
Everyone has a way of conveying their feelings. Whether it is conveying it directly or just silently and secretly praying in a good way to be juxtaposed in the best way. Many are just silent do not express the taste, let the person he wants sensitized by itself.
Since his life is filled with happiness when he falls in love with a man who is his own classmate. The star spends his nights recording every togetherness he ever passes with Reynand every time. Never missed a single day did he forget to write it all down in his notebook.
Looking at the clock that had shown ten o'clock last night, Star's stomach was rumbling because he did not eat dinner last night. The girl was busy preparing herself to leave tomorrow afternoon. They deliberately accelerate departure because the time to be taken to Lombok will be long. Not to mention the location they were going to.
The star came down from his room to the kitchen. At first glance he only found instant noodles in the food storage cabinet in packaging. The star starts to light the stove and heat the water. Five minutes after successfully making instant noodles with chili slices that became his favorite. The star sits down and wants to eat the instant noodles. But his father came and sat down next to him. The girl broke off her intention to eat and took a glass and also water to serve the man.
"Why not sleep?"
"I'm hungry, Pa. By the way tomorrow I leave with my friends. Deliberately accelerated let her go home too quickly,"
"Star, take good care of yourself! Because you canceled to see Mama, so after going home to climb later try to meet with Mama. Star, maybe you won't go to school there again. You're going to Papa move in, you're going to be safe with Mama, wait for the time,"
The star heard his father's words and felt very upset. He had just found a new comfort in his life, just wanted to be moved to another place to continue his education. Though not long ago he became a new student at the school and found new friends who always filled his day with cheerful every day.
"Why all of a sudden?"
"It's not that sudden, it's been planned by Mama herself. I hope you can understand the current situation, son. Papa never wants you to leave Papa's side. But Papa can't keep you involved in things like this, Bintang. Papa doesn't want you to be a victim of Papa's stupidity. Papa wants you to be okay, Papa talked to Mama earlier,"
"Well you see Mama again?"
"Yes, Papa met Mama before coming home. Stars, a lot of things Papa can't tell you. Maybe someday you can understand this situation by itself without having Papa tell you. Something's stuck in Papa's heart. There is also a burden in Papa's mind to make you feel okay with your Mama, son,"
The girl nodded slowly and started eating the instant noodles she had made earlier. Although a little hot, the Star still devours the instant noodles. He's very hungry. Because of the presence of her stepmother in the house. Not infrequently also Bintang do not eat because it does not want a place with women who have destroyed the happiness of his family. Now, her father had returned to her side, but she still could not accept it. Because he was convinced that one day his father could betray again and defend the woman compared to the mother Star herself.
Occasionally the Star glanced at the man sitting in front of her now while looking at her eating so voraciously. "Why?"
"Mr,"
"Why, Star?"
"Papa love me, right?"
The man smiled again, "Star, how many times must Papa say that what Papa loves is you. No matter how beautiful, how great a woman approaches Papa, if she hurts you in a completely outrageous way. Inevitably Papa will leave him and take care of you alone, it's okay if one day Mama does not want to return with Papa. But Papa will still love and educate you alone, just waiting for a time where we will be together again as before. If Papa fails, then help Papa to keep convincing Papa's heart to be able to reach your Mama's heart like before. We can unite, all because of love,"
"Papa, thank you,"
"Stop saying thank you, kid! Because all this is also because you have managed to realize Papa how love must act, therefore, to make up for all Papa's mistakes. Papa wants you to be with Mama, help Papa to convince Mama that we're going back to how we used to be,"
"Keep my stepmom?"
"Effort not to care about others! Not that you can't care, but this is Papa's own business, never get too involved with this messy life. Let Papa do all this, Star of your duty only school,"
"Alright, Pa. Papa still calls each other Mama, right?"
"Mama always hear from you, son. He always wants you to be okay! You only have a few weeks left to enjoy your vacation with your friends, after that Papa apologizes for having to take away your happiness with your friends, Stars,"
The girl nodded slowly while recalling some of the fun events she experienced together with her friends at school. If he had to separate again, then he would be difficult to adapt again to new people in the new school. However, for the sake of his family. The star must inevitably keep his family in comparison to sticking with his own heart. One day, he has to part ways with Reynand. A man who has helped her find new happiness in a simple way.
A few minutes later, the conversation between the two is over. The star returned to his room and his father did too. The star locked his room and sat at his study table writing down the sentence that would be his farewell. The time for the semester of class increase is just a matter of weeks. The stars wrote it all filled with tears. The love that has not been conveyed must be written given that he will leave Reynand and his friends.
In his heart, leaving that man was extremely difficult. Especially with Reynand he once put hope will always be together. But the universe doesn't seem to approve, even they have to separate. The proof is that the star must leave the man either until when and whether or not to meet him? Leaving Reynand in a sudden way someday. He even planned not to express those feelings.