
"Ndhuk, I'm just a farmer and a farmer. It doesn't feel worth it to be with you. I admire you, and I am in love with you. But it's quite like that." Sayaka answered honestly.
"What's wrong with being a rancher and farmer, Bang? There aren't. I don't mind. As long as you can be a good, loyal, and responsible Imam, that's enough." Seruni looked at Sayaka with such a deep look of love.
"But, Ndhuk ... ."Sayaka did not continue her words, she looked very hesitant.
"Abang Sayaka answers yes or no. No need to add any reason. If love alone needs a reason, it does not mean that humans are endowed with feelings" said Seruni.
Sayaka weighed everything. If he was a soldier like Shaka, or at least a teacher, he would have answered with the word "yes".
Seruni stands in the doorway, letting Sayaka focus on finding answers to her love statements. The woman's head was leaning against the door frame made of wood.
"Ndhuk ..," call Sayaka.
Seruni turned her head and smiled, then walked up to Sayaka and again sat down on the chair opposite the man.
"I want to be your lover. But dating long is not my goal. I am old enough. I want to establish a serious and lawful relationship in the near future." Sayaka was so firm and steady when she said it.
"Me too, Bang. You could say, I am an old virgin. Some of my friends even have three children. Playing around and just looking for a moment is not my goal in a relationship. I don't like the name engagement either." Seruni remembered her bitter story with Satria.
Sayaka threw her charming smile. "I have admired you since the first time we met, Ndhuk. Not only because of your beauty, but also because of your great hospitality and helping spirit. Slowly the admiration disturbed me, made me sleepless and always imagined you. I'm embarrassed to remember." The man rubbed his face violently.
Seruni looked into Sayaka's eyes with a stern look, yet full of deep love. "I don't know why I fell in love with you. This feeling arises for no definite reason."
The chat both continue, the beginning of the creation is not the same as people dating in general. Awkwardness actually occurs between them after expressing their own feelings.
But over time, the relationship between Seruni and Sayaka looks more natural and flows. The two are beginning to understand each other well. Even a little touch of affection has begun to show.
A few nights a week they passed by walking to the border. Boned with motor with hand Seruni coiled friendly at the waist of Sayaka. But not with this Sunday night, Seruni chose to stay at home. The two sat facing each other holding hands on a long chair.
"Bang, early next month, I want to go back to Surabaya. Wanted to go to my mother's grave. Brother want to come?" Ask Seruni carefully.
"I mean I want to be known to your father, Ndhuk?"
Seruni nodded as she said, "Yes, Bang."
Sayaka lowered her head while playing Seruni's fingers. "Will your father accept me, Ndhuk?"
Seruni pulled her hand from Sayaka's grasp and patted her lover's shoulder steadily. "It all depends on sincerity, brother. My father wouldn't look at your background too far, the important thing is you're not a criminal and have a livelihood that can be made for the living expenses of your family."
Sayaka looked at Seruni gently. "How much is a ticket to travel there, Ndhuk?" Sayaka asked innocently. All his life, he had never felt the feeling of boarding a plane. The furthest trip he had ever taken was only to the provincial city, it was when he drove Mr. Sajad to the airport.
Sayaka shook her head strongly. "I don't want it to be like that. Nothing yet, you've made me low in your father's eyes. I'm a man, no matter how small the expenditure, I should be responsible."
Seruni mentioned the nominal number of purchases of one ticket. Sayaka started counting, and multiplied it four times to go back and forth.
"By buying your own ticket, I bought my own too. We are not husband and wife. So the responsibility is still each. How's it?" Seruni asked, as if knowing what Sayaka had in mind.
"Not so, Ndhuk. I exist. But it seems, I do have to work more diligently, in order to collect more money. Our needs will be great later. Especially if you want to go home" said Sayaka. One trip with Seruni, he can buy three other Soko-Soko.
"Thank you, Bang." Seruni looked at Sayaka with a gaze that made the man gulp his saliva with great difficulty.
Unexpectedly, Sayaka's outstretched hand stroked Seruni's smooth cheeks. The woman's eyes instantly closed, hoping for something more Sayaka did. Waiting for so long, nothing happened.
Seruni now took the initiative, she brought her face closer to Sayaka. He could feel the man's warm breath right in his nose. Obviously from his rhythm, Sayaka is not doing well. His breathing is faster and irregular.
"Don't you want to kiss me?" Seruni asked softly and Sayaka just nodded softly.
"Do it, Bang," Seruni asked as she closed her eyes.
Quickly and in a bit of a hurry, Sayaka kissed Seruni's left and right cheeks using her cheeks. Like two officials who greet each other when they meet. "Already, Ndhuk. Thanks."
Seruni opened his eyes immediately. "Not so, Bang. But it's like this."
The beautiful doctor immediately put his lips on Sayaka's lips, slowly kissed her. But the man did not reply, his body felt stiff, only his eyeballs moved here and there. When Seruni tried to find a gap for Sayaka to open her pursed lips by slightly giving a soft kulluman, the man's hand clasped Seruni's arm firmly.
There was a subtle sigh running down Sayaka's chest, slowly shrinking her heirloom. The man is getting restless. Confused what to do. In a dream, he had experienced something similar. In the dream, everything feels easier and more enjoyable. It's so different from what he feels now.
"Open a little, Bang," lead Seruni.
Sayaka complies with her lover's request. Not that it looks sexy and seductive, but Sayaka's mouth is now more accurately said to be gawking. Seruni brought her lips back to Sayaka's lips, "Just feel it, Bang. Don't think too much."
Sayaka's hand clutched Seruni's arm even more, as the doctor's beautiful tongue entered her oral cavity wildly. Not long after, Seruni felt Sayaka's breath begin to pant. He immediately pulled his lips from his opponent's lips.
Sayaka immediately stood up and fixed her pants. "So narrow, Ndhuk," said Sayaka innocently.
Seruni patted her own forehead. Realizing how his attitude was too aggressive, made the woman curse in her heart. He had to go to a psychiatrist. Since parting ways with Satria and serving in his place now, his soul has gone wild.
Suddenly the Seruni phone lying on the table shook. Budhe Surti's name is on his screen. The woman immediately accepted it.
"Yes, Budhe...." Seruni greeted in a friendly voice, but was followed by a voice that sounded very panicked. Until a while later, the phone that had been attached to the earlobe of Seruni fell to the floor.