Sacred No Longer Sacred
Chapter 161 (What we plant, that is also what we will reap)
Alina, who had realized her mistake, apologized to the Princess for the mistake she had done so far.
"Dear princess, I'm sorry Mommy. Mommy has always done evil to the Princess" said Alina by hugging the Princess' body.
The princess cried happily because Alina finally wanted to hug her.
"Mom, Daddy always said that if everyone must have made a mistake, the important thing is that we do not make the same mistake in the future. Mommy who is patient yes, Mommy must sincerely accept the trials of God," said the Princess.
"Yes son, Mommy will try to be sincere, because Mommy does not know until when God gives Mommy a chance to live."
"Mommy shouldn't talk like that, Princess will always take care of Mommy until she's healed."
"Thank you very much, Son, the Princess is indeed a dutiful Son."
"The Princess should have done all that, Mom."
Alina was embarrassed to talk to Farel, but she had to apologize and thank him for all Farel's kindness.
"M_Mas Farel, thank you for everything, thank you for educating the Princess to be a Pious Child. I'm sorry if I've never been a good wife and mother. I leave the children, yes, I am sure that Ayu will take good care and educate the Princess and Queen" said Alina.
"Alina, you didn't apologize, I forgave her" Farel said with a smile, and Farel was grateful that Alina finally realized the mistake she had done, especially to the Princess.
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The Queen is currently sitting in the Garden which is in front of the Hospital. Saints and Aryans who were worried for the Queen, tried to find her whereabouts.
"Dear Queen, Auntie the same Om from earlier nyariin Queen, it turns out the Queen is here," said the Holy One, then sat beside the Queen.
The Queen looks dreamy, because the Queen is embarrassed to have a mother who is deformed and ugly like Alina.
"Tante, the Queen does not want to have a Mother who is deformed and ugly like Mommy, later Friends of the Queen's friends will definitely mock the Queen" said the Queen with a frown.
"Honey, the Queen should not say that, because after all Mommy is the woman who has given birth to the Queen to this World, Mommy is also the one who has cared for and raised the Queen with love and affection" said the Holy One who tried to give understanding to the Queen.
"Can the Queen trade Mommy?" asked the Queen so as to make Saints and Arya feel surprised.
"Son, why can the Queen think like that? The Queen knows that Heaven is on the soles of Mom's feet?" ask Sacred.
"The Queen knows, but now Mommy's feet are only up to the knees, and Mommy no longer has the soles of the feet, so Heaven on the soles of Mommy's feet is gone too."
Suci stroked her chest when she heard the words of the Queen who was so stubborn, and Arya tried to calm Saints by stroking her shoulders.
"Prophe Ma" whispered Arya.
"Honey, even though the soles of Mommy's feet are no longer there, but still the Queen cannot be an ungodly Son. The Queen saw Sister Princess, now Sister who takes care of Mommy. Does the Queen not want to help Sister filial to her parents?" ask Sacred.
"Daughter with Mommy is equally flawed, so the Princess must be happy because there is now a Friend," said the Queen.
Astagfirullah, why can a child as big as the Queen have such thoughts? May my children not be of the Queen's nature, the Holy One said in his heart.
Only this time did the patient Saint feel resentful towards a little Child, for the Queen was so stubborn and unwilling to take advice from anyone.
"Now the Queen comes with Auntie to go inside again yes," invited the Holy.
"The Queen doesn't want Auntie, the Queen is afraid to see Mommy's Monster-like face."
"If the Queen is willing to come with Om same Aunt go inside, we will take the Queen to our house to stay," said Arya who tried to think of a way to get the Queen to go back into Alina's nursery.
The Queen's eyes immediately sparkled when she heard Arya's words that would bring her home.
"Hore, later the Queen can meet the handsome Brother Rizky," said the Queen who looks happy.
Suci and Arya who saw the Queen's behavior to pat her eel.
Hopefully Rizky is not paired with a woman like the Queen, the Holy Inner.
The saint who realized his mistake again spoke in his heart.
Forgive the servant of O Allah, the Servant should not say so. May the Queen turn into a Godly Child.
Sacred, Arya and the Queen walk hand in hand towards Alina's nursery, and Alina smiles happily when she sees the Queen coming back in to see her.
"Dear Queen, here son, Mommy misses the Queen altogether" Alina said, stretching out her arms.
"The Queen does not want to be close to people with disabilities and ugly," cried the Queen.
Alina's heart ached when she heard the Queen's rejection. Little did Alina ever think that the Child she had raised with love and affection would say so, even with the insistence of the Queen to insult Alina.
"Alina, may you recover quickly yes, you rest easy, we will take care of the Queen and Princess as long as you and Farel are treated at the Hospital" said Suci.
"Thank you very much Holy, sorry if I've been troublesome," said Alina who was embarrassed, because it turns out that who is currently being kind to her, it's precisely the people she once hurt.
"Daughter dear, we should go home now, tomorrow the Princess can visit Mommy with Daddy again," said Suci.
"Tante, is it okay if the Princess is here to help Auntie take care of Mommy? School is still on holiday."
"Daughter is a good boy. Daughter do not forget to take care of health, yes" said the Holy One by hugging the Princess.
After saying goodbye to everyone, Suci, Arya and the Queen returned to Argadana's residence, while Farel and Ayu returned to Farel's nursery.
Now inside Alina's nursery there is only Alina, the Princess, and her housekeeping assistant.
The princess felt pity because Alina looked sad when she saw the Queen's departure.
"Mommy don't be sad yes, the Queen is only surprised when she sees Mommy's current condition, but the Princess is sure that the Queen actually loves Mommy very much" said the Princess by hugging Alina's body, because only now can the Princess freely embrace the figure of Mother who has given birth to her.
"Son, the Princess does not need to comfort Mommy, it is a reality that Mommy is like a Monster. Maybe all that is karma for Mommy who always does evil in life," said Alina by stroking the Princess' head gently.
Alina again remembered the crimes she had committed in the past, including to Mama Linda, because it used to be when Mama Linda had an accident that made her face full of burns and paralyzed, because it was the first time, Alina always insulted him as a monster too.
It turns out that it is true, what we plant is also what we will reap. I used to do a lot of bad things to others. I remember when Mama Linda was in an accident, because I insulted her like a monster when I saw her face and legs paralyzed. Now, I'm going through the same thing, even worse because I lost both my legs. I do not want to live like this, I would rather die than have to live life to be a disabled person, even my own biological child to insult me, said Alina in her heart.
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