
At eight in the morning, Azka woke up from her sleep, staring fixedly at Nagita who was still sleeping just like that in her arms. The strange behavior shown by Nagita made Azka smile when she saw the behavior of his wife last night who protested against her bathing. But after explaining that he was very sultry, Nagita finally relented and no longer bothered her who took a shower that night.
The couple was sitting on his bed. Nagita who hugged Azka tightly and made herself feel so missed his wife. Even though they are together now.
“Come wake up baby!” Azka woke Nagita up so slowly. Afraid that his wife will feel dizzy. Until finally he kissed his wife many times and made the woman smile so sweet in the morning. Making Azka's mood so improved after getting a hug from the wife.
“Come breakfast, Mama wait under!”
Nagita got out of bed and ran to the bathroom. Azka saw his wife's behavior immediately scratching her head that did not itch. He was surprised by Nagita's behavior that was once spoiled now immediately panicked when he heard himself mention that his mother was waiting.
“Why don't you remember me anyway, Mom? We're at Mama's house, I haven't prepared breakfast for all of them,”
“I was wrong? You who sleep very well, continue not to be far from me, now I am wronged because you do not wake up, you really like to be wrong I Nagita,”
“You angry?”
“No, why angry with wife, mending here we have breakfast here.” Azka patted next to her bed and was reciprocated with a sullen expression by Nagita. It made him chuckle just like that when he saw the look on Nagita's face that changed just like that.
“I first yes dear, want in masakin what?”
“What is important that you cook dear, I must eat, by the way you do not shower? Usually you are the earliest to shower. Don't just because we're better and you don't want to take a shower in the morning anymore, baby,”
“Later. You forgot that I wasn't ready to eat breakfast for Mama and the others. You do not protest trivial things like that dear, later I do not love rations you know,”
“Ngomel just keep going, I just call it doang. Cynical, like another PMS person, yes already there go,” Azka threw Nagita with a pillow and was replied by Nagita who stuck out her tongue and then ran away from her.
Azka piled her head with her hands folded behind her head. His mind repeated itself and focused on his meeting some time ago with Deana. Although at that time Deana was the cause of all disasters and almost lost Rey's life while in Nagita's womb. But for him, the woman was able to make him feel very comfortable during Nagita's departure.
Not everyone can forget their love in such a short time. Maybe forgetting is a matter of time, but what about feeling that has not really recovered from the past story that has not ended until now as well.
The relationship between the opposite sex with two women at once now makes Azka feel that the household is very complicated. Nagita returned, as well as Deana who suddenly Azka met at the restaurant at that time. When Nagita used to leave, even Deana left him for no reason.
Azka smiled as she tried to calm herself from all those thoughts.
He got out of bed to clean himself up.
Amongst herself with Naura, certainly Azka was the most stubborn person in the house. Even Reno often never had a single thought with her. The two of them are always different plot with him if it concerns the matter of his household. Reno is more inclined to spend time with Leo. Unlike Azka who is always sensitive about accompanying Rey to play. Sometimes they argue when they are cheated on by their wives.
Azka sighed when she saw Nagita who was still busy struggling with her activities. Breakfast event if at his mother's house, all Nagita who prepare although never asked. But it seems to be a habit that until now his parents also really like Nagita cuisine. Especially Leo who always asks Nagita who cooks.
“If tired never be forced yes dear. Poor you, do not force yourself to prepare for all this. We have an assistant, can you ask them to do this, right? It doesn't have to be you,”
“Mas don't be hugged early in the morning like this ah. You are a habit now, by the way you do not work?”
“Work, but want to disturb the wife first. Can't it?”
Azka hugged Nagita who was baking bread. There are some who have breakfast with rice, and some of the rest are they keep breakfast with rice. Actually Nagita had trouble choosing the right menu for the family there and had complained at that time to Azka. But Azka understood it all and explained whatever the Azka family wanted.
“Sit there! I'll prepare this first. By the way the house people still go ajakin children out for fresh air, you are even here disturbing, mending you it help me Mas,”
“Your name is PMS?”
“Ngak,”
“Why are you so angry just the feeling from yesterday. Do you like to be disturbed by your husband? Do not like it hugged the husband fit again cook kayak gini? Though I want us romantic dear, do not be angry so, not exciting ah,”
“I'm not angry. It's just not time yet, you are yes.”
Azka let go of her embrace and kissed Nagita cheek and was reciprocated with a short kiss that made Azka grin and it signified that Nagita's mood was indeed so good. If not, then he would never have been responded to by his wife.
Azka passed to the dining table and while playing her mobile phone there.
“Honey, when are we on vacation with Rey?”
“You have time?”
“I'm the director,”
“Uh cocky,” replied Nagita ketus.
After finishing preparing it all, Nagita sat down beside him. They begin to talk and plan a family vacation that will actually take time for Rey.
“What's the room?”
Hearing that, Azka immediately put down her phone and straightened her jaw because suddenly Nagita asked another man as they were talking to discuss the holiday.
“You even asked another man, miss you same him?”
“Yes, Azka. I don't want to fight early in the morning because of trivial things. I'm just saying to him, he's always been good to me. If it wasn't for him you wouldn't have realized being a husband, maybe you'd still be there sleeping with your bitch. You will not be here with me, will not remember the results of your actions, if not for him, maybe your children have stood out from different women. I just asked that if you were already raging, you were related to Deana when she was the one who hurt me at that time, did I ever protest with you? Have I ever been angry with you, Mas?”
Braaa
Azka kicked down the dining table to make Nagita so surprised because for the first time Azka behaved like that to his own wife.
“Never talk about Deana. Is it her fault that you dare to bring her before me?”
Nagita was dumbfounded and covered her mouth with both hands. “Lupa you, Mas? He's the reason I went to the hospital, he almost lost Rey's life, remember Rey is your favorite son,”
“Rey is my favorite child. But don't take Deana to the realm of our quarrels, I don't like,”
“You still love her?”
“Ngak.”
“You said no. But deep down inside you, you still think of him. Then what's the point of me being here? What's the point of me keeping you here? What's the point of coming back if you still love him? Not everyone can love you and your past. What am I, what am I?”
“Nagita why talk like that?”
“I'm self-aware, you married me because of Rey. Not because you love, of course your heart is still the same as him, stupid me Mas. I was a fool to believe that you are, a fool I believe that you love me and want to build that household and learn from mistakes. Not enough time five years for you to learn from your mistakes? Now especially? You defend another woman when I talk about her,”
Plaques
Nagita bowed as Azka slapped her slap towards Nagita.
“Enough! Now let alone my reason for staying in our household if you have started to act rudely, I am tired of Mas. I'm tired of having to continue to accept you, I also need clarity from our household to be taken to where? You want to join Rey has a sister, even I agree. Now, you like this? What is in your brain only lust and your bitch?”
“See! You mentioned her by saying that she was a good girl. Now that I understand, my position in your heart is indeed meaningless, I am here just an outlet, not the real actor. What does it mean that we survive if it is the heart of another? Where there is a woman who wants to be duaan heart, indeed your body is the same as me, but your heart, Mas. Your heart is with another woman who even left you. Now the choice is yours, we're done and I'm taking Rey without ever getting you involved again. I promise, I didn't ask for anything. Brother Dimas over there would be happy if I came home. Especially all this time he always wanted to stay with Rey. But I try to survive it all for you, I do not want to separate you from your child.”
Azka. His position is now cornered. He had dared to slap his own wife when Deana was said to be called ‘jalang’ by Nagita. Azka admitted, all this time she hated anyone who harassed her life with Deana. Even though her mother.
“Nagita, that's not what it means. I've never messed around about this wedding,”
“I'm tired. All this time I've been trying to accept you for who you are. Even with your past, I survived for Rey. For her sake I hold my heart and pretend not to know that all this time you've been playing behind me with Deana,”
Azka was surprised by that. “Never come to a woman who loves you by saying that you love her too, what it means to be near you, while the shadows about her are still there. If from the beginning you say, I gave up right then,” Nagita cried. And that made Azka not like it. He woke up and grabbed Nagita's body.
“I admit, I love you and him. In my heart is you and him I cannot control, when with you. I thought about him, when I was with him, I thought about you. And it just keeps hurting my heart, now you understand right?”
“Then from that, come back with him. Do not be the same me, let me be the same Rey, I am also tired of continuing to be by your side in this situation. Not all women are willing to be combined. Especially when your love is greater than her. Mas, please, let me take Rey,”
“Ngak.”
“I'm tired of heartache,”
Azka took off her embrace as Nagita said that. His body was limp and he looked towards Nagita who seemed to have been completely dispirited. “You seriously don't want to last a minute. Help me escape my past,”
“You don't need me to forget your past. Because not all the presence of new people is able to make you forget the past. Precisely the presence of the new man makes you destroy his life, as well as me,”
“Nagita, now what else? We just came back a few months ago, now you say tired? Have I ever been tired of loving you?”
“Unfortunately your heart has two women, and that's what keeps me from thinking and not being able to think clearly about all this. If only you understood that loving you and your past hurt so much, and if only you were in my position. I'm sure you gave up right then and there, now I ask, what makes you love Deana so much?”
Azka was silent between not wanting to answer or indeed not knowing the answer. He just feels comfortable, that's all. His second home was after Nagita. And now he has broken his wife's trust again.
Azka did not answer. Nagita releases Azka's hands, which held her. And Nagita passed by, until Azka was silent in the dining room.
He looked at everything alone. His quarrels continued without end with Nagita. To be honest he applies like this as well because he does not know with his own feelings.
‘you are right that I love two hearts at once. Maybe if you leave, I'll really understand that you love me Nagita. But to this day I still hate to be the one who has never been firm in my own choice. Always acting cowardly. Is this really what has to happen? Rey, is my reason for staying by your side. I'm afraid if all this makes him mess with his future. But my heart is still for him’ Azka rubbed her face huffed. Nagita he made cry again for the umpteenth time. Her hope of having another child is still. But with his actions that had just dared to slap Nagita he felt outrageous.
That morning when everyone had not returned to his house Azka went straight to his room. He only heard Nagita's stuffing. He sat in front of the door bending his legs. ‘you are right, that I am a coward who can only hurt you all this time Nagita.’
Azka heard things start to be destroyed inside. Even Nagita was crying. He felt very guilty about the incident.
“Nagita?” Azka slowly walked into her room and looked for Nagita who was sitting in the corner of the room hugging her knees.
Azka slowly approached his wife. “You moreover? Not satisfied?”
“Nagita, sorry that I always make you suffer, sorry that I always make you tormented while being by my side. Understand I also don't want this to happen, but that feeling can't be lied to,”
“Then from that, let me take Rey. I'm tired!” isak Nagita's.
Azka approaching Nagita, “I won't involve you anymore, Nagita.”
The woman lifted her head. Azka cupped Nagita's face and kissed Nagita's lips. Then kiss her forehead. “With this, I dropped the talaq for you Nagita. And I am no longer entitled to you,” Azka's hand just decayed. The woman was surprised. But that was what Azka had to do instead of hurting Nagita continuously. Regarding Reynand, maybe he will let the child grow up with Nagita. Azka's tears just melted when she fell talak.
“Go home, darling. I won't see your tears again like now. You deserve to be happy, let me bear all this alone. About slapping you earlier, sorry. I think indeed you should be happy, it is impossible to be by my side when your heart continues to hurt me,”
The woman got up from her seat earlier and immediately cleaned up her things.
“Go home where we live. Let me here,”
“I'm coming home to my own house,”
“Nagita?”
“Sorry, you're not my husband anymore,”
Azka was silent before she finally spoke up, “Alright, I will contact the lawyer to take care of our divorce,”
Nagita's body is on the floor. Azka really hurt to see that. Things he shouldn't have said and let that decision really happen. But he did not want to see Nagita continue to be in the scope of his problems and hurt as he is now. Seen it, it's still very intact about Deana.
When Nagita came out with her suitcase, Azka was silent. His family gathered in the living room after the streets. A few minutes ago the two of them still looked romantic, but the next minute he made Nagita cry so that she could not bear the pain because she slapped.
“You want to go home?”
“I'm the same Rey who wants to go home,”
“Terus Azka not follow? You why? Looks like weeping?” search Novi.
“Let's go home Om Dimas ya!” take Nagita to Rey. The boy complied and shaken.
“Azka this is what?” novi tries to find out about the relationship between the two.
“I dropped talaq for Nagita. And I'll take care of all the divorces with him,”
Plaques
Azka got a slap from her mother that morning. Rey immediately hugged Nagita who witnessed that. “You guys don't know yourself Azka. How dare you divorce Nagita, what do you know that her efforts have made her family whole? You never know how she tormented you but tried to be strong,”
“Ma, I'm with Rey.”
Azka stroked Rey's head as she shook hands with him. He could not control his pain after this incident. Maybe it was the right choice to let Nagita be happy with her life without her being tormented. Although actually in Azka's heart there was also Nagita, but he did not want the woman to be tormented because he loved her.
Perhaps taking off is the best option when one of them is tormented by a bond.
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