
“Deana, until when
you will keep Syakila secret from, Azka?”
“Entahlah. Never mind
Atha, if you do accept me, at least don't keep asking
to me,”
“I just pity on
the boy, he never knew who his birth father was until his age
now,”
“At least, you have
able to be a good father to him,”
“Anyway, too,
Syakila still has the right to know who her biological father is, Dee,”
Deana is so
just from the dining room. Atha, is a man who has been married to her for several years
the past. Since knowing the breakdown of Azka's domestic relations with
Nagita, he chooses to continue his life together with Atha. Although
so, he kept Syakila hidden from Azka. Even though the boy was several times
asking to be found with her father. But Deana found him
with Atha. He even said that Atha was the biological father of Syakila.
Wrong is action
that, because the child he was carrying at that time was the child of the relationship
forbidden with Azka while the man had a wife. Deana's fault is
take a husband from such a good woman.
At first he chose
to abort the content by taking so much medicine
until he overdosed, but the content remained strong. Both are so much
drinking liquor, only to regret what he did first. However
how badly he wanted to kill his fetus, the child remained healthy. Till the time
where he chose to take care of Syakila alone. The age of the child is already
eight years. But there was a symptom in which Deana wanted to give up, her son
who has been in the hospital dozens of times because of him who used to drink
alcohol and smoking at the age of several weeks.
He regrets
his actions now, just a few days Syakila out of the hospital. I don't know
how many times has the child suddenly been found unconscious in his own home.
Deana herself was always on the lookout for the incident, she even gave her bodyguards
for his son out of fear one time the boy suddenly fainted at school.
“Caput healed
his favorite, Mama,”, he said slowly when he saw his son asleep in his room.
A specially decorated room with stickers typical of women and children
I like frozen characters in my room. Deana's already given treatment
good for his son. But it has not healed until now. Cardiac
his son has suffered a disorder since birth. Deana regrets her actions
hitherto. Atha who had been warning him for a long time, as if he had not been heard.
Until now, that regret had grown inside him.
“Deana, let's go to the room!”
Woman with dress
black and short hair and bangs clamped to the back. I looked in the direction
her husband was standing at the door watching her contemplating
several times because of that regret.
“Dee, come!” it's moving
from his bed. There is a nanny Syakila who is ready to take care of the child
all day while at home. Even Deana had to quit
he opened a restaurant to oversee the growth of his son. Noth
only that, he also had a two-year-old boy, the fruit of
his marriage was with Atha.
“Bi, take care of Syakila ya!”
Bi Titin simply nodded and Deana immediately got out of her son's bed and
go straight into his room. Deana herself admits her weakness now, though,
that is, it will feel tremendous pain if Syakila falls ill and must
back to the hospital.
How often in
treat it, the result is still. The child will remain weak. But still cheerful
every day. Very similar to Azka, Deana hugged her then-husband
standing in front of him.
“Don't be sad anymore, though,
Dee!”
“Syakila should accept
everyone, I can't stop wronging myself, Atha,”
“How else?
I'd be sad if I saw you were sad, he was strong,”
“My heart hurts, why
should he do something like this? This is karma from me
who took the husband of the old man? The karma of me that hurt Nagita?
Karma for me for ever making someone hate his own wife
and forget his son?”
“All has passed.
At least you stop doing that and no longer tease people's husbands.
Perhaps a mistake in the past did cause someone to realize
his mistake in the future. Just like you, you are now
better than before. I accept you, because I am the mastermind of all
these. I ruined you first, even I fucked you for the first time,
I also let you be the mastermind, Azka first for leaving you
just like that,”
Deana felt a hug
Atha is getting closer. It was strength for him all this time he had already sensed
so much sorrow for his son. Deana regretted her actions,
but he cannot forgive himself because he is the cause of
syakila.
Even Atha, that man
it has been better now since marriage. They are two people
who had the same mistake in the past. It destroys the future
without thinking about the risks that will occur. Atha always made
Deana's indulgence, and must now accept Deana's already fragile and
intending to restore the power that once left Deana devastated.
“Do not think again,
I will continue to finance Syakila until she recovers. Don't you ever worry, I
will find the best doctor to treat Syakila,”
“Atha, what's everything
is it too late now?”
“For what?”
“To me apologizing
to Nagita for past mistakes, for everything I've ever done
same him, for my behavior that is completely insolent to him,”
“Nagita, she is
very good woman. You may have been blind because Azka gave you
everything for you, until you finally destroy someone's household
just because of worldly luxury, we were once equally wrong, Deana. Timed
indeed to improve, but see Syakila's situation getting worse, and worse,
should you tell this to Azka?”
Deana shook her head, water
his eyes did not stop coming out since he knew that Syakila's disease had recurred. It
he had to work hard without anyone giving him any more power than Atha.
“I'm tired,” he said
ogre. Atha hugged him tighter and tighter.
“Come break, tomorrow
we go to the hospital and find the best doctor for him. We're almost
travel the world to save it, Deana. But the result is still, only
She can heal herself with the power she has
his heart to survive,”
“I don't want him
died, I'm afraid he's gone to leave me,”
“Then from that,
meet him with Azka. I'll take you and if he doesn't believe me,
ask him to do the DNA on Syakila. It was just to tell him, though,
never ask for a fee to treat Syakila. Here, I am able to give everything
for Syakila, just tell Azka!”
“I will try
to tell him later.”
Deana's getting more and more days
only able to spill her sadness on her husband who always strengthened her
if you face the weak Syakila. Every time I go to the hospital,
Syakila was still able to smile and invite her sister to joke. Deana knows, that
there Syakila had an older sister, her son Nagita. To this day
he was eager to meet the boy and meet the two.
*****
Arriving at home
sick, Deana kept praying that Syakila this time could be healed. Specialist
the one who will take care of Syakila is doctor Teddy, though new but the man is already
successfully performed the operation many times and became a very successful surgeon
proud of the hospital.
“For a while,
Syakila leave it in the hospital, we'll see how severe it is
disease,”
“He relapses often
and holding his chest, after which he often fainted,”
“Since when is this
happened?”
Even doctors used to say that he couldn't last much longer because
abnormalities in his heart,”
“Send everything on
Lord. Man may give his opinion, but God determines life
and someone's dead. Don't think like that, we'll see progress
which will be experienced by, Syakila. Leave it all to, Lord,”
Direct doctor
turning around and about to leave just like that, Deana saw her finished child
examined pray that Syakila will still be given health.
“Doctor, what are you
have children?”
“Hmm, sure. My boy
now in school,”
“You must be happy
because your wife is great at babysitting, you,”
“Ah about that, I
grateful my wife is the most powerful woman to look after the child and
her feelings. I love my wife and son so much,”
“Doctor, what will
you do if your son experiences the same thing as me?”
“Always accompany him
every time, give him strength in himself. He deserves to be happy, even though
nothing can be done again, at least this time, Syakila is entitled to
stay alive,”
“You mean?”
“In operation or not,
it's not just his heart that's in trouble. But his heart, too, will all be
stays same. The result will not change, do not force it. He's been too
much in injecting, he must also hold himself,”
“I have to give up?”
“Don't, but
pray to God! No one can give us any power but God.
The doctor is only an intermediary, do not depend on his life to the doctor.
A few surgeries, the results are the same, right? Try to
ask permission and ask God to keep Syakila alive. Her age
too small if you experience something like this, I'm sorry.”
Deana's not holding back
the doctor again. Atha hugged him just like that. Since deciding to take
Syakila to the hospital, precisely the child to breathe must also use
assistive devices for breathing. Deana covered her mouth with both hands.
Looking at Syakila's right arm full of injection marks, her heart was so sliced.
“The strong, you are weak,
Shakila will also be weak! Deana, what should we do?”
“I myself do not
know,”
“Syakila lips start
pale. His eyes began to blacken, what you felt was also me
feel, Deana. My heart, even my mind slowly seems to be killed by Syakila,
often the boy laughed cheerfully. He is hiding a feeling
pain,”
“Mama will remain in
it's the same Syakila. Never make Mama weaker!”
At first, Deana was
bring Syakila to check. When he arrived at the hospital, the boy
he started to cramp, he had surgery. But only one year lasted
normals. The child again experienced the same symptoms.
“Mama!” that kid
open ones eyes. Deana wiped her tears.
“Mama here babe,”
“Kila see brother,”
“Whose sister is dear?”
“Kakak, he took Kila
main. After that brother doesn't know where to go,”
Deana looked in the direction
her husband.His hand was held tightly by Atha. I think Deana wants to
uprooted if not detained by her husband, Deana now understands that what
he will do it once he gets it in the future. As such
right now, he had met with a very big problem. Even
his son had no hope of recovery. Even every day will
breathing with auxiliary devices.
“Let's meet
brother, darling,” he said slowly.
‘It wasn't a dream. Crazier
really have a sister, it's just that Mama has never met her brother,
Syacillae. Mama will try to bring Kila with her later’ he said
inwardly trying to make his son calm. Either way, anyway,
his heart never felt calm.
“Wait for Syakila in
here, I'm looking for lunch for us!”
He nodded.
Fortunately his young son was not fussy when held by
her nanny. Deana's attention is now focused on Syakila. “Mama can't
sad yes, Syakila will be healed. Please promise, Ma!”
Deana smiled and
stroking his son's head. Suddenly a little boy came inside
syakila room carries a teddy bear with its distinctive color of brown.
“Hay, Shakila. Knowingly
I'm Rey, said Papa Syakila again sick to not be able to go to school?”
Deana looked at the boy
intensely, he stared that his son's eyes and nose resembled Rey's.
“Rey his son's doctor
Teddy?”
“Iya aunt. Papa
take me to school. He kept telling me there was a kid in school
me, keep wearing the uniform to the hospital, the uniform is like me. So Papa
say no wrong if Rey jengukin,”
“Sister, thank you
yes,”
“Syakila should heal.
There will soon be an exhibition at the school. Syakila can't stay long
here yes!”
“Yes, Shakila promise
will recover. Kila can you call Rey brother? kila peeper is very
got sister,”
“Bby. Rey also wants to
got a sister, Kila. Ohya this doll is called doctor Teddy yes,
it's Papa. The best doctor will always be nemenin, Kila here, so
Kila won't feel alone anymore,”
Deana let
his son had a fight with Rey, he never really saw his son
that's been that happy all along. At least the boy managed to make Syakila laugh.
“Crazy eat ya!” recited
Rey while the food was delivered by the nurse.
“Ndon't want. food
hospital nothing good,”
“He said he was healed
and school. So anyway must keep eating and taking medicine, big brother
bribe want?”
“Ngak,”
“Ya if so
don't call Rey a sister anymore. And I don't want to visit
Syakila again,”
The boy was direct
pouty, “Iya, Kila wants to eat. But Brother bribe, while playing doll yes,”
“Oke.” Her speech. Deana
directly position Syakila to sit because it will be bribed by Rey.
at least the boy was trying to eat. Rey's arrival was the
at best, because the child is very difficult to be persuaded to eat if in circumstances
like these.
“Every day Brother
I'll accompany you, Kila's here. Will accompany Kila to heal, want?”
“Mau bang, Sister.”
“The spirit is healed,
Syakila!”
“Ready heal.” Yakap
son's enthusiastic. Deana's tears didn't come when she saw the spirit
his son to get well soon.
“Mama cry?”
“Ngak darling. Mama
happy because Syakila wants to eat again,”
Deana felt the
calm down because the article a few days ago Syakila was brought home from home
his intention was only for examination, but because of the state of Syakila
as things got worse, the boy was forced to be treated again. Already reluctant Deana
looking at his son's right arm full of syringes.
‘Azka, should I
looking for you to meet up with, Syakila?’