Sacred No Longer Sacred
Chapter 174 (Blame when we love each other)
Iqbal felt more guilty because Arsyi did not stop crying, and Iqbal who could not hold his feelings anymore, suddenly silenced Arsyi's lips with a kiss.
Arsyi's eyeballs are perfectly rounded because it is not expected if Iqbal will do that to him, then Arsyi pushed strong body Iqbal who was rude to him.
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Arsyi slaps Iqbal's cheek, stealing his first kiss.
"Why is Big Brother so presumptuous to do all that? Big brother once stole Arsyi's first kiss," cried Arsyi.
Iqbal was very surprised when he heard Arsyi's words, because Iqbal thought that Arsyi and Nanda had kissed, let alone they had been in a relationship for six years, but in reality Arsyi always dodged when Nanda would kiss his lips, and Arsyi only allowed Nanda to kiss his forehead and cheeks.
"Ja_so, that was your first kiss?" ask Iqbal stammering.
"Yes, and Brother could take it once, but Arsyi always save it for Arsyi's husband later."
"Sorry Arsyi Brother does not mean to be insolent. Sister just_"
Iqbal's words came to a halt as Arsyi directly cut him off.
"Do you think Arsyi is a cheap woman? Better now Brother out of Arsyi's room, Arsyi hates Brother," said Arsyi who returned to tears so that Iqbal felt more guilty.
"Arsyi, sorry dear, Big Brother did not mean to be rude to you, but Big Brother could not help feeling Big Brother. Actually Brother loves you," said Iqbal by crying in Arsyi's arms.
Arsyi does not believe that Iqbal has the same feelings as him, but Arsyi is well aware that Arsyi and Iqbal should not have such feelings.
"Sister, is Big Brother aware of what Big Brother said? We are siblings, we are both Brother Sisters, we should not have such feelings," Arsyi said softly.
Iqbal cupped Arsyi's cheeks, then Iqbal stared fixedly at Arsyi's eyes.
"Now that Arsyi sees Brother's eyes, tell the truth, Arsyi also has the same feeling right with Brother?"
Arsyi tried to turn his face away from Iqbal, because Arsyi could not deny the feelings he had.
"Arshi, Brother please, be honest with Brother."
Arsyi exhaled a few times before finally answering Iqbal's question.
"If Arsyi has the same feelings as Kak Iqbal, what can we do? It cannot change things, for we are still one blood, even we are born of the same womb."
Iqbal silently stared at Arsyi's answer, because in reality he and Arsyi would never be able to have each other even though they loved each other.
"Forget Arsyi Kak, forget the forbidden love we have," Arsyi said softly.
"Did Arsyi think Brother hasn't tried to do all that? Arsyi must know that Brother decided to move abroad in order to forget Arsyi. For six years Brother was tormented with this feeling. Brother has tried his hardest to forget Arsyi, but the longer the love is bigger and the harder it is to get rid of."
"Sir, Arsyi has also done the same thing, Arsyi tried to open his heart to Nanda so that Arsyi can forget Brother. Even though in reality, this love still can not Arsyi grave."
"Is it wrong when we love each other?" ask Iqbal.
"All of that is clearly wrong, because in reality we have committed a great sin, we will also never be able to change the destiny of us who are born brothers."
"The world is cruel, all this is unfair to us" Iqbal murmured.
"Sister, Arsyi will soon marry a man who loves Arsyi very much. Arsyi hopes that you can also find a better woman everything compared to Arsyi, because the feeling of love that we have will only make many hearts hurt. From now on we should be able to forget the love we have by opening a new page with the person who loves us."
"Are you going to be happy if you marry a man you don't love at all?" ask Iqbal who feels emotion with his current state.
"Nanda had already sacrificed his life for Arsyi, and Arsyi could not hurt the feelings of a man as good as Nanda."
"I think Arsyi didn't hurt Nanda and the others, that's enough."
"Then what about me? Have you never thought about my feelings? I'm not willing to see you marry another man" Iqbal said softly.
"Sister, love does not have to have each other," said Arsyi who tried sincerely to release Iqbal.
"Alright, if indeed we are not destined to live together, then Brother will never marry in the lifetime of Brother," said Iqbal, said, then out of Arsyi's room with tears of pain that kept dripping on his cheeks.
Arsyi felt a tightness in his chest hearing Iqbal's words, but at this moment he was helpless.
"I'm sorry Arsyi Kak, maybe this is the best for us."
Saints actually secretly listened to Iqbal and Arsyi's conversation from Arsyi's slightly open doorstep, and Suci felt very guilty for not telling the truth to Iqbal and Arsyi if they were not siblings.
What have I done? Why is everything like this? I should never have covered up the truth about Iqbal's status. Now how should I? Arsyi and Iqbal love each other, but I can't possibly cancel Arsyi's marriage to Nanda, the Holy mind is now in a dilemma.
Suci decided to discuss everything with Arya when he came home from work later, because Suci did not want Iqbal and Arsyi constantly tormented with the feelings they had.
"I have to talk about all this with Mas Arya, hopefully we get the best way out of everything" murmured Holy.
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When Arya came home from work, Saints who were impatient to say everything pulled Arya's hand into the room, even Saints to forget not to close the door of the room.
"Darling, Mama, why is it so impatient like this?" arya said with a hug to the Holy body.
"Pa, there's something you need to talk about."
"Papa also has good news for Mama. Tomorrow we can leave to take Mama Erina to Singapore, because Papa and Rizky have successfully completed all the urgent work. Now it's Mama's turn, what do you want to say to Papa.
Suci looks doubtful, because Suci does not want to make Arya feel worried if to know Arsyi and Iqbal feelings.
"Why does Mom keep quiet? If you have a problem, you should not hesitate to tell Papa."
"Pa, Mama does not know where to start, but Mama feels that Arsyi and Iqbal love each other," said Suci with a soft word.
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Aryan heart seems to stop beating when it knows about all that, because Arya thinks if Iqbal can forget Arsyi.
"Ma, it's impossible that if our Two Children love each other, we can't accept all of that" Arya said, ruffling her hair violently.
"But Pa, in fact Iqbal and Arsyi have no blood relation, because Iqbal is not our biological Son" Suci said.
Iqbal was struck by lightning when he heard that he was not the Son of Saints and Aryans.
At first Iqbal intended to knock on the door of the room of Suci and Arya were open, because Iqbal wanted to ask permission to go to his friend's house, but Iqbal did not expect because he had to hear the Holy Word about Iqbal's true identity.
No, there's no way that I'm not Mama and Papa's real son. I must have just misheard. If I'm not their son, then who am I? inner Iqbal now wondered.
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