Rapa & Cleona: Keeping the Heart
52. Panicked

“Where are you going, Bang? Almost one week you did not meet you when we were home,” Lyra's nagging when Rapa just entered the house with a very noticeable tired face, and that's enough to make Lyra grimace.

Lazily, Rapa approached her mother and father, then sat down next to her beloved woman. “Mother with dad why haven't you slept?”

“Pending you, miss the same mother's son who recently seemed reluctant to live. What's wrong, baby?” Lyra stretched out her hand gently rubbing her son's thin cheeks, not having the heart to see her heroine as pitiful as this.

“Abang is okay, Mommy is just tired aja.” The answer is a small smile.

“Do not lie to your mother, Bang!”

Rapa reviews her smile, then gives a brief kiss on the mother's forehead. A beautiful woman at her age who is no longer young is always difficult to lie. Looking at his parents, Rapa then said, “Mother, brother's father can permission to Bali?”

“Why what? The beach here is also a lot, Bang, no need to go all the way to Bali,”, said Pandu whose gaze is still fixed on the television in front of him.

“Abang wants to move,” said Rapa smiled lethargic.

“Why? Are you no longer living here?” lyra asked with a surprised look that could not be hidden. And one nod from Rapa made her sad.

“Abang can't stay here, Bun. Brother is not able. Queen can no longer have a brother,” Rapa said softly.

Lyra grabbed her child's body, letting Rapa cry in her arms. As a mother, of course, Lyra understands what her child feels, had not felt the heart either, but the plan has already been lived. “Abang are you sure you want to move?” ask Lyra to convince her son.

Rapa nodded small. “At least there is no Queen. Brother just wants to start a new life again, healing this invisible wound. Please, Bun, Well, please permit your brother to go, because if you continue to be not sure you can,” pinta Rapa with a full gaze of solicitation on both parents.

“Sorry Mother yes, Bang, sorry because Mother can not help you back with Queen. No matter how much you want to make her a daughter-in-law, but God is the only one who wants,” said Lyra softly.

“Nothing, Mother, may indeed not be the Queen that God destined for brother,” Rapa tried to stroke a sincere smile, even though it felt heavy he did.

“Okay, Ayah Permin. You get ready, tomorrow after the Queen event is over, Daddy and Mommy will immediately take care of your move.”

“Abang not going to Queen's wedding can not be?” rapa asked with eyes pleading to be understood.

Lyra and the guide looked at each other for a while, before turning back to Rapa. “You sure you don't want to come?” tanya Pandu, raise her eyebrows. Rapa nodded confidently.

“Will not regret?” this time Lyra asked. And Rapa's nod was a little hesitant.

“If that's what you want, Daddy and Mommy can't be banned, but if you do change your mind, you know where the show will be?” tanya Pandu who answered a small nod by Rapa. “But I hope you can come, at least in honor of Papi and the late Mami.”

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Finished packing the things he would carry to move, Rapa now rested her body on the bed, staring at the plain ceiling of her room while slamming the memory of her previous partnership with Cleona. His love that was present from the age of a child to grow into adulthood as it is today, where the love is getting bigger and deeper.

Now the fact that the girl was no longer hers made Rapa seem to crash into the abyss. His heart ached, his chest tightened, and now he is confused between being present or choosing to leave his beloved woman without saying goodbye.

His departure, which was only a few hours away, made Rapa even more worried. What else is possible when the Queen is happy with her husband who has just been in law right. Should he be happy when his heart is hurt?

Exhaling her rough breathing, Rapa then got up from her sleep, grabbed a towel and went inside the bathroom, as however time went on and her departure drew closer.

The clock has shown at 14:00 while the departure to Bali at 17:30, there is still time to at least come first to Cleona's wedding. Yes, Rapa decided to come after a long thought. He does not want to if later regret, then at least congratulations and farewell words he must say.

Encouraging himself, Rapa once again looked in the mirror and tidied up her appearance. Who knew if he saw her looking neat and handsome Cleona would turn back to him. A ridiculous hope that seems impossible happens, but there's no harm in it, right if he hopes?

I just want to love you

With all my soul and body

But why did you leave me

My boyfriend's missing taken people

My face is less handsome, baby...

Rapa clucked annoyed when she heard her phone ring, even more upset to hear the song that became her ringtone, she was sure that her friends had changed it. Without seeing who was contacting him, Rapa pointed the phone towards the ear after the green button she sliding.

“Ha..”

“Arrggghhh ... Brother to..”

Tut .. tut .. tut ....

“Hallo, hello Queen ...!"

Rapa's face, which was originally irritated, now turned into panic as soon as the scream from across the phone was clearly heard by her senses. Cleona's frightened voice made Rapa very very panicked and anxious, then rushed out of her room. Of course he did not forget to bring the key of his bike, which Rapa immediately rode when he arrived at the parking lot and drove it at full speed. Panic makes him unable to think clearly at this time, even Rapa does not think that it could be his way of driving harms himself or others.

In the middle of the trip, Rapa is actually confused about where, but without her realizing her heart leads her to come to the hotel ballroom where Cleona's wedding ceremony is live. But once there Rapa increasingly panicked and worried, because the venue looks quiet and dark. Not a single lamp in the spacious room was lit. Though he remembered very well the elevator that delivered it to the 10th floor is still functioning properly, so it is impossible if the cut off electricity.

But that's not important for now, because what's more important is where is Cleona right now? Where are the invited guests, and why is the place that should be crowded with romantic shades of decoration quiet like this?

“Queen!!” call Rapa screaming. His steps slowly entered the dark spacious room with the help of light from the mobile phone. The chairs for the guests are still neatly lined up and the decorations still look beautiful, but where is everyone? Where's family? Where's Cleona?

“Queen!!” rapa's shout grew louder, her panicked face did not also subside and the fear of something happening to everyone was clearly visible on Rapa's handsome face.

“Queen, you where dear,” said Rapa softly, tired of not finding Cleona even though she had been through this dark spacious room.

“Queen here, Bang,” whispered someone behind Rapa who is currently in the middle of the room. Of course it gave Rapa goosebumps, and slowly turned her body to make sure that the voice just now really belonged to Cleona.

“Happy Birthday Rapa darling.”