are you, how anxious is that, sick?" ryan asked as he put the back of his hand on my forehead.
I put my big brother's hand out of my forehead slowly "gengk I don't hurt. I. emm worried because papa. yes I was worried because left papa" I lied.
"Do not worry, there is a father who takes care, usually you work too right?" said raka by stroking the back of my hand, trying to channel a sense of comfort.
I smiled, how is this, then suddenly came to my head the idea "our brother went there first yes buy a mask like glasses" I said as I guided Ryan's leg to follow me.
"Why buy that kayak."
"Ohh that's meu. Iuu a little flu fear nular hehehe" answered me trying not to cause suspicion.
"You're sick to go home" I saw that Ryan's sister's face was beginning to worry, whether she was so worried about me.
"Enggk just a little bit, already yuk do not be more likely to stop the start of his movie hunt began" said I who did not want to get any more questions.
Brother Ryan resigned me to drag his hands to where the goods I was looking for.
*****
This is where I sat watching a movie but my mind didn't focus on it, my eyes looking at someone sitting in the third row with a woman "What was Raka saying back then, my eyes were looking at someone sitting in the third row with a woman, the girl Raka loved" whispered Aluna inwardly
"Enough Aluna don't think about Raka, look she's happy with her life, and there's nothing else you can be proud of to be with her".
"Hey..so serious about watching her" brother Ryan.
I just smiled a little, although invisible because it was covered in a mask "does not like the same movie that I chose, want to go home" said Ryan.
"No, I like it" I said slowly afraid to disturb the other audience.
"Don't think of anything today, focus on yourself as you do hemm" Ryan said softly, our distance so close, his breath felt on my face.
Afraid of things that do not want to happen, I immediately throw my gaze toward the front "continue to watch again brother, later do not know the storyline hehehe" I said trying to get rid of the awkwardness between us because of that.
"Jawab, you can, don't think of anything today."
"If only for a day I want to see you escape from all of it, so what do you want today" continued Ryan again.
Brother Ryan was right maybe only today I can let go of all my burdens, "okay" answered me smiling widely.
Yes today I will go through without thinking about papa in rented without thinking about Raka, without thinking about my past only myself.
Brother Ryan smiled happily at the reply from me.