Sharing Love: She's My Husband
Chapter 41

Hasbi came out of the room at dinner. Without a lot of words Hasbi went straight to the dining table. Whether consciously or not Hasbi passed Mala who was standing at the dining room door. Mala approached Hasbi. When his hand would touch Hasbi's shoulder. Hasbi sat down, until Mala touched the wind.

Mala sat down next to Hasbi. He took a Hasbi plate and filled it with rice.

" What do you want to eat?" Ask Mala. Hasbi saw the dishes on the table.

" What is it." Hasbi replied with a sniffle.

Mala scattered herself. Although he actually wanted to yell at Hasbi. Mala picked up chicken stews and egg balado and fried tofu . Then he gave it to Hasbi.

Hasbi accepted it without a smile. He prayed and began to eat. Eating without taste. His heart was still wondering what was wrong with Hasbi. What happened at Fathi's house.

Mala wanted to ask but she was scared. Hasbi seems to be in a bad mood. I only ate half a plate. He just waited for Hasbi to finish his meal.

Hasbi had finished eating and left the dining table without looking at Mala. He went to Fathi's room. Fathi doesn't live in this house anymore. The room is still awake and cleaned every day. As if there were inhabitants. There is a resident of Hasbi. He sometimes sleeps in Fathi's room.

Mala could only silently not dare to reprimand or ask Hasbi. Mala then cleaned the table and put dirty dishes in the sink. He went straight to his room. For a moment he looked at Hasbi's bedroom door.

" Let him calm down first. I'll ask him tomorrow." Mala muttered then entered her room.

Hasbi was now sitting by his bedside. He took a picture of himself and Fathi who were on the nightstand. He remembered this photo was their first wedding anniversary photo. Fathi's smile was so loose that her dimples on the left and right were beautiful . They took this photo in Bali on the beach as the sun went down, while looking at the mega orange is very beautiful. At that time they were very happy. There is never a thought of parting just imagining aging along with having many children and grandchildren.

But look what happened ! Destiny says something else. His happiness is slowly eroding. Dreams gone. His love hit the reef. Hasbi dilemma. The picture was "Dear why do you want to part with me ? Don't you love me anymore ? Where's your promise ? to fight together against the storm that will destroy our love. You let our love crash into the reef. What do I have to do, Fathi ? I realize that if you hold you with me you will be hurt at all times. Your smile all this time is not sincere just a smile to cover the wound. But to let you go I couldn't. I love you so much that I don't want you to belong to another and be happy with another. I have to what's Fathi ?" Hasbi shed tears.

Fathi is a strong and tough woman. It is not easy to give up . If Fathi asks for a divorce, it means he can no longer bear the wound. Should Hasbi take it off so that Fathi can be happy ? Hasbi's thoughts kept swirling around and weighing what was better and what he wanted. Shadows as he began to know Fathi then became close, dating until they married flashed in his mind. Hasbi then went to the bathroom. He has not prayed Isya.

After he prayed. Hasbi taught and recited to calm her heart.

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Hasbi was taking a walk in Ancol with Kayla and Mala. Fathi followed them from behind. Hasbi laughed happily with Mala. He saw Fathi standing on the beach. Hasbi ran over to Fathi. Hasbi clasped Fathi's hand and smiled at him . But Fathi shed tears. Fathi's hand was bleeding. Hasbi was surprised. He pulls Fathi to look at the wound on his hand but Fathi screams in pain. Suddenly the big waves brought them to the middle. They were dragged by the waves until the middle of the ocean.

" Have me go . I can't swim if you hold on." Fathi tried to let go of Hasbi's hand.

" Don't Fathi or we'll be apart. Keep holding my hand !" Hasbi tried to swim to the edge. But it was difficult because one hand was holding Fathi. A man's helper came in wearing tires and buoys to save them.

" It's loose. We'll both die if Mas keeps holding my hand. Let go so we can survive and get to the edge. Don't be like this." Fathi spoke while trying to keep his body floating sometimes the water was swallowed. The helper extended his hand. Hasbi had to let go. Fathi reached for the man's hand and he immediately held the tire. Fathi extended her hand to Hasbi but when Hasbi wanted to reach her the big waves came back. Hasbi drifting in the ocean. He searched where Fathi was but was nowhere to be seen. Hasbi was tired he finally resigned.

Hasbi woke up and sat down. He felt short of breath . His heart is beating fast. His clothes were soaked with sweat. He looked around and he was still in his room. He had a dream, where his dream felt very real. His heart was still beating fast.

Hasbi still wears cocoa and sarongs. Maybe he fell asleep when he was dhikr. Hasbi saw the wall clock . It's 2 in the morning. Hasbi then wudhu.Ia will pray tahajud circumcision and istikharah.

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At 6 o'clock he will accompany Mas Hasbi breakfast. But Mala was surprised when Bibi said that Mas Hasbi had left without breakfast.

This is already too much. Hasbi ignored him and did not tell Mala the truth. Mala had to call Amih.

" Hello Aaaalamu'alaikum Amih."

" Dear wa'alaikumsalam. How are you?"

" Not good Amih. "

" Not good how ? "

"Mas Hasbi ignored me Amih."

" Ignore how? Isn't it Fathi's turn."

" it seems like something happened to them. Hasbi came home for lunch. And not out. Until dinner time comes." Mala told Amih.

After telling Amih everything. Mala hung up. Mala then called Fathi. When Mala called Fathi, her tone sounded very upset.

" Brother Fathi please tell me.What really happened? Why is Hasbi like that? You say this is happy news for me? But Hasbi looks like a sad person . He's not passionate .

" Hm.you better ask Hasbi. Sorry I can't take long. Because I'm making milk for Kayla. I hung up the phone. Assalamu'alaikum ."

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