Sharing Love: She's My Husband
Chapter 14
Amih was silent and thought, maybe Hasbi wanted to be alone with Mala so Hasbi told Fathi to leave. Should he also go to have Hasbi free with Mala?
" Ok ! Amih also wanted to go home not to stay overnight . But amih want to bring green bean porridge same daughter cake a little for Apih . "
" Yes, let Fathi prepare ." Fathi hands Kayla over to Mala. Fathi took out a lunchbox to store half a brownie and 20 ayu princess cakes. Then take another lunchbox for the Green bean porridge.
" It's amih ." Fathi handed the plastic bag containing the lunchbox to Amih.
Amih received it and brought it to the middle room, he will get ready first to go home
Then Fathi took out a brownie cake that he had prepared to take home and exchanged for half-living brownies .
" Mala please later if Hasbi returns this love for snacks yes, also porridge . Mas Hasbi is very fond of brownies and green bean porridge." Fathi's Message to Mala.
"Yes sister, ..kak Fathi, is Kayla going with Kak Fathi ?" Mala kissed Kayla's cheek.
"Yes!. mother has missed Kayla, it has been almost 3 months they have not met Kayla." Fathi then took Kayla who was carried by Mala.
" Why is Mal ?" ask Fathi.
" It's okay, sister, I just feel that later I will definitely be lonely and miss Kayla, because I'm not used to being away from Kayla ." Mala caressed Kayla's hand.
" No need to worry Mal, Insyaallah .we are only 1 malem . After all, there's Hasbi, you won't be lonely Mal." Said Fathi while holding the pain in his heart.
" Yes, brother, but right, brother Fathi not long ?"
" Yes God willing Mal, I don't want to promise what I don't know. 1 second ahead I don't know what will happen, I can only say I will try to go home tomorrow. That's why I said God willing. All comes from God's will. "
" Yes, brother ."
" I left first Mal , I've called the car on line to drive me , and he's been waiting in front !"
" be careful on the road !"
" Yes Mal, greetings to amih please say goodbye because the car is waiting. " Fathi holds Kayla in a baby carrier. He had a plastic bag in his right hand. His bag he sashes on the left shoulder.
" Yes, brother."
As Fathi was about to arrive at the door, Amih shouted.
" Fathi.wait a minute !" Fathi stops and turns around body .
" what is it ?"
" Greetings to your parents yes, say amih invite him to dinner tomorrow at the house amih ya !"
" Huh.yeah mih ."
" Yes already there, be careful on the road. Kayla drugs dear.well yes equally mamah do not cry if malem. " Amih kissed Kayla's cheek. Fathi kisses Amih's hand and gives Kayla's hand to salim on amih.
" Assalamu'alaikum."
" Wa'alaikumsalam" answered Amih and Mala.
Fathi said Hasbi told him he had left by car on line. Fathi wrote the police no and mentioned the type and color of the car. One thing he must do since long ago if he travels alone by car on line or ojek .
Fathi also reminded Hasbi to pray ashar and do not forget to eat, he also apologized for not having time to cook for dinner because he hunted home. But Fathi's already made a cake for Hasbi.
Still tick 1, meaning Hasbi is still tight.
Mala feels lonely . I just got home after getting picked up by the driver. The clock shows at 4, Hasbi comes home around 6 or half 7.
Instead of him, he'd rather cook for dinner. It should be Fathi's turn to cook .
The current dinner menu is planned Mala will cook stews of meat and chili fried potatoes and stir-fry kale.
Half hour 6 Mala finished cooking and cleaning the kitchen.
She went to her room to take a shower.
While waiting on the front porch, he even missed his magrib prayer because he wanted to welcome Hasbi home.
The clock has shown at 8 but Hasbi hasn't come home yet. Mala tried to call Hasbi but her phone was off.
It's free she's already dressed up pretty if Hasbi avoids her.
The cowardly man, not daring to show himself may be afraid of being tempted by him, Mala thought.
" Beware of you, if you come home later I will make you bend your knees to me, I am tired you do not think anyway tonight you are mine . I'm sure if you've tried just once with me you'll be hooked. Fathi is nothing compared to me !!!" Murmured Mala who was determined to do the first night.
Chequek..
Door opens. Hasbi's gone home. All the residents of the house carry their own keys.
He saw Mala sleeping on the sofa in front of the television. Hasbi looked at Mala. He swallowed his saliva. Hasbi admitted Mala is a sexy woman in appearance. But still Fatah is the most sexy overall, although closed.
As soon as Fathi remembered, he immediately lost his desire . He just wants to sleep and dream of Fathi and Kayla.
Hasbi woke Mala up. After several times on the shoulder clap Mala woke up. As soon as he saw Hasbi Mala sitting down. He saw the clock was 11 p.m. Apparently he fell asleep on the couch.
" Has Hasbi just got home ?"
" Yes ..you moved his sleep not here later your body aches !" Hasbi passed to Fathi's room. He wants to take a warm bath and go to bed. It feels very tired. Mala was glued for a moment.
Mala follows Hasbi to Fathi's room. The door's in the lock.
" No!. no mas , you can't be like this to me ! you should be with me tonight. Spend the night with me. Why are you rejecting me ? Can't you treat me like you treat Fathi !" Inner Mala with tears.
While Hasbi is taking a shower. It's already night so she just took a quick shower . Fathi could be angry if he finds out he took a night bath .
Hasbi came out and put on her nightgown. He heard the sound of crying in front of the door.
Hasbi then stepped closer to the door and placed her ear on the door. Right..there is a cry, Mala is it ?
Hasbi turned the key and opened the door ..Bismillah.
" Mala... What are you doing ?" Mala was surprised, Hasbi opened the door suddenly.
" Mas Hasbi ! Why mas? why don't you sleep with me, according to my agreement with Fathi, tonight is my turn to sleep with you. Even Fathi purposely left us both so you could be with me ! amih also left just so we don't get distracted." Mala was crying.
" My pride as a woman is hurt, you always reject me. Almost 4 months we've been married you've never touched me . Why mas?"
" Mala listen ..you know what, we're married for what ? You must understand why I'm like this !"
" no..I DON'T UNDERSTAND MAS ! We are halal partners in the eyes of law and religion, we do not commit adultery even if we do not do it mas sin, because it has wronged me inwardly as your wife ."
" Mala.calm down ! calm yourself down, give me some time until I'm ready !"
" When ? when will it be ready ? until Fathi's guilt goes away, right? it is impossible, because it takes a lifetime to eliminate the guilt of Fathi, maybe even to death, this guilt will not disappear ! Since I felt it mas, I also felt a feeling of guilt . But I want to be happy.I want to be like brother Fathi who got your love mas , because I think I deserve it too. Because I'm your wife too ! " Mala wiped her tears. The originally beautiful face now looked sad.
" No matter how, tonight I want my right !" Mala removed the strap on the shoulder of the dress she was wearing so the dress slid down. Hasbi reverse.
" Put your clothes back on Mal ! "
Mala moved in front of Hasbi wearing only 'sexy glasses' and 'golden triangle ' .
" Look at me mas, I'm willing to be like this, just so you can look at me but you still don't want to see me !"
Mala held onto Hasbi's chin and pulled it to have Hasbi look her in the eye .
" Look at !. stare at this cheap woman ! This woman, the one begging you to touch is your wife !"
Hasbi looked at Mala, and saw that there was one more heart that was wounded. There is no happiness in this marriage, everyone is hurt.
" I'm sorry Mal, I didn't mean to make you like this, be patient, please be patient .Until I'm ready, it's hard for me, Mal. Before you came, Fathi was everything to me, I loved him so much and always wanted to make him smile happily, whatever I would do for him Mal, I even got someone in the hospital when Fathi cried for it. Now, how can I do that ? while Fathi was crying in her room, I was Mal. I hurt her. I want to kill myself." Hasbi hugged her to calm Mala down.