Sacred No Longer Sacred
Chapter 76 (Aware of mistakes )
Rian returned to Mama Linda's room, because inevitably Rian had to tell the truth to Mama Linda so that Mama Linda understood and could accept Suci if Rian later married her.
I better be honest with Mama, who knows then Mama will realize the great mistake that Mama has made to Suci, and Mama will accept Suci if I say my plan to marry her, and Mama will accept Suci if I say my plan to marry her, inner Rian.
Mama Linda who saw Rian back into her room, immediately asked a lot of questions to Rian.
"Rian, now also explain to Mama, why can you marry Suci? Even you already have two children, aren't you barren? Moreover, Suci has only been released from prison for a few months," said Mama Linda.
Rian let out a long sigh before answering Mama Linda's question.
"Ma, the unfortunate incident that befell the Saints has caused Saints to become pregnant. Pity the Holy, for having to languish in prison in a state of pregnancy even until the Holy gave birth."
"So as long as Saints are in prison, Saints are pregnant?" mumble Mama Linda who looks to think.
"Yes Ma, and all that is Mama's fault, because Mama has the heart to slander the Holy One. Do you realize that you have been committing a great sin against the Holy One? try now Mama imagine, what if Mama who was in the Holy position at that time?" asked Rian, and Mama Linda's tears escaped just like that, especially when Rian was pregnant, Mama Linda had very severe cravings, even to the hospital, where she was treated, due to excessive nausea vomiting.
Pity Holy, must be severe to undergo punishment in a state of pregnancy. I have indeed committed a very great sin against the Saints, and the punishment that I am currently receiving, is not comparable to the suffering that has been experienced by the Saints, the inner Mama Linda who has begun to realize her mistake.
"Rian, thank you for making Mama aware, but Mama wants you to be honest, is Suci really pregnant with Son Rian? Then what about the baby that Alina was born with, instead of Rian being barren?"
"The son of Alina is not Rian's flesh, because in reality Rian is barren. Actually Rian had not married Suci, because at this time some of the memories of Saints were lost, so Rian took advantage of the situation by telling Suci if we were married, and the baby in the Holy womb is the Son of Rian, when in reality the Holy baby is not the Son of Rian."
"If the Holy Baby isn't Rian's son, then whose son is it?"
"Before the Saints had an accident, the depraved man who had destroyed the life of the Saints had already managed to marry the Saints, but by then Arya had hidden all her truths from the Saints, but at that time Arya had hidden all her truths from the Saints, and Rian himself does not know what before experiencing memory loss, Suci already knows it or not."
Rian tells in detail how the life of the Saints after going outside from inside the prison, until finally Rian found Suci who was the victim of a hit-and-run. Rian also tells about who Rizky really is to Mama Linda, that Rizky who Rian recognizes as his Son and Holy Child, is only an adopted Child to replace Rizky the Holy Child and Arya.
Mama Linda did not expect that Rian had done so determinedly just to be able to unite with Saints.
"Rian, why do you have the heart to separate Mother and Son? What if the Holy memory returns? Suci must be disappointed, especially you have become a Pebinor," said Mama Linda who was not out of thought with the way of Rian's mind.
"Ma, everything that happens to the Saints is destiny, because God wants to return the Saints to Rian. What's wrong if Rian takes something that should belong to Rian? If Arya hadn't ruined the Holy Life, we might have been married and lived happily."
"Son, in life there are no suppositions and coincidences, because everything has been arranged by God. Didn't Rian himself say that everything that happened to the Saints was fate? Maybe Rian is not destined to be a match with Saints, but the true soul mate of Saints is Arya, so God meets Arya and Saints in such a way. Mama hopes Rian will return the Saints to her Son and Husband."
"Son, Mama doesn't want Rian to feel hurt when Suci's memory returns. Mama doesn't want it if Suci hates Rian. Mama is also a Mom, and Mama knows what it's like to have a Mom separated from her Son."
Rian seemed to be thinking, but Rian still remained with his stance to have Saints, let alone before Rian had already met with Arya and asked her to release Saints.
"Sorry Ma, Rian could not follow Mama's advice to return Saints to his family, because Rian had previously met the Holy Husband, and Rian asked that Arya release Saints for Rian, as Rian had previously met her, nor does it bother the Saints anymore."
"Did Arya agree?"
"Arya agreed because she thought Suci and Rian had cheated on her. It seems that before Saints had an accident, Suci had learned that Arya was a depraved man who had ruined his life, so Arya also thought that if Saints hated him so much that Saints would prefer to go back to Rian.
"So Arya doesn't know the truth if Saints are currently experiencing memory loss?" mama asked Linda, and Rian shook his head in response.
"Son, now what Rian feels for Saints is not a feeling of love, but it is an obsession to have."
"Ma, once Rian had lost Saints, and now Rian wanted to have Saints for good. So, Rian would not let go of Saints even for Arya once."
"Son, why is Rian being so stubborn like this? Mama is sure if Arya knows the truth if currently Saints experience memory loss, Arya certainly will not let go of Saints just like that, because Arya must love Saints very much, because Arya must love Saints, that's why Arya wants to be responsible for marrying Saints."
"How about Rian? Rian also loved Suci very much, because Suci was Rian's first and last love."
"Love does not have to have each other, because love is a sacrifice, as long as the person we love is happy, then we must be happy even though our hearts are wounded, and that's what Mama did for your Papa. Mama prefers to let go of your Papa, because Mama knows that Papa will be happier with his new wife."
Rian continued to think about what steps Rian would take in the future, because one day the memories of Saints would definitely return, even though Rian did not know when that time had come, but if Rian to marry Suci, Suci will certainly hate him even more, especially now Suci is still the status of Aryan Wife.
"Ma, give Rian time to have Saints until the Sacred memories return, and later after the Sacred memories return, let Saints choose between Rian or Arya."
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