Sacred No Longer Sacred
Chapter 73 (Shearing is not as easy as saying )
Arya tried to sincerely release the Holy One from her life, but As powerful as Arya tried to forget the Holy Shadow, the more day Arya's love for Saints increased, even more, especially when Arya looked into the eyes of Rizky who was so similar to the eyes of Sacred who always radiated shade and reassured her heart.
"It turns out that sincerity is not as easy as said, in fact my efforts to forget the Saints are always in vain" murmured Arya.
Arya stared fixedly at the face of Rizky who was currently asleep in her lap, and without feeling Arya's tears dripping down her cheeks.
"Son, even though Mama doesn't want Rizky's presence in this world, but Rizky doesn't have to worry, because Papa will always be there for Rizky. Papa will love Rizky with all of Papa's soul and body" Arya said by kissing Rizky's cheek, then laying Rizky's body beside her.
Oma Rahma was surprised by the change in Aryan attitude since returning from Kalimantan, because Arya rarely spoke, even Arya looks often daydreaming.
"Arya, what exactly is Arya thinking? Why does Arya keep daydreaming? If Arya has a problem, Arya just say to Oma, who knows Oma can help Arya," said Oma Rahma by sitting next to Arya, because Oma Rahma always felt worried about the change in Aryan attitude.
Arya looks thoughtful, but Arya is determined not to tell anyone if Saints are still alive, even Arya also asks Irwan to keep everything a secret.
I can't possibly tell Oma if Saints are still alive. Oma would have been disappointed to find out if Suci would prefer to live with Rian, so Suci with her strength left me and Rizky, even she faked her death, the inner Aryan.
"Arya is fine Oma, it's just that Arya is thinking about Rizky's future. Hopefully, Rizky is always given health, and Rizky does not feel sad when she finds out that her Mama is already in Heaven" Arya replied by wiping the tears that wet her cheeks.
"Son, does Arya not intend to seek a successor to the Saints? If Arya wants to, then Oma will help find a woman who loves Rizky like her own biological child."
"His own biological mother did not love Rizky, let alone stepmother. It is better Arya who became a mother and father for Rizky, said Arya.
"What does Arya mean? if our Saints were still alive, Oma was sure that Saints must have loved Rizky very much, but unfortunately Rizky had to lose the figure of her biological mother before Rizky could feel even longer the affection of Saints."
"Arya just misspoke Oma. Arya means that there are so many parents out there who do not love their children, even by throwing away their own flesh and blood. However, the late Saints could not be like that, because Saints would definitely love Rizky, even though in reality Saints have left us for good, for ever, so now Arya prefers to be a single parent to Rizky, because forever Arya's love is only for Saints."
"Yes Nak, Rizky is lucky to have parents like Arya and Saints. Had the Saints been alive, Oma and your Parents would have been happy, because we had a very good and beautiful Son-in-law like Saints. Although Arya had made a big mistake to the late Saints, but Oma was very sure if Saints would forgive Arya."
"Oma, what if the person we thought was good, wasn't who we thought he was?"
"Son, as deep as the Ocean, we can still dive. However, as shallow as the human heart is, we will never be able to know what it contains. It would be nice to ask the person carefully about what makes him change, because usually people will only judge a book by its cover. Though it could be that we see not as we think," said Oma Rahma.
Degg
Aryan heart seems to stop beating when hearing the words of Oma Rahma, because Arya has concluded something just by looking at it, just by looking at it, even Arya just heard an explanation unilaterally without hearing directly from the person concerned.
"Oma, is it possible that a person's personality can change quickly?"
Arya suddenly hugged the body of Oma Rahma, then Arya thanked him and rushed away.
"Thank you for the answer, Oma. Then Arya tipped Rizky first, because Arya has important business."
Why can I be stupid just by seeing and hearing Rian's words? Now I have to ask Holy himself why he left me and Rizky. If he can't forgive me for the big mistake I made in the past, I'll go back to apologizing, but if he doesn't want to live with me and prefers to be with Rian, I will be willing to let go, because I believe that my Saints could not be so vile if he did not have a strong reason, Arya muttered, rushing to the airport, because now also Arya will go to Kalimantan to meet Saints directly.
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Hesti was annoyed that Irwan just kept approaching him, even Irwan was like a spy who kept stalking Hesti.
"Do you have no other job than being a stalker?" hesti who saw Irwan hiding behind the door.
Irwan was forced out of hiding after hearing the words of Nesti.
"You're Hesti, right? Can I meet you?" irwan asked with his hand out.
"Don't you know my name? why are you still asking? I'm sorry I've done a lot of work, so I don't have time to serve people like you, "Hesti said curiously, then left Irwan.
Irwan let out a long sigh, because again Irwan had to swallow disappointment, because his efforts to get closer to Hesti always get a nil result, but Irwan was not discouraged, because the more Hesti stayed away from him, the more, it makes Irwan more curious.
"As far as you run, I will continue to pursue your love, because only this time I met a woman who can shake my heart" Irwan murmured.
Since he had heard that Irwan had caused Saints to die, Nesti was determined to take revenge against Irwan, but until now Hesti had not found the right way, yet, until finally Nesti was blown away an idea for revenge against Irwan.
"How about I avenge Holy's death by breaking Irwan's heart? That way he will feel how painful it is to lose our loved ones," Hesti muttered with a sly smile.
Hesti who could already judge if Irwan was curious about him because he had always withstood the price, tried to think of a way for Irwan to like him more.
It seems I have to become a Super Hero so that Irwan likes me more, that way, he will feel more heartache if later I dump him, said Nesti in his heart.
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