
Tok.dok..
" Sister Mala, called Mas Hasbi !"
Fathi didn't flinch, she just smiled obliquely.
"Even you told Mala who called me not you who came alone mas ."
" Why just because it happened that even I don't think it was my fault, you guys made me like I was a shit carrier for Kayla, you guys kept Kayla away from me. Even you punished me mas, intentionally making me jealous and hurt !"
Fathi wiped away the tears that were dripping on her cheeks, then she went to the bathroom to wudu .
Fathi went out of the room and into the family room, where the Hasbi and Mala families had gathered, who still had an aunt, sister of her mother Mala.
Fathi's parents don't come, they'll come on H day later.
" Fathi .. here dear, sit here !" Amih called out to Fathi as soon as she saw him walking towards them.
" yes, amih.." Fathi approached Amih and sat down beside him.
She glanced at her husband who was laughing with Mala, Kayla and her aunt's children who knew what his name was.
Ah. He should have been in the room here anyway he was ignored.
" Fathi you've got the same uniform of Kayla and Mala !"
" It's true "Yes two weeks ago I asked Fathi to make a uniform . He was only given the same color material as Mala and Kayla to be sewn to suit his taste, while Kayla's clothes have been sewn with the same model as Mala. Another one that made him feel hurt.
Let him collect these wounds to cover up his love for Hasbi in his heart, finally there will be no more Hasbi, he is gone with the wounds that accumulate.
" Good!. invitation how many yesterday we made Mal ?"
" What a mih, invitation ..if not wrong only 80 aja, plus 20 orphanages so there are 100 mih !"
" His Fathi snack has been prepared ?"
" It's been , same snack balloon. Just wrapped !"
" Yes already.now take us the cicil wrap, do not impromptu later bother !"
" Yes.." Fathi took some snacks aided by Hasbi's brother.
" Sister Fathi we make it behind us not in the family room !" Risma is one of Hasbi's cousins. Risma doesn't like to see Mala and Hasbi they're outrageous .
" We can.yuk take it to the back !"
They took him to the back.
Fathi and Risma along with others began wrapping snack-snacks into transparent plastic and decorated ribbons. They will make more than 100 packs, because sometimes that comes in excess of the invitation .
They work while laughing.Hasbi Cousin does please them all humorously making Fathi entertain and forget his sadness.
They can only make 50 packs, and will continue tomorrow because now it is 11 pm . Not feel the time to walk when traversed with laughter and like joy. All snacks are stored in Fathi's room .
" Fathi !" Fathi and the others managed to make a snack in Fathi's room.
" Yes, what's wrong?"
" You will sleep in Fathi's room, let me sleep with Mala !"
" But Brother Hasbi, can Kayla sleep with us ?" ask Risma .
" Must not be "inner Fathi.
" I'm sorry but Kayla's asleep, she'll be fussy if moved or woken up !"
" Just keep going like this mas so that the easier I can get rid of my feelings for you !" his voiceless door was only spoken in the heart.
" Okay, good night !" Fathi smiles sweetly .He immediately closed the door.
" Sister.sorry !"
" Huh..."
" Bad , jerk , bang**, land crocodile ....hah !" Lastly Risma took a deep breath and exhaled slowly .
Fathi and the other three cousins of Hasbi look on Risma .Then they laugh.
" Lo why Ris.poor kitchen waitress ya !" praisefully
" Yes.the waiter just left ! Sorry, Brother Fathi I sprained his ashes !" Fathi chuckles .
" You exist - there is only Ris. but good that your words represent what I want to say !"
" Haha..." They laugh together .
At least tonight there is a solace that momentarily warms his heart that feels cold.
"Sir Fathi if I was a big brother I threw Hasbi's sister, 'em a boy she doang !" Fathi smiled in response to Risma.Ia's most annoyed remark with
Hasbi.
" You can say that because you don't understand the problem and you don't feel like me, Hasbi and Mala. Don't look at it from one side but look at it from Hasbi's side and Mala's side." Fathi said it while smiling gently.
They are in a sitting position on the bed.
" Sister must have been injured at first wanted to part do not want to be in honey, but brother is aware of the test of life, household exams must be there, then why did not take this exam . From brother born until now, all that brother can be both science, spiritual as well as mental and experience possible to face this test, sister will face . If finally later brother can not be , brother does not regret because he has tried to face the bitter test.
We don't know 5 minutes later what will happen. Brother does not want later when it is separated and then wondering, if I used to still survive, if I used to continue with mas Hasbi and drive away the actor ... brother does not want to be like that. Brother separated because brother has tried, so if anyone says try if you first survive a little more..you can say I've survived as long as I can sure you won't !"
" Sister Fathi is cool ..!"
" Sister is not cool, because I used to think with brother put themselves by their side, sister can feel so they and try to reconcile, but brother betrayed, sister, they do not want to see from the side of the brother and try to feel like a sister, they do not care the feelings of the brother. Even amih really want them to be with , brother like just a display, like a display, sister feels just because of sister's status as Kayla's mother they still retain sister . If not maybe the brother has crashed . Brother held on because of Kayla. Although it seems Kayla does not need a sister because there is Mala who takes care of her. Brother who needs him as sister's excuse to live . " Fathi divorced tears, Risma and her cousin had been unable to hold back tears.
" Why are you crying?. have fallen asleep yuk, please turn off the lights yes ."
Fathi sleeps with Risma on top, Puji and his two cousins sleep under a thick mat .
Fathi could not close his eyes.
He was determined to ask Hasbi to move out of this house, let him go. This house, after all, provides bad memories for him.
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