Sharing Love: She's My Husband
Chapter 44

The morning clock shows at 6:30 Amih already serves a variety of dishes at the table. He knocked on Hasbi's room door. Tumben Hasbi hasn't been out of the room . Doesn't he work?

There was no response from Hasbi. Just try again.

Geck...Tock....Geck...

" Hasbi..You're not working noon. Hasbi..." He kept on knocking and screaming but there was no answer.

" Is..nih son why the hell ?" Disappointed by himself.

" Yes it's up. If the work misfortune do not blame Amih !" Amih finally left. Her husband will work too. She had to accompany her husband to breakfast.

" Haven't woken up yet Mih ? "

" Not yet ."

" We'll have breakfast first. I'll have bad luck." Amih.

Finish breakfast Apih immediately leave for work.

"Of out Mih. Don't ask Hasbi too much.He deliberately went home to calm himself down. Let him calm down . " Apih's Advice.

" yes..Uh.."

After Apih left, Amih returned to the dining room.

" bi.. The food please clean it up. Hasbi may not have woken up. When he wakes up, please prepare the food."

"Good Mom."

Then I moved to the family room. He watches TV. Last night Amih had called Mala and Fathi. Told him Hasbi was at Amih's house. So that they don't worry. And Amih also forbade them to come.

Hasbi had actually woken up but he was lazy to come out. Last night he thought about what he should do. He has two days to finish it all. This problem must be resolved before he returns to work so as not to interfere with his work.

The first thing to do is to meet with Fathi and talk things through. He will persuade Fathi to abandon his intention. Yeah he has to go to Fathi's house now. He can't avoid it anymore and buy time.

8 Hours Hasbi shower. Then she dressed casually. He went out of the room looking for Amih. Hasbi saw Amih watching TV.

" Morning Mih."

" Morning darling . You don't work Bi ?" Amih said while linking eyebrows.

" Hasbi's on leave, Mih."

" Oh.. You should wake up."

" Yeh ..Hasbi go first ." Hasbi said while kissing Amih's hand.

" Ha.. Where did you go ? You didn't have breakfast first ?" I asked Hasbi.

" I'll be at Fathi's house. Hasbi's going there now. Assalalamu'alaikum."

" Na'alaikumsalam."

" Tuh the child has a problem what really until asking for leave of all. " muttered Amih slowly .

Hasbi went to drive her car. An hour later he reached Fathi's house.

" The Assalamu'alaikum ,"

" Na'alaikumsalam." Fathi opened the door.

" Mas Hasbi !" Fathi was shocked to see Hasbi in front of her house early in the morning. Fathi immediately kissed Hasbi's hand.

" Last night phone, he said Mas Hasbi was staying there." Fathi.

" Yes, I stayed there last night. I'm late until 9pm."

" Have you had breakfast ?"

" Not Fath, I'd deliberately want breakfast here."

" Yes, let's go straight to the kitchen. I haven't had breakfast either ." Fathi and Hasbi went to the dining room.

Fathi prepared a dish for Hasbi. He sat next to Hasbi.

" Where is Kayla ?" Hasbi didn't see Kayla.

" Kayla's in the room with Mbok ."

Hasbi did not speak anymore. He just eats. Fathi was also confused as to what to say. He just focused on eating.

" Thank God.. I'm going to go to my room to see Kayla." Hasbi.

" Yes Mas. Fathi cleared this up first. " Fathi keeps dirty dishes in the sink.

" Mommy let me. You are called Father." Said the new Mbok.

" Yes Mbok. Thanks Mbok yes."

Fathi went to the room. He saw Hasbi being a horse. Kayla riding on Hasbi's back.

" Kayla .. happy yes, playing with Papah. " Fathi approaches them and keeps on Hasbi's side so Kayla doesn't fall.

" Sir... uda." Kayla laughs.

" Yes Papah is a horse. Long time encok waist Papah." Fathi and Kayla laughed.

" Kayla is yuk . Let's play a picture. nulis yuk. Poor Papah."

Kayla wanted to follow Fathi she came down and sat sweetly on the mat. Fathi took out Kayla's drawing book and color pencil. Kayla doodles picture books.

" Fathi, there's something Mas wants to talk to you about."

" Huh..Yes, Mas, I briefly tipped Kayla used to be the same Mbok."

Fathi exited the room, leaving Kayla to Mbok.

5 minutes later Fathi reentered the room and closed the door.

" What do you want to say ?" Fathi asked as she walked closer.

" Sit here ." Hasbi pulled Fathi's hand to sit next to her.

" On your request. I've been thinking carefully . There will be no divorce between us. You know I love you. If there really is a divorce it is between me and Mala. Come on Fath we try once again to build our household. We open a new page. Without polygamy without Mala. Just me you and Kayla are a happy little family." Hasbi said expectantly that Fathi agreed with his wishes.

" Creally ? Can you divorce Mala and escape the guilt she feels for Mala? They will leave him alone. Mala is just a kara. He also cannot have children. Maybe it will be difficult for him to get a match with his condition. Mas sure can remove Mala from Mas's mind and no matter the circumstances? " Hasbi was silent .

" Fathi won't be later after Mas divorced Mala and then we made a new sheet. But Mas is haunted by guilt and keeps contacting Mala or meeting her secretly. Fathi knows Mas. He is a person who never calms down if he has a debt of gratitude. He is also a responsible person and always keeps his promises. But Mas's promise to Mala's late father was more burdensome than any promise including Mas's promise to Fathi. Mas would feel guilty for the rest of his life, if Mas divorced Mala. Sure you can ? Since Fathi wants to after we decide to start a new page, throw out all the stories about Mala. There is no longer the name Mala in the heart and mind of Mas also in our lives. Assume we never knew him. "

Hasbi listened to Fathi. He asked himself. She is divorcing Mala. Not because he loves Mala. But he remembered his promise to Mala's father. He also felt the current state of Mala was because of it. So it is Hasbi's obligation to guard and accompany Mala. Fathi was right if he divorced Mala then he would be haunted by guilt for the rest of his life. Unless Mala has another companion and is happy with her. Should he find a soul mate.

" What if we find Mala a man who loves Mala for who she is. We'll match him." Fathi is not believing.

" What a crazy Mas. I told you after the divorce with him I don't want Mas to have any relationship with Mala. Even to find a soul mate Mala. There he'll be offended !"

" Ok.ok.. This is how after Mas divorced Mala, allow Mas to keep monitoring his condition until he finds the man he loves and is happy with the man. The new mas will release him completely. This is the responsibility of Mas Fathi."

Fathi smiled and held Hasbi's hand. " Mas Fathi said you can't get away from Mala and you can never divorce her. Your responsibility covers your love for me. So Mas didn't think what Mas did would hurt me the important thing you could still be responsible for Mala. My best path is to let go of me. Let me get out of your life and reduce your burden . Focus on Mala Mas. Happy him, and let me seek my own happiness." Fathi said softly. There is no sadness there . Because Fathi was sure his happiness was not with Hasbi. Up here his soul mate with Hasbi. Thank God for easing and easing his feelings. He was sincere in God's destiny. His task now is to give understanding to Hasbi.

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