Strong Women's
The Part 134
"I'll go, I said farewell to Bagas.
"I'll come with you, I'm sorry I didn't defend you well. Say bagas with a guilty face to me. Well received in this big house is just a dream for me, I was very well humiliated at this party. I dared myself to come along to attend the party invitation that her mother gave me. Hoping for this to be a good start to this relationship, the fact is that I gave myself up to be humiliated like this.
"Don't this be your family's party so you have to stay here, I said to the bagas who kept following me. I have worked hard to persuade and seduce so that the bagas can make up and go back to this big house, I can't ruin the happiness I see on the face with her dad just because I didn't treat her well in this house. It's been more than two weeks of bagas back to his house and bagas re-run his family company. Our relationship is still the same as before, I work part-time after college and we still meet each other when the bagas has free time.
"I'll come see you after this show is over, said Bagas while kissing my forehead leading me out the side door because I don't want to meet anyone from this party. My steps became very slow and heavy along with the pain that became a burden on my mind. I can no longer cry when I walk around this corner alone. Still very imagined mother was to recognize me as a shameless mistress and ensnare her child so forget everything. He treats me as if the woman is only in need at any given moment and can be replaced by another woman. It all got so heavy when I started to believe that things got better when I received my mother's hug that night, I hope he will change according to the promise he made to me in front of the bagas and also his husband. Sure enough he addressed his liking to me when the bagas were near him, but when the bagas left I was still the same as yesterday only became a joke for him.
Only the son I had left to hide from this pain, this man heartily gave me a room behind the cafe where I cried. We've become more familiar since he helped me hide my little failed escape plan. Where's andrew? everybody asked me. We both decided to keep our distance to think seriously about each other's feelings. Not completely away andrew occasionally keep visiting me dikaffe and we still exchange messages. Andrew gave me time to decide for myself about my increasingly torturous relationship. And I tried to give myself time to try to maintain my relationship with Bagas. Almost everyone we know knows about the news of my relationship with a bagas that did not get blessing.
The social environment of the Bagas family sometimes became a burden to me when they came to the cafe and only made me as an insult because I worked as a waiter.
"Can you take me home? I said that surprised my son.
"You fight with the bagas? ask the son who is used to my careless attitude.
"You don't want me to ask for anything else, I said.
"Who said I don't want to wait in the parking lot I'll close my room. Guman son with a laugh, this man is willing to entertain me sometimes looks cute but he is always willing to give his precious time to this girl like me.
"Can we stop by to buy something, ask my son to see some tempting food stands.
"Eat whatever you want, mutter the son who sat with me to finish the food I ordered.
"Wait here like someone's following us? the nervous looking son. I already knew first that there was someone who had deliberately followed these few days.
"Had he been just someone from the bagas family, I was tired. My grunts stopped the son who wanted to chase after the man.
"You've always been treated like this? bagas know? why are you silent. My son's words made me feel fragile by my own choices.
"She will also never be able to stop her mother unless I choose to leave, I said as I carried the son away from the crowd. The son became silent without a word after listening to my words just now. As usual, she is a good listener and does not act aggressively to express her anger.
Bagas looked angry when he came to me the next day. He brought a colored map and threw it at me. Never before had he treated me like this, did he vent his anger on me without letting me defend myself in the slightest. I haven't even opened the map yet but I've been blamed for what I don't know yet. Bagas did not let me say a single word even he blamed the fate of our relationship that never got blessing even though he had tried to return to his family.
"Enough gas, please let me know where my fault is until you get this angry at me. Shouts me who can't stand it.
"Have I ever been angry when you couldn't be contacted? am I also angry when I see you sitting at one table with Helena while I sit alone at another table. My words that can't hold my own anger.
"Don't delay sera, this has nothing to do with helena. This is all because of your open attitude with other men. Why do you blame others. Guman bagas with rough.
"Where did you get these photos? ask me who did not expect a map contains all my activities outside.
"Someone sent her to the office, if you were me you would be the same as me right now, a mutter who still blames me.
"At least you can ask me first, why did you come and insult like this. Saying that I do not want to give up accepting a good attitude.
"It's not about insulting sera, you're overreacting. I'm just angry because you're too close to other men. Screaming while pulling my arm violently.
"If I treat you in public like this isn't that just as embarrassing to you? ask me.
"I've said stop working I am able and more than enough to support you even though you have fun. Spoke of gas yelling at me.
"Why should I ask that I myself be able to make money, I muttered while releasing such a powerful bagas hand trap on my wrist.
"You are stubborn, said Bagas getting angry.
"You know someone's following me but you just shut up and let it go. Are you glad I was treated like that? say me.
"He won't hurt you so just let him. Even if he's a mommy or helena man, it won't matter if you don't do things that will make you look ugly in front of my family. Screaming with hurtful words.
"Why do I always have to be quiet and accepting. Why can't you stop your mother? I said while shouting.
Plakkc....
The slap I never imagined, today I got it from the man I love so much.
"Happy? if you don't believe me that much, we better split the gas. Say me while holding the pain from the slap that the bagas gave me. Bagas looked different from coming home to the big house but I didn't think he would be this rude to me.
Seriate.....