Sacred No Longer Sacred
Chapter 181 (Experience is repeated)
By this time Iqbal had reached the Argadana residence, then Iqbal rushed towards his room to pick up some clothes that he was going to bring.
As Iqbal passed through Arsyi's open room, Iqbal recalled his depraved deeds that had destroyed Arsyi's life.
Slowly Iqbal stepped foot ventured into Arsyi's room, and Iqbal felt more guilty when he saw the blood of the virgin Arsyi stuck on the bed sheet.
"Sorry Brother Princess, Brother there is no intention to hurt Arsyi in the least," Iqbal muttered by hugging the bed sheet that became a silent witness of his depraved deeds against Arsyi.
Iqbal decided to clean Arsyi's room first before leaving Argadana's residence, because Iqbal thought Arsyi would be sad and re-remembered by the fateful incident that befell him if he saw the condition of the room was messy, even Iqbal washes the bed linen using his own hands.
After Iqbal finished cleaning Arsyi's room, Iqbal decided to look for clues about who his biological parents were.
"Papa said that all the clues about my biological parents were in the desk drawer in the study," Iqbal murmured, then stepped into the workroom in the Argadana residence.
Iqbal found some documents transferring property on behalf of Rian to Suci, but some of the certificates that were transferred had been changed on behalf of Iqbal.
"Is it possible that my foster father, who was previously named Rian, was raised? But what is my foster father's relationship with Mama?"
Iqbal tries to find other clues, until Iqbal finds a photograph of Rian with a middle-aged man holding a baby boy.
"Aren't the babies in this picture me when I was a baby? Is this man my real father? And this handsome guy is my foster father?" Iqbal murmur.
When Iqbal turned the photo over, there was an inscription 'the first time I met with Mr. Tamrin and Iqbal' so that Iqbal was more convinced if it was a photograph of Rian and his real father.
Iqbal remembered Aryan saying that Iqbal could take all of Rian's possessions, but Iqbal did not intend to take them, either, and Iqbal just took a photo of himself with Rian and Mr. Tamrin that Iqbal will make as a clue.
"I'm sure that Papa still loves me, so Papa told me to take all the possessions of the late Father Rian so that I would not starve when I left the Argadana residence. But I can't take all this, because I don't deserve it. From now on I will stand on my own feet, as long as I still have hands and feet, I will work hard to survive, and I will prove to everyone if I can succeed without relying on anyone's given treasure" Iqbal murmured.
Iqbal keeps the car keys and ATM card Arya gave along with the certificate given by Rian, because Iqbal has decided not to take a penny of property from Rian or Arya.
While studying abroad, Suci and Arya did not know if Iqbal got a scholarship, Iqbal also actually attended college while working to meet all his needs, Iqbal never even used the money sent by Arya, because Iqbal wanted to prove to his parents that Iqbal could make them proud.
"I still have my savings to survive, and someday, I will definitely return to this house to propose to Arsyi," Iqbal muttered as he stepped out of the Argadana residence.
When Iqbal was outside the gate of the Argadana residence, Iqbal circulated his gaze to see the house where he grew up, let alone the house has many memories so that Iqbal without feeling back shed tears.
"Goodbye everyone, thank you very much for the love and affection you have given so far. I will definitely return to pick up my Princess," Iqbal muttered before leaving the Argadana residence.
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Elsewhere, Suci slowly began to open her eyes, and Suci was surprised to see her already lying on the sickly bed.
"Where am I?" holy Mumbles.
"Honey, Thank God Mama is aware, Mama is fine right? Mama should drink first. Mama knows that Mama has made Papa worried," said Arya by giving a glass of water to Suci.
Suci immediately downed the water given by Arya, because he really felt thirsty.
"There's still a lot of Pa, sorry that Mama has made Papa worried. How is Arsyi's condition now?"
"So Arsyi was aware, but Rizky was forced to give Arsyi a sedative, because Arsyi was hysterical when he saw all of us. Maybe Arsyi still feels traumatized by the depraved actions done by Iqbal," said Arya by clenching both hands.
Saints actually feel sad because now his family is divided because of the problem.
When Suci saw Arsyi who was lying weakly on the sickle bed next to the Holy sickle bed, Suci again remembered the incident in the past when he was tainted by Arya.
"Most certainly all this is not easy for Arsyi, because Mama had also experienced it before" murmured Holy.
Degg
The heart of Arya seemed to stop beating when she heard the words of the Holy One, because Arya was reminded again by her actions in the past that had destroyed the Holy Life.
Why did I forget that I destroyed the Holy Life? Arya said in her heart.
At this time Arya was silent because Arya remembered Iqbal's words about the adopted Son who had destroyed the life of the biological Son, because Arya again remembered the mistakes he had made in the past against the Holy One.
Why can this happen again by my children? Is this karma because I have made the same mistake with Saints? I am also the same as Iqbal, I am the adopted Son who has destroyed the life of the biological Son, said Arya in a heart that continues to condemn his mistakes.
"Ma, I'm sorry Papa, if Papa hadn't ruined Mama's life, maybe this would not have happened to our son. Maybe this is all karma for the actions that Papa has done to Mama," said Arya by crying hugging the Holy body.
"Pa, sorry Mama, Mama didn't mean to offend Papa by bringing up our mass. All the events in the past we can pass together, because Papa is always beside Mama, Papa can also convince Mama. Mama believes that Arsyi can certainly get through all this if Iqbal tries to make up for all his mistakes by accompanying Arsyi, especially Arsyi also has many people who love him."
Degg
Arya was surprised when she heard the words of the Saints, especially before Arya had expelled Iqbal and even cut off his relationship with Iqbal.
What have I done? I should have given Iqbal the opportunity to make amends for all his mistakes against Arsyi, just as the Saints gave me the opportunity. What if Suci finds out I've expelled Iqbal? Even with how I broke off family ties with Iqbal? It seems like Saints will be disappointed in me, Aryan inner being currently in a dilemma.
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