Sacred No Longer Sacred
Chapter 186 (Difficult Choice )
Rizky looks confused when hearing the question from Saints, because at this time Rizky is faced with two choices.
"Ma, if you can choose, can Rizky choose two?" rizky replied, and Suci looked shocked because she did not expect that a two-door refrigerator could have such thoughts.
"Son, didn't Mama hear me wrong? During this time even Rizky has never had a boyfriend, how can Rizky talk like a Playboy," said Suci.
Rizky seemed to think, because Saints had already given her a difficult choice.
"Ma, but this is a tough choice for Rizky. The Princess and Dinda are both beautiful and kind, even though the Princess has flaws in her face, but Rizky believes that if the Princess has a beautiful heart, while Dinda, Rizky sees no flaws in her."
"Why do you think Rizky likes Dinda better?"
"Even though it was in fact like that, but Dinda herself had decided to refuse Rizky to be her Husband, and now it was too late because the marriage of Rizky and the Princess was already set. So, Rizky wouldn't hurt Princess if Rizky canceled our marriage because of Dinda."
Saints feel sorry for Rizky, and Saints do not want if one day Rizky regretted her decision.
"Son, why didn't Rizky tell us the truth? Now it's not too late, if Rizky really loves Dinda, go after Dinda, don't let Rizky regret it. Princess is a good girl, she can definitely accept if Rizky prefers Dinda."
Rizky let out a long sigh, on the one hand Rizky was eager to chase after Dinda, but on the other, Rizky did not want many hearts to be hurt by his selfishness, let alone Dinda herself having decided to retreat.
"Mama does not need to think about Rizky's feelings, because Rizky is fine, especially Rizky himself is still not sure about the feelings that Rizky has at this time. Now the most important thing is to save the good name of our family, because if the marriage is not carried out according to plan, surely our family will feel embarrassed," said Rizky who deliberately spoke like that, so that the Saints may be calm.
Suci suggested to Rizky to perform the Istikharah prayer first, who knows that Rizky can be more confident in his choice.
"Would it be Rizky Salat Istikharah tonight, maybe that way, Rizky can get a hint to be more confident with the choice of Rizky."
"Thank you so much for your advice, Ma, Rizky will give it a try."
"Son, marriage is sacred, and everyone wants a once-in-a-lifetime marriage, so I don't want Rizky to be wrong, and I want Rizky to be happy."
Rizky smiled and nodded her head in response, but suddenly the two were startled by someone's voice.
"Ekhem, Rizky, do you intend to steal Mama from Papa?" arya quipped when she saw Rizky hugging Suci.
Rizky and Suci rolled lazily both eyes, because all this time Arya always felt jealous even to her own biological Son.
"Papa is really outrageous, maybe Papa is jealous of his own child" Rizky said.
"Women as beautiful and as good as your Mama there is only one in this World, so Papa must take good care of her, lest anyone else intend to seize her," said Arya then hugged the Holy body possessively.
"Yes, yes, my mom is the best. Then it's better now that Rizky returns to Rizky's workspace instead of having to see the intimacy Papa always showed off. Ma, if there is anything with Arsyi, Mama can call Rizky," said Rizky who did not let other doctors examine Arsyi other than himself and the Princess, because Rizky and the others have agreed to cover up the incident that happened to Arsyi.
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Day after day it is not easy for Arsyi to pass, Arsyi's physical condition has healed after one week hospitalized, but not with his psychic, Arsyi, because Arsyi still can not forget the trauma caused by Iqbal, until finally Rizky decided to call his friend who works as a psychiatrist in order to come to Argadana residence, Argadana, because Arsyi insisted today that he wanted to go home.
Arsyi looked frightened when he arrived at the Argadana residence, and Suci decided that Arsyi would move to the guest room next to his room, because surely Arsyi will be more frightened if he returns to the room he previously occupied.
"Bad Arsyi should rest here first yes, if there is anything Arsyi call Mama only," said Suci by helping Arsyi lie down, then Suci following Arya who wants to check Arsyi's room.
When he arrived at Arsyi's room, Suci was surprised because previously Suci thought that Arsyi's room was in a mess.
"Not Ma, because Papa has just arrived. Papa went to the study first to check some documents."
"Then who cleaned Arsyi's room? Bi Darsih still accompanied Mama in Singapore, for one week Arsyi in care, no one ever came home to this house," said Suci who was surprised.
"It looks like Iqbal did everything before leaving the Argadana residence. Ma, actually Iqbal also did not bring a penny of property belonging to the Argadana family and all assets of Rian's heritage," said Arya who felt increasingly guilty about Iqbal.
"How could Iqbal live without Pa's money?"
"After Papa checked the ATM card we gave to Iqbal during the school overseas, Iqbal never even used it Ma."
"A_what? Then where did Iqbal get the money to pay for college and the cost of his daily life?"
"So Papa had asked Papa's friend who had been living with Iqbal abroad. He said Iqbal managed to get a scholarship, even Iqbal Lecture while working to meet his daily needs, and Iqbal asked Anton to keep it a secret from us, because Iqbal wanted to make us feel proud," obviously Arya with tears, because all this time Arya never thought if Iqbal had lived a difficult life while living abroad.
The saint cried when he heard the words of Arya. Although Iqbal had disappointed him, but Suci was proud of the achievements Iqbal got, because it turns out Iqbal struggle is not in vain, even though from a small Iqbal always get the last rank.
"Pa, it turns out Iqbal has secretly made us proud, Iqbal has even managed to get the S2 title with the best ranking," suci said in tears of joy when he saw the Iqbal diploma that Iqbal deliberately kept with the Certificate of Rian.
"Yes Ma, Papa didn't think Iqbal would make us proud. If this had never happened, we would have celebrated Iqbal's success" Arya said, hugging the Holy Body, and both trying to strengthen each other.
"Now we can only pray for Iqbal, hopefully wherever Iqbal is he is always given health, Mama also hopes Iqbal will soon find his biological parents, he said, and someday we can regroup" said Suci in Amini by Arya.
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The next morning, Rizky's psychiatrist friend came to Argadana's residence to help Arsyi's healing process.
After Rizky's friend named Rendra gave treatment to Arsyi, Rendra talked with Rizky about Arsyi's psychological condition.
"Rizky, it looks like Arsyi will not be able to recover in the near future" said Rendra.
"I know Ren, at least we've tried our best" said Rizky.
"The person who hurt Arsyi is the man he loves, but it seems only that person can make Arsyi out of his trauma" said Rendra.
"But now we ourselves do not know where he is, because Papa has kicked him out," Rizky said by ruffling his hair violently.
"You don't think too much, won't you soon be married to the Princess? The bride-to-be should not be stressed," Rendra said with a chuckle.
Rizky let out a long sigh when she heard Rendra's words. Previously Rizky had performed the prayer of Istikharah to get a clue, but strangely Princess and Dinda both entered into Rizky's dream.
Until now I was still in a dilemma, because I did not understand the instructions I got. Is it impossible if I should marry both? Rizky's mind was wondering.
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