Sharing Love: She's My Husband
Chapter 15

Mala stretched her embrace on Hasbi, looking at Hasbi's wistful face, her eyes radiating wounds. Must have been heavy ..the burden that her husband bore.

Should as a wife she lightened her burden and understood her circumstances . Not adding to the mind ! Mala is embarrassed now ..shame on herself, what has she done ? Asking for rights when he took away his wife's rights, Hasbi was not abusive to him. Hasbi just didn't love her and she also knew it when she married Hasbi. Then now he demands his love, selfish not himself !

Hasbi has also said she can't love him and will treat him as a friend . If he loves Hasbi it's not Hasbi's fault, it's not Hasbi's.

" I gave him the burden, I gave him the wound. I'm sorry Hasbi." Inner Hasbi.

Mala looked at Hasbi's lips and then turned to look into her eyes. Mala's face is getting closer . Whether consciously or not Mala is currently sticking her lips together .

There was no reaction from Hasbi, he was just silent . Wants him to let go, but he's afraid of hurting Mala's feelings. Hasbi apologized to Fathi in her heart.

Mala regained her senses and kept her face away .He then ran to his room.

Hasbi stared at Mala's departure.

" I'm sorry Mala, I know you're hurt too . I'm sorry I couldn't betray him " muttered Hasbi

Hasbi went back into Fathi's room.

He sat in his bed. What she had to do to her household for things to go well .

O Allah guide you, give the best way for all. Should he divorce one of them? it was very difficult when he was told to choose.

When asked who he loves, he can answer quickly and confidently Fathi is the woman he loves.

But with Mala he was heavily divorced with him, he was bound to promise the deceased also he did not have the heart of Mala.

His marriage to Mala was just a status course , he still gave a living born to her and fulfilled all her needs . But he cannot give love.

Unknowingly, Hasbi's eyes slowly closed.

At the moment Hasbi is at Fathi's house to pick him up he is already impatient, wanting to meet.

Fathi came out of her room, carrying Kayla and a bag containing their supplies.

Dad and mom are not there, Fathi smiled.

" She's been waiting a long time, sorry I finished the equipment first. Where's the mother ?"

" I didn't meet the mother from earlier !"

" Oh, but my mother told me that there was a mas to pick me up. "

" True, then I want to meet mommy wants to say goodbye ."

" I don't know where you are ? already let's go already more and more afternoon !"

" Yes, hayu ."

They're out of the house ..the shade of twilight is so beautiful. Hasbi was stunned.

Hasbi runs his car. He drove the car in a different direction from his home. Hasbi realized that but somehow he kept driving his car.

The car stopped in front of a house that he had just seen .but anenya he seemed to have gotten used to it seemed Fathi was also so .

" Come on, let's go in today it's your turn with me ! "

Hasbi smiled and held Kayla, her other hand embracing Fathi's waist .

They entered with a happy feeling.

Once entered Hasbi welcomed her wedding photo and Fathi. They kept walking past the photo .

Brakes...

The photo suddenly fell, the glass of the frame broke..Fathi will take it but Hasbi prevents it, and gives Kayla to Fathi.

While Hasbi tidied up the photo that fell.

When Hasbi was going to throw his trash into the kitchen. He stopped as if he were aware of something.

The stairs do not exist. Fathi climbed the stairs here. He saw it clearly ! now where the stairs go.

" Fathi's.. Fathis.. Natasha .." Hasbi was looking for them all over her house. All were searched but no trace of Fathi was found. The picture also disappeared.

The eyes opened quickly . He spread his eyes throughout the room. Thank goodness it was just a dream .He's still in his room.

The clock shows at half 4 am. Hasbi went to the bathroom for ablution. There is still time to pray tahajud.

Hasbi did not think any further about her dream, she just assumed it was a sleeping flower.

When the morning prayer was heard, he remembered his habit of praying with Fathi.

Then Hasbi realized that now there is Mala as well as his mother. He then went to Mala's room to invite her to pray together.

Tok.dok..

" Mala's..Mal..wake up ! we pray at dawn !"

Chequek...

" Yes, what's up ?"

" You just woke up, quickly wudhu we pray at the mosque, I wait ya !" Hasbi went to the mushola, he was audited neatly with his cocktail clothes and sarong not forgetting the white peci.

While waiting for Mala, Hasbi broke her eyes shut. He remembered Fathi who was so melodious when praying and so sedentary that Fathi always cried when he was praying .

Fathi once said "I cry because I miss people I have never met, but feel so close to my heart. I would love to see his face, and all his words and deeds are the role models of all mankind, even the disbelievers."

" Come on. I'm ready !" Hasbi awoke from her daydream as soon as she heard Mala's voice. He opened his eyes and set his position to start praying.

Hasbi then Iqomah and read the intention of praying.

They both prayed solemnly.

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Similar to Hasbi, Fathi is also performing a congregational morning prayer with his father and his mother. Kayla was laid beside her alphabet. In order not to cry.

After their prayers tadarus for a moment. Fathi's voice is so sweet and full of passion.

Kayla woke up hearing Fathi's voice but she didn't cry. Kayla looked excited, she lay on her stomach and sat down. Kayla then clapped her hands .

Fathi continued to teach him. Sometimes Kayla would pat the Qur'an.

Half an hour they teach. Fathi cleans up his Mukena and Quran .He rushed to the kitchen to cook. Kayla will go shopping for groceries for lunch.

The Hasbi house. Mala is cooking breakfast for Hasbi. He did not cook much because the only ones who ate were the two of them . This house feels lonely.fortunately Fathi lives one roof. If only the two of them then during Hasbi work he lived alone. Hopefully next they stay one roof .

The cuisine is on the dining table. Mala calls Hasbi to Fathi's room . Not until he went to the room, Hasbi had gone out and locked the door.

"Let's eat, I have a morning meeting and a project visit today !"

" Come on mas ." Hasbi stepped first, followed by Mala at the back.

They had breakfast quietly .Hasbi did not issue a single word though, different when there was Fathi he would be very attentive to Fathi. This house became lively and warm when there was Fathi and Kayla.

Fathi just left one night, but this house feels different . Feels cold and lonely.

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