
As usual, I woke up in the morning and checked the clock that had shown at 6:21 a.m. But because of my soy sauce last night I woke up a little longer than usual.
Finish the morning shower, and wear clothes that were dried last night. I continue to cook breakfast for both of us, at this time it seems like Jenny is still sound.
I'll wake up when I'm done cooking.
Today's menu is toast with slices of beef and scrambled eggs flavored with black pepper and salt. I made two large portions.
Had wanted to directly eat rice and side dishes rendang or something, but I felt too heavy for breakfast.
"Good morning, dear... What are you cooking" it comes with a face that is still half drowsy.
"I made this" Two large portions of toast on top of it were slices of beef, there was a scramble egg and a few slices of chickpeas and carrots that had been boiled first.
His eyes were fixed on the food I was serving at the dinner table.
"Heh.. Main origin comot. Wash your face first.." I prevented his hands from taking the snippet on his plate.
"Ih.. stingy".he immediately washed his face in the sink.
This morning it seemed bright there were no black clouds hanging in the sky. There was only a white cloud in the light of the soothing morning sunlight.
We enjoyed the meal after falling asleep all night due to fatigue.
"Sorry baby, you're sleeping on the couch" Jenny said, enjoying every bite of my cooking.
"It's normal, no need to worry about the important thing is that there are enough blankets". Answer thus.
"Where are you planning today?" Holidays like this usually Jenny spend time with her friends until late at night. I'm just making sure, if he doesn't have a show, I'll take him somewhere.
"none. Today is empty, if you?".
"Actually, I want to take you on the road today.There's a place I want to go to" Jenny listened intently to my invitation. "Come, I'm coming". Answer without a second thought.
"Are you sure you want to come?" my question was answered with a nod that convinced him that he agreed to go together.
"alright.. We'll be leaving at 9".
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"Honey.. This is a burial area" he bergidig afraid because it entered the cemetery area is very spacious and quiet of visitors.
"Why? you scared?". I asked a little mocking him, since he got off the bike he kept holding my hand.
"What the hell, don't" he got stronger holding my hand as he continued walking towards block F towards the tomb of my parents and grandfather.
"It's my parents' second wedding anniversary right on June 21, I usually come here on Mom's Dad's birthday or their wedding anniversary" I show Jenny their funeral home.
"Dad.. I. Introduce this Jenny my future wife". I said to them and introduced Jenny.
He looks blushed embarrassed when I introduce, there is a red hue on his white face.We sit tight in the navel while plucking the grass a little high so that the grave remains clean.
"Greetings to Om.. Aunt.., I'm Jenny Shean's boyfriend, please bless her for both of us".
"Of.. Aunt, Shean has helped me a lot, and I have troubled him a lot.
Jenny hugged my body, there was a little bit of haru whacking us both. It's too bad my father and mother couldn't watch me be happy with the woman I've chosen.
Maybe you're feeling sorry for me who's been out of high school since my parents left. Unlike her who grew up living among the upper class, without needing to think much about the future.
For me, when everyone left, all I could do was to get out of the mess and survive in a big city like Jakarta. Hard struggle that I went through, armed with the money from the donation of relatives I tried to connect my life and try to be able to complete the study until the completion of college to become a bachelor.
I can never forget all the bitter and sweet experiences I had in those days.
Mr. Sudirman is one of those angelic hearted people who want to help desperate men like me, since 3rd grade High School I work part-time in the afternoon until evening with a salary of 2 million per month.
Thanks to his encouragement, and all his advice, I can be what I am today, though sometimes there are times when I cannot and complain. He was also the one who invited to talk on the sidelines of work when the atmosphere of the cafe was a little quiet.
"Just cry if it makes you better, but after that you have to get up and try to make all the wishes and all the hopes come true". He said at that time when I was in a bad position.
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"Where are you after this?" ask me to Jenny who is still silent does not talk as much as usual.
"As far as you are, I'll come along.
"OK deh..".
I took it to the debt mangrove in the northern city there beautiful scenery in the afternoon.
"I just found out there is a place as beautiful as this" He spoke to himself when he saw the mangrove forest from a distance.
Motor matic butut me parking in a special parking lot two-wheeled vehicles. It seems that there are not many visitors this afternoon, seen from the empty parking lot this vast.
We went down and bought tickets for 20 thousand rupiah per person.we walked down a wooden bridge made of mangrove wood arranged along the 200 meter stretch through two forests.
Some visitors seem to be enjoying the scenery while opening the provisions that have been prepared from home, look happy highlight.
Not to forget we also bought some snacks and drinks to enjoy the natural beauty that can not be found in any Jakarta area, it's just here and we're lucky to be able to come at a time when there aren't many visitors even though it's Saturday night Sunday.
We sat in an old gazebo whose wood had been porous but still sturdy not rickety when we sat down. The atmosphere is calm and the breeze from the direction of the sea is so delicious and comfortable.
Jenny leaned on my shoulder and closed her eyes. He seemed to be enjoying this atmosphere that he had never gotten. However, I prefer outdoor activities, malls and so on, I do not like it because what I see is just that, boring and on the beach or on the mountain I am like a free man, can breathe fresh air, enjoy the beauty of nature and all the fatigue like lost instantly.
"Why do you, baby.." I said to him who was still resting on my shoulder.
"none.. It's just......" He didn't continue his sentence for what reason.
"I don't need to be pitied, I've been strong enough to face everything alone all this time, and now there's you, I'm grateful to have an understanding boyfriend and want to be serious about getting married".
I said so that he would not have to grieve over what had happened in my life.
"Past.. I often complain, especially when my mother died, the atmosphere at home so different. Father became more silent as if he did not care for his children".
"After hearing your story and visiting your family's grave, I blamed myself. I've always vehemently denied Dad's wishes, and many more that I shouldn't have done to him. I'm much luckier than you, but I....."
"Haha... Let the past pass, you still have tomorrow and so on. At least you've realized and can fix everything since today, don't you?".
"Yes you are right, please guide me to the future, baby.." he asked, I kissed his forehead and agreed to his request.
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