
..."You're the one I've been looking for, I'm both happy and hurt"...
I lay in the grass of the school garden looking up at the sky and digesting what was happening to myself.
Trying to find the true truth if Dira has not occupied the throne in my heart, is it possible that Aluna has been able to change her position.
I closed my eyes, a glimpse of the Shadow as Aluna laughed, as she excitedly walked up to me as a gaze hurt by my attitude, all spinning in my brain.
Ahh I remember that Aluna followed my instagram account even though until now I have not confirmed, hopefully I can get a hint from there.
I just surfed on my phone, the last time Aluna posted a photo was the day I drove her home, she posted my back while driving the bike home "Thank you I'm happy today, that nature supports us to be together" a sentence that seemed to her she was so happy to be with me.
I kept looking at all the photos that he had posted before, very much I just knew that he was very active playing social media, he said, his followers were very many and after I checked the average was Adam.
Most of the photos in the post are silhouettes and photos together to two friends, a little longing me about his treated look at his photos that laugh freely, Wait, I miss?? how could it, does it mean... Ahh I've been dizzy thinking about it.
There is one different photo tucked among the others, it's a photo of Aluna with her parents with the caption "My everithing thank you mamah & papah" but it looks like the photo was taken not when he was in High School.
I looked at the photo, why I seemed to know these two people, long time I look at trying to remember about where I met with them.
As soon as my tubes stiffened, this was impossible, they could not have been Aluna's parents.
I immediately rose from my sleep and stepped on my feet quickly, fortunately at this time the class was no teacher so I was free to enter into it.
"Keysa. what is the name of Aluna" I asked quickly.
"What a heck lo gaje so suddenly his full name is Aluna" keysa replied by keeping a mirror adding lip los on his lips.
"Bel..lo know his long name Aluna" Raka switched to ask Bella who seemed more able to talk to her.
" Em daughter of Aluna D" replied Bella convinced.
"D, what stands for D" asked Raka impatiently.
"What do I forget about Aluna if the name is just that in her report also just D" said bella.
"Let's try the bell dyinget-inget again you will not cook his cook do not know" said Raka forced.
While keysa looks unconcerned he continues his activities while humming small.
"Du dudduu duduuuu" humming keysa with a discordant tone.
"Aluna once spoke of her name as ka, just I frenetic first" replied Bella as she closed her eyes with the gesture of the thinking person.
"Hmmm hmmm hmm hmmm" keysa continues to hum like accidentally making Bella piqued.
"Key diem I used to think" upset bella by gently hitting keysa's arm.
While keysa was just indifferent, making Raka furious, it was very like Raka gagged keysa's mouth.
"Aaaaa Rakaa.." cried bella, Raka who was yelled at by her name was already stiffening ready to listen.
Raka's shoulders dropped indicating he was disappointed, Raka as given hope and then thrown away by Bella.
"Dirandra.." that's keysa's voice.
"Princess Aluna Dirandra" Keysa continued with a sharp gaze towards Raka
"Dirandra.. Vandra.. Dira" Raka said in a tone of disbelief.
"Dira..Dira" repeatedly Raka said the word Dira to make keysa and Bella astonished.
"why don't people.bluff up again what he bells" whispered keysa, who was astonished to see Raka's strange behavior.
"If you ask me I keep asking you what key is" Bella said with a confused face and fast-flicting eyes.
"Eehhhhh bodo very bell bodo" said keysa while squeezing air with both hands.
While Raka he leaned on the table behind his sense of his knees were not powered to stand upright, the girl he had been looking for was the girl he had denied his presence.
"I promise I'll know you later"
His childhood promise Raka could not keep, he could not recognize the shady eyes that he once adored Aluna's eyes are now different, he could not recognize, where goes his shady eyes and always sparkling that used to be able to make little Raka fascinated, that makes Raka not recognize his Dira
What happened to her Dira, why her nature is so different.
"Ka. Raka.. hello" Keysa waved his hand to wake Raka up from her daydream.
and it turns out that Raka's gaze turned on keysa.
"Mending lo back to class or where it is up to you, before the language teacher wants to enter, you don't want to be a statue here right" drive keysa to Raka, although Keysa was confused as to what was wrong with Raka today, suddenly asked where Aluna, now singing her long name, then like a dazed person like this.
Raka left with a step so weak, he went behind the school and lang sunh cried there "I'm sorry I was sad" said Raka while sitting squeezing her own hair.
"Please don't punish me like Dir" racau Raka was full of regrets.
If he knew that Aluna was Dira he wouldn't, would treat Aluna badly, his promise to protect her reneged on by hurting the girl's heart too deeply.
"You where Lun is, please behind permission I apologize to you Lun, permission I keep my promise Lun" Raka was like a madman talking to herself and crying.
Raka was so devastated that the girl he loved was the same as the girl he hurt, why was fate playing games on him so cruel, so cruel, by making her wait too long and ruthlessly giving a deep sense of regret.
"Murahan, monster, has no pride" shadow as Raka said the insult to Aluna revolved like a movie.
I don't know what to do for Raka to get forgiveness from Aluna.
"you where Lun is, why when I found out that you thought you were missing"
Regret does come at the end, but not every human being gets a chance to change it?.