Raluna
Speakin..

"Raka.. Me" Aluna paused for a moment.

"hmm" said Raka still cool to enjoy her food.

"Raka.. L'm.. I. we. we" Aluna said stifled very hard to say.

"eat first after that we just talk" said Raka while cleaning her mouth with a tissue.

the food in front of Raka was already barren, now Raka looked at Aluna who was looking down, thinking of the right word for her to say.

"eat first" said Raka again.

Aluna shook her head, her eyes were already teary, before she straightened her head, Aluna had to brave herself so that later her crying did not break.

"huuuhhh. Okay you used to talk" said Raka.

for a moment Aluna was silent, closing her eyes for a moment, looking for the courage to speak.

"Raka.I'm sorry" said Aluna began to make a sound.

"i used to expect this much, but you rejected my presence, even though I was desperately trying to make you glance at me. Get rid of every girl who tried to approach you"

"Aluna. I'm sorry"

"no Raka is not your fault" Aluna said

"I realize the heart can not be forced, even though I am late to realize it.." regretted Aluna.

"I'm really happy, but you came so suddenly for me. You said that I was Dira that I myself do not remember ever using that name for my nickname.."

"you might just forget Aluna.I'm very sure you're Dira" Raka replied quickly.

"think me Dira, but can you ask your heart whose love it is for. Because I am not Dira Raka I Am Aluna"

"what's different is that Aluna you and Dira are the same person" Raka replied again.

"certainly different I have lived a long life, many things that I have been through.. Aluna when High School and Aluna are now also different Raka. Everyone will change because of circumstances" said Aluna with empty eyes.

"ask your heart if your heart answers Dira. Then sorry Raka will I say I am not Dira I am Aluna.. Aluna who is also different from the person you knew when High School"

Raka breathed his coarse breath, really he did not understand the way Aluna thought, Aluna, what is different after all they are the same person Dira or Aluna for Raka the same because only that name is able to distract Raka.

"Raka.. I will tell you this too, as I said earlier Aluna who is now not the same as before. For me now love is not my goal Raka" said Aluna lirih.

"forget over.forget over Dira.forget over Aluna.assume we've never met.I'm pretty sure Raka you'll get a much better woman than me" Aluna looked down again hiding her tears that had fallen.

"sorry Raka, my papa needs all my time" Aluna said in her heart.

"you're done talking" now Raka is sitting on a chair with her hands folded over her chest.

Aluna nodded slowly answering Raka's question.

"all of your attitude made me annoyed and I did not like it when I realized the name Dira began to be replaced with Aluna" Raka continued

"I've already promised to find Dira and make her my life partner I hate myself who easily replaced Dira with you"

"I also hate seeing you hurt other people just for me.. I hate it because I know you're not that girl, but for me you turned Aluna.In my eyes you turned into a monster. From there I'm not sure you love me, stupidly I thought you were just obsessed with me. I'm sorry Aluna" Raka said while recalling her memories with Aluna first.

hikss.hiks sobs Aluna began to sting can no longer stand it, really he regretted ever hurt his friends first.

"you know how devastated I was when I found out that Dira and aluna were the same person.. I ruined Aluna all my bad treatment all my rant repeated like a cassette tape that made me feel like I wanted to hit my head so I could forget" continued Raka again with eyes that have begun to water.

everyone would probably be surprised Raka could so easily let out her tears, considering the time she was leading her words was so resolute and authoritative.

"even more you just disappeared. there is no news. like lost in the earth.it makes my guilt more become" continued Raka again.

"all these years I've been waiting and looking until I decided to give up. But God wants us to be with Aluna.see I found you"

"no Raka. no we can't.. I'm not the Aluna I used to be" Aluna quickly cut, she has to finish her relationship that hasn't even started yet.

"why can't you because your papa is right" asked Raka full of probes.

right. Raka's guess is very precise, so Aluna is unable to answer her.

"so because of your papa. because of your situation.is that bad I in your eyes" asked Raka sadly.

"no Raka is not because of you. no. hikss.. hiksss"

"Then why do you think I can't share the burden with you until you reject me for this"

"i love you not because your former status is not because your healthy father is handsome and not Aluna.. if I love you because of that then I have accepted you Aluna" now Raka has taken Aluna's hand and held her tightly.

"hikss. hikss Raka we are different ka we are different.. I'm just gonna trouble you later and your family if they're gonna accept my circumstances and then other people what they're gonna say about us" aluna said, expressing her opinion.

"why should you listen to this other person about us Aluna.then what do you think my family is a person who differentiates status hah" Raka said in a disappointed tone, saying, she thought Aluna thought badly of her family.

"no. I. hiks" Aluna stopped not finding any more excuses.

"listen to me Aluna.. I can help you take care of papa. Let me be a part of your life Aluna" Pinta Raka.

"no Raka. that's what I don't want from you" said Aluna slowly.

"papa is my responsibility Raka. Please I don't want you to look at me later with pity... I'm hiks"

tintong.tingtong the sound of the apartment bell was heard for the second time.

"ck who else is this" Raka said with annoyance because her show was interrupted.

immediately Raka turned to open the door, "just watch if this comes Alex, you're finished today"

after the door opened Raka's eyes glared.why come now, at the wrong time.