
The first break begins. They have changed their sports uniforms to special uniforms on Wednesday and Thursday. They met in the cafeteria. Fendi who is busy eating does not care about friends around. While the Stars are still very upset and do not greet with Reynand.
Fendi hung up the noodles he was eating. A moment to look at Jenny who was also enjoying meatballs in the cafeteria. "What is this atmosphere, Rey?" jenny and Bintang said enough to listen and chimed in the questions posed by Jenny.
Fendi swallowed the noodles and immediately drank. "You guys fighting?" said the man.
"Not really," Rey replied casually. But in Star's heart he was still very upset towards the man who was next to him at this moment.
"The same star Rey can't fight. It's not funny if you fight," said Rista while stirring the mixed ice.
Sometimes the star is confused to describe what his feelings are like. He didn't know how to behave if Reynand had already started playing around with him. Reynand who was never serious, how could she express those feelings.
"Rey, you're asked answer kek!" jenny protest.
"Lo's coming to me? Ask me the same question!" point Rey at the Stars. The girl frowned because of the man's words just now.
Stars that focus on eating and also do not want to respond to the question. He let Reynand answer. Even Jenny's voice was vague when she asked again. That is because the atmosphere of the canteen is so boisterous by the voices of people who are waiting for their orders to spoil the stomach. Sometimes the voice was so loud that he was hungry. Some snatched the order of their own friends. This is common in the school cafeteria.
The man next to the Star just kept silent and said nothing more. The star was upset with Reynand's attitude, who joked like that to him.
'How do you express your feelings when in the end you don't understand yourself? How to convey love, if you yourself never want to know how your position is in someone's heart. That is you, you who until now settled in such a deep heart. There's one name, waiting for a miracle until the universe dawns on you. That there is someone who wants you, that is me. I'm the one who's always trying to think you exist.'
"Rey, my goodness, how is that? Not very sensitive to be a guy. You should be the one apologizing first, you're wrong. Lo who cranky, strange," said Fendi. The star agreed with his friend. But seeing Reynand's usual expression made her almost give up. Fendi knew how upset the Star was when chasing Reynand just after the jam.
Love is never what is expected. Reality sometimes kills hope if it is never able to be together.
"By the way, there's been a decision from the class president. Because we want to tour for four days, so we are allowed to go out of town. Not more than a week,"
The stars listened to every explanation expressed by Fendi regarding their tour. Some people choose to go to vacation places around. But later they will go to climb Mount Rinjani as discussed by them.
"We're going to climb, mending you find a partner first!" jenny said without caring about Rista's feelings. Plain girl who sometimes very long to connect if invited to talk.
The girl smiled as she bit the straw. "Ah, you don't know, Rista is dating our upperclassman, she's IPS 3. If it's not wrong the name is Bayu," said Rey while continuing to play the phone without staring at other friends.
All eyes were on Reynand who said so. The reason was hard to believe that a plain and quiet girl like Rista could have a boyfriend, let alone that it was their upperclassman.
"Rey, you know where?"
"Gue didn't accidentally see them walk together. Hold hands Bayu continues to call Rista with a special name anyway," Reynand put his phone on the dining table.
"I'm back in class,"
The star got out of the seat and tidied up his uniform. But at that time Reynand pulled him to sit down again. "If you go to class, we don't go on tour with you. And for what happened, I know you're angry. Sorry,"
Fendi and Jenny glared at the two of them. "You guys?" search both. But Reynand shook his head, eager to feel the Star acknowledged by Reynand. But recalling that they were just ordinary classmates together.
Loving Reynand is not what he wants, as time goes on it becomes more comfortable. He could no longer avoid that feeling. He's very difficult to digest every single one of Rey's treatments. Reynand who is sweet, as if giving hope. Sometimes Reynand overreacted to him. To avoid that love, it is never easy for a woman to avoid the treatment of a man who is so kind to her.
The star sat back and listened to every story that Fendi spoke there. She wanted to go, go far away and avoid her own feelings. The more often together, the more often the jealousy gnaws at him. The stars themselves never know how to hide the taste. Maybe he was too conspicuous to be jealous so easily Jenny read her mood. But Reynand, really the man was never sensitive at all to the feelings felt by the girl.
"Star, what do you think?" ask Reynand. The girl smiled and tried to be ordinary.
He sat a little away from the man he liked. It hurts to love someone in silence. Especially always together, but what does it mean always together if his heart does not come along with what is near him at this time.
For a long time he had felt that happiness together with Reynand. It's just that the bond hasn't tied him up to become possession. Given that Rey's speech at that time did not want to date first. Stars have to swallow the pain themselves without being able to say more.
He thought that the universe was blessing their relationship. Bless them with happiness until they will never again feel hurt. Both will face the pain and happiness of life together, but all that is wrong, the Star is too wrong in guessing all the intentions of the kindness of Reynand who seems not to assume that they both exist. Only the stars are too deeply in love with Reynand in silence.