
“Now you want to
sacrifice Rey for that bitch? That Teddy? Remember not how
I tried to make Rey grow up alone, rise up from the slump and believe again
love is also because of you. And remember, now I'm trimming your son,”
“Nagita, you are wrong
get on. I'm just saying that if, I'm not saying that Rey should be a donor
to Syakila. Okay, I was wrong, but I can't stop Rey from seeing each other
Syakila because they're brothers,”
“Brother you said?
You said brother? Rey no longer ties anything to Azka, she
got me and you now. He has no right to be the same Azka.
More Syakila, why don't you just let the boy die. I don't care,”
Plaques
“You just thought
what is your own condition without ever thinking about how others, Nagita,”
“Teddy!”
Direct dimas
he approached Teddy and Nagita who were fighting. He would most not like it if
sister beaten. He hugged Nagita and Damar there immediately beat him up
her sister's.
“It's crazy of you
now it? More caring for others than your sister's feelings
alone?”
“No, brother. I
can be clearin,”
“What do you want
clear when everything is clearly I see, here.” Damar's not there
can control his emotions.
“Come home, Nagita!”
“Kak I can clearin.”
Dimas doesn't care about
Teddy was holding back. The man immediately took Nagita away from the house
Teddy. Even Damar back then who had left together with Dimas suddenly went straight
scolding his sister who had been rude to Nagita.
“Don't chase! Ye
do you know that Nagita was traumatized by a blow? Why are you lahain anyway,
deck?”
“I just said
suppose, the boy was skarat,”
“Ending it all
Teddy. Don't interfere too much, Nagita is certainly also hurt by the past.
It was only natural that he said that because Deana had never thought of it either
how was his condition. Enough of me to know how Nagita's business is
able to recover from her past wounds, now you have trouble for her?
Now you intend to bring the three of them together? You want to tell me
Rey if it turns out that his brother is Syakila?”
“I pity,”
“No terms
pity. But you don't think of your own wife. Our intention came
to solve problems because you always complain why your household
like now, but you alone can't keep Nagita's day. Kali please
this is Teddy, don't make Nagita's heart hurt, I know how Teddy is.
Enough I know, even Dimas will definitely get hurt because of your actions
earlier,”
“I have to how?”
“Teddy, this is a thing
which you should know. First Nagita and Azka went to eat, because there was
Deana, Azka immediately asked Nagita to accompany her, telling them to be wrong
one nightclub and Azka drunk. After being helped into his apartment,
he raped Nagita. Okay maybe you'll get mad at this, Azka who snatches
honor destroyed Nagita's life. There I am, he is with
she hugged Nagita, while the woman was a mess. He's in rape, though,
remember your wife Teddy was raped. Even for Rey's sake, he sacrificed
she felt the courage to heal from the trauma. You know Azka first
once loved Nagita, whenever Azka told Nagita, the man with
the look on her face was so happy, Nagita had taken pains to heal, still
the trauma of being raped is long gone. Even a few months of time
that, if not wrong until Nagita gives birth, Azka waits for Nagita in
his home is to treat Nagita's fear. After giving birth, Nagita left
from Azka's life and let her son still meet with Azka, but after
that we never knew that all this time Azka cheated on me behind the back
Nagitas. Now you want to make that old wound repeat again?”
Damar was not thinking
with what's been in his sister's head all this time. Approving his sister to marry
with Nagita does not mean it is based on love alone. But because he wanted to
life is worth living for Nagita and Rey, but Teddy carves a wound
again in the heart of the woman. Dimas was much more silent, but
once you act, you can solve everything. Including that wedding
it can be finished just like that.
“Fetch him! Bullshit
all right, let's not talk about Azka again and anything else
about Azka, please Teddy!”
“They are both valuable
for me, Nagita is pregnant now,”
“Of course you should
can act fairly and wisely. Now you pick up your wife and kids,”
“Yes, I'll be soon
pick up,”
“Where you want to go
indeed?”
“Buyin Nagita gift,
Nagita birthday,”
“Basic, there go.
Don't come back to this house if you can't bring your wife back
same Rey!”
Damar direct
say goodbye to his sister. He immediately went after Dimas and wanted to
explain everything that happened.
Arriving at Dimas' house. It
enter as soon as Viona lets him in.
“Nagita, already! Don't
on second thought, he was indeed insolent for his already such attitude
same you. But also, think about the fetus in your stomach
now! Teddy just doesn't understand, maybe every household is certain
there is a sense that makes us quarrel, even want to divorce. Same as
me and Luna, there are problems. Even Luna once asked for a divorce
when it was a walk to the Mall, continue to meet the past, he swerved. Luna
rampage and until the house he is in a state of emotion and immediately divorced,”
“But Teddy
unheard-of. I don't want Rey to be a victim anymore, that's enough!”
“I understand, Nagita.
I understand that, not all problems are the same as we face.
But I'm trying to understand you, and then maybe Teddy will
come here, he'll apologize to you,”
“Don't in front of Rey,
I don't want the kid to know about all this,”
“Later I said the same
him, I go first. Sorry about my sister,”
“Okay, that's a problem
them both. I didn't interfere.”
******
Azka lay on top
his bed while thinking about how to get Rey back to
in her arms. Especially Nagita, about the woman, as good as anything
His mother tried to set him up again in order to get better, still
the choice remains with Nagita. The choice is already round, that all this time his love
it was blinded by Nagita.
His age is growing
increased, almost four heads. But he has not been able to let go
Nagita in his life. From the beginning his intention of getting rid of Nagita was because
I want to make that woman happy. But the choice was wrong, it was
getting worse because divorcing Nagita is a disaster for him.
“Azka!” it directly
he got out of bed when he heard his mother calling. He stepped
towards the source of the sound.
“What's up, Ma?”
“Deana get here, nyariin
you,”
Azka closed her eyes
and take a deep breath. Actually, he no longer cares about
that woman. Though he once loved, but he tried to eliminate
the woman from his memory. Slowly, he followed his mother from behind and
meet Deana who is down in the living room.
“What's up, Deana?”
“We can talk at
outside?”
Azka obeyed
Deana and straight out of the house. They talked in the back yard.
Deana saw that the woman was not well.
“What is it?”
“Can I meet Syakila?
There is also Rey and Nagita,”
“Syakila who? And
why is Rey with Nagita there?”
your son. Remember when I left you?”
Azka nodded. “Itu
I ran away pregnant,” she looked at Deana with a messed up feeling.
“Now your destination
what?”
“He was skating on
the hospital, Azka. Syakila is sick, I beg you!” Deana was standing in front of him. Azka
actually did not believe this and was about to leave Deana alone.
But seeing that belief was in Deana, finally inevitably he
undertakes.
On the way, in,
Deana didn't stop crying. Azka also remembers that time she made love and
imagining Nagita making love to him to forget to use safety. Even
during his time with him, Deana once he tied up with a covenant. Wrong indeed
for betraying when Nagita punished him, he took his lust out
at Deana and imagining being in a relationship with Nagita.
Arriving at home
with an unpleasant feeling, Azka went straight into the room where
the boy's in the care of. There's Rey and Nagita, and Teddy.
“Daddy?”
He looked towards Rey
who was crying beside Syakila. It's impossible this time Deana lied
to him. Even there was Nagita who ignored his presence.
“I asked for the same time
Rey and Syakila three!” everybody just comes out. See conditions
Very bad syakila. Azka felt her chest so tight, she didn't know
that he had a daughter of that woman as big as she is now.
“Papa?”
The boy was trying to
waking up from his sleep. Azka helped and immediately took her child. There Rey is
who did not stop crying hugging
Syacillae.
“Rey know who this is?”
“He's his sister Rey right,
Daddy's? Mama who told Rey, all this time Rey every day nemenin Syakila.
But Rey never knew if it turned out Rey had a sister from Daddy,”
“Rey, sorry Daddy?”
“Daddy is not wrong
Rey. Daddy was wrong with Syakila,”
“Papa, really Papa
Please right?” the boy sobbed. His body is weak, Azka has no power to resist
her crying. On the way to the hospital, Deana has been
tell him everything. Believe it or not, but since
looking at the boy, Azka felt the same bitter taste as she felt on
Rey.
“Syakila, sister in
here's. I promised you that time for school, right?” Rey kept crying. Azka
pulled his son's head and carried him into his arms. All this time Azka
only to know that his son is Reynand, the son he once abandoned. And
now, Syakila is the second child she has left from Deana.
“Syakila, must be healed
let me play with brother and Papa,”
“Kila Tired, Pa,”
“Syakila can't
sunniest. Papa will take Kila abroad. We're on medication, baby,”
“Papa Atha has brought
Kila's been going to a lot of places, Pa. But Kila still can't heal,”
“It can be a pity.
We try yes,”
“Kila inventor found Papa
been a long time. Mom finally went to get Papa. Kila knows that Papa Atha is not
Kila's Papa,”
“Since when Syakila
pain?”
“Since birth Kila tired
to the doctor, see Kila's hand many same hose cable, Pa!”
Azka this time believed
with what Deana said. He saw Syakila's eyes that were so similar
with him. Rey next to him was crying. “Rey, believe that
Syakila can heal, right?”
“Some Daddy, Rey
believing. But why does Syakila not want to heal?”
“Listen darling! Elder sister
the Syakila man is healed, Papa promises to be collected with Syakila if we
healed, brother Rey too,”
“Kila's tired, Papa. Crazier
it was great to see Rey and Papa. Kila finally has a sister, this
thanks to the doctor who said that Kila was not alone,”
“Om doctor said what?”
“Om doctor says that
We'll see Rey every day,”
Azka hugged Syakila
which is getting weaker. His heart rate was clearly visible on the monitor as well
getting weaker.
Only the regret
left on him now. The child he had wasted just wanted to meet
with himself. Rey tried several times to keep Syakila strong,
the boy was still smiling.
“Papa, Syakila happy
can I meet, Papa,”
“Sorry Papa dear!”
Azka cried as Syakila returned her embrace. He still holds a little girl
that's.
“Papa, Kila is going to bed
hugged, Papa.”
Azka tried to hold back
her tears when her son said so. Rey didn't stop crying at that moment,
he was also not less hurt to see his two children destroyed by his actions
himself in the past.
Tiiiiitt
Azka looked at me
to monitor. Syakila's hand just slipped out of her embrace. Rey is crying
hysterics and the doctor just walked into the room.
He let the doctor
take action and hug Rey.
“Please, sorry. Syacillae
no already.” Azka's body immediately fell on the floor. The fault never
knowing that he had another child, his tears did not stop coming out,
the loss he felt was not worth the suffering he felt
little princess.
“Dee, why don't you
ever said?”
“Because I know,
It means nothing in your eyes. And again, I want you to be happy
it used to be the same Nagita, after Syakila was treated here. Teddy Nagita's
say that Rey is Syakila's brother, and should look for you to
last time. Get him, Azka. I've already released Syakila before her
go, because he's already suffered too much,”
“What about me,
Deana's? Can I forgive myself after Syakila's departure?”
“The boy never
hate you, Azka. Even he died in your arms, didn't he? She wanted
feeling how warm his biological Papa hugs, and you Nagita, I
sorry for the old one,”
“Dek let's wake up!
I can't go to Rey alone!” Rey cried and
shakes Syakila's body. All the tools have been removed by Teddy.
“Rey already, Syakila
already left quietly. All this time he was just looking at his Papa,” Nagita
hugging Rey who was crying there. Seeing that, he could not stem the water
his eye. He thought Rey was the only child he produced from Nagita.
He met his son at the end of his death.
Everybody
leaving him, including Deana.
“Syakila, just a few
the minute we met. Now you leave Papa alone here.
a few minutes Papa hugged you, now you're gone.”
Azka asked permission to
carrying Syakila's body to his house. First he called his mother and
tell all this. Her mother who was no less surprised at that moment directly
swoon.
Arrive at his house, Rey
also come home to accompany Syakila.
“Daddy, Rey doesn't have any
sister again.” Rey was crying beside Syakila's body.
If life is
about making mistakes and forgiving is the way to solve them.
Everyone makes mistakes and apologizes, and everyone will
done that. But perhaps there are people who are indeed given regrets in order to
understand more about appreciating the lives of others.
*NOTE: Just write and convey the meaning of life and appreciate while there. Not sorry when he died. Don't protest just because it's too complicated. May we take a lesson from his story, so that it does not happen in our lives. Destiny is the God who determines, but at least do not make the momentary happiness destroy everything in the future.