Rapa & Cleona: Keeping the Heart
57. Want to reverse what?

“More cape soak miss origin lo know!” clara said without looking at the handsome face of Burma beside her. Not because the view ahead was more interesting, but because he was embarrassed, and could not look directly at the man.

“Yes, you're right. More tired of resisting longing than running around the field.” Burma nodded in favor of. Both corners of her lips lifted into a smile.

“Bir, reverse yuk,” said Clara turned a glance towards the side, just a few seconds before looking back towards the front. “Sorry maybe I was impressed selfish and do not know myself, because I used to ask for a break up, and now even ask for a return. But I can't lie to myself that this heart still belongs to you. Every moment of remembrance of lo and the times we have passed before make me long for our togetherness. Burma, do you want to be my girlfriend again?” asked Clara who was currently staring right in the beautiful eyes of the man who had always been the king in her heart.

“Where have you been all this time?” the question in Burma made Clara frown confused. I don't understand what the man in front of her meant.

“Why are you saying that now? Where have you been all this time? Do you not know every day I wait for you to pull the word break up first? I may be able to accept your reason for asking to split up at that time, but should I also ignore my messages and phone?” Burma said with a look of wounded eyes, and it made Clara bow her head, feeling guilty.

Clara realized that she was too selfish. But is it wrong if until now he still expects Burma? Is it her fault that this heart is still in the heart of the man? And blame him if his love is still fixed on Burma who has been presumptuous to make him fall for his charm?

“I'm sorry, Cla. Sorry because I can't accept your request ..”

Instantly the eyes that originally emitted a regret, also hope now turned hurt and disappointed. Clara smiled wryly, before then bowing her head, because she could not bear to soak the tears that had been racing out, and Clara who did not want to hold it. Not so that the man pitied him, but Clara was unable to pretend to be tough.

He is of course aware, because no matter how he left the man, it is natural that Burma feels hurt and even hates him. But he never thought that the rejection in Burma would feel this painful.

“Nothing really, Beer, I'm quite self-conscious with my selfishness first. Maybe this is called regret, comes later.” Clara smiled wryly and wiped her rough tears, then looked at Burma with a forced smile after previously drawing and exhaling to ease her cries.

“Cla ..”

“Other times, if you don't mind, don't forget to recognize me as the woman who has captivated you. Lo calm down, I won't hurt him anyway, I'm not an antagonist in a drama so, you don't have to worry.” Said Clara who again forced her smile.

To be honest he wanted to be angry at the man in front of him, for already daring to refuse such a beautiful girl. But as quickly as possible Clara realized that all this started from her mistake, she who broke off their relationship first, wasted Burma who was so sincere in love with her.

“Gue does not want to accept your invitation, because I want to invite you to return. I don't want my pride to fall as a man, because it's actually a man who has to pursue, not a woman. So, you want to reverse it with me?” birma asked with a beautiful smile, after listening to Clara's words that slightly surprised her and did not expect that the woman really invited her back.

“Lo where can that theory come from?” clara's frown was staring at the man in front of her. “Originally you know, in love all that doesn't happen. Anyone has the right to pursue, including me. Shouldn't love be pursued and fought for? So, just dong if I ngajak lo turn it over first?”

“Yes is okay, but between us only I can jump back.”

“Loh, why like that?” wonder Clara.

“Because I love the same lo,” said Burma with affirmation in every word.

“What's the difference? I also love you. So, what's wrong with who's back together first?”

“Yes nothing is wrong, ta..”

“Keep why don't you accept my invitation?”

“Because I want to step back,”

“Loh really, you said you still love!” burma says it doesn't accept.

“Lo just refused my invitation, even though you are still in love. When I can't refuse to call lo?”

“If we are both still in love why should we both give rejection?” ask the Burmese with a frown.

“Salah lo himself why earlier refused me,” Clara turned her eyeballs lazy. He did not want to give up, because however he was determined to invite the man back.

“That's because I want to nga..”.

“What's the difference with me?” cut Clara fast.

“Ck, so here we are so want to reverse what not?” ask the Burmese who have begun to be anxious with this ridiculous debate.

“Yes want to!” clara replied quickly and firmly. Then they both laughed. “Old time it seems we are not arguing like gini,” said Clara in the middle of her laughter.

“Salah lo yourself why I used to mutusin,” Burma cut her lips, then give a small jolt on the girl's forehead.

“Iya I was wrong,” Clara said looking down sad. “But one of your own why go far when graduating from SMA,” he continued giving a sharp delicacy.

“Why did you also mutusin me at that time and so-soan dodge. If not, maybe I can consider continuing to study at the same campus.” Burma does not want to lose.

Arguing with Clara is indeed his favorite, and that is also what makes Burma miss the woman and can not turn away from the beautiful figure of Clara who is equally stubborn with her. With Clara anything can be debated, even small things, but that certainly does not make their relationship worse, but closer and harmonious, because they always end with laughter.

The way everyone approaches is different, and this is how he and Clara get closer. It may seem strange, but Burma likes it.

“Yes yes I was wrong,” resigned Clara admitted her mistake, although with a heavy heart.

“Lo nyesel no already mutusin me?” ask Burma. Clara answered with a sling. “Why?” one eyebrow of Burma raised in confusion.

“Because with that I know how I really feel about lo,” Clara smiled considering those times. Where he was even more upset and dilemma with his decision to release the man, added with the departure of Burma that his heart could not accept.

“And your real feeling is?” Burma asked curiously.

“Gue, love lo. And I can't lie to myself, that it's just you that I want.” Burma could clearly see the earnestness in those beautiful eyes, and of course she was happy, moved to also hear Clara's confession.

“Cla,” call Burma slow, her gaze straight, staring in that clear brown netra.

“Hm,” replied Clara returned the Burmese gaze.

“Married, yuk.”