Strong Women's
The Part 142
After a few weeks I began to accept the fact that there were lives to think about, the son became more familiar with us because he was seen more often with me plus andrew who recently kept coming to interfere with my work time. Andrew's attitude that is easily changeable makes me a little withdrawn because I do not want to continue to be involved with an erratic attitude. I just pass day by day in the hope that tomorrow will be better than today. The son who taught me to be more mature faced with this problem. I started working back at the cafe with certain hours that I had agreed with my son so as not to interfere with my pregnancy condition. Andrew also did not want to lose he continued to come to me regardless of my dislike because he continued to interfere.
Call to some majors in economics school year xxx to come immediately to the administration room.... Several times the call was heard mentioning some of the names of the students who were also called.
"What is scholarship? time to re-apply? ask Nisa who does not really know the business of scholarship because even though she is smart she never wants to apply for a scholarship because her family is capable enough to finance her.
"Help me copy this saa, I go first. I hurried to the room where we were going to gather. Sure enough this is a student problem that has fallen time for renewal most students who come in fate with me only expect this scholarship to still be able to attend school on this prestigious campus. We are in a race to get a high score to get some money to survive.
"For any reason please wait in the rector's room, said the officer.
"Why am I not the other one? ask me.
"There must be a date sign directly with the rector so please wait inside. My footsteps became heavy entering a room that not just anyone could come in and out, of course, plus that the rector who was forced was the parent of the son who was the owner of the campus where I now study.
"Sit down and please take a look at this, you can choose one of them. Said the head rector gave me some maps containing a selection of universities outside. Of course I don't really understand the brief explanation he gave. My eyes only looked around while looking at this middle-aged man still busy struggling on some files scattered on his desk, he said, his face was as handsome as his with their son's almost indistinguishable if only the rector did not show his white hair.
"There is something you have chosen, said the rector who approached and sat with me.
"But what is this, sir? I don't understand yet, I said curiously.
"It's all the universities that will house you with scholarships. Said the rector while choosing some special university recommendations from him.
"Son hasn't told you? you get a scholarship to study abroad. Said the rector gave me a large map containing various information on this particular scholarship.
"If you can help me choose, I'd be happy if you entered between these two universities. Not a playful choice pick me universities that are in the back of Australia.
"You don't bother there is still a month before the departure date for scholarship recipients to start in the new season there son, son, said the man gave me some brief explanations about all these sudden things. This is not a great opportunity in my life but all too quickly makes me touch what to act like.
"The color of this problem is finished father will give you time to make choices that are definitely difficult because this is for your future right. Say this rector with a smile that looks authoritative. His smile kept on leaning towards me made me stiff and hard to say, I was so scared when I looked into those sparkling eyes.
"Now you will speak as a parent representing my son who is very troublesome, said the middle-aged man who suddenly became more serious than before.
"Father has heard all the events that happened to you and the son has also explained everything to the father. This old man with such a firm voice. My breath became heavy as I slowly heard the voice of this middle-aged man becoming more resolute and suppressive.
"Sebenatar sir let me explain first, this is not all the son's fault. My words were immediately broken with a rebuttal by this authoritative man.
"Father knows everything apart from this either because of your wishes or because of an accident or whatever it is. The baby is already present between you and it's not her fault and she's a blessing to both of you. The middle-aged man's mumbling surprised me because he knew of my pregnancy. My eyes twitched withstanding the cry that I could no longer endure, the man's voice was so soft and the wise words made me unable to even resist every word that came out of his lips.
"Son asks father and mother to bless you, at first I could not accept all of this but seeing him on his knees asking for our blessing made the father melt he was honest and willing to be responsible for his actions. And how will I bear to let my son be a scapegoat for my own mistakes, hearing him so sincerely self-improve and destroy the trust of his parents further made me curse myself for this misery.
"So whenever you want your father to come to your house and propose to you immediately, said the middle-aged man while holding my trembling hand.
"Sir let me and the son who solved this problem myself, I am very grateful and very grateful you want to pay attention to me but I beg you to let us decide for ourselves sir, I said while apologizing for my mistake that caused trouble to his family.
"Please don't be like that, son, you know maybe you are offended because the beginning of the father can not accept your behavior but you realize that responsibility is more important than this shame, you will give your grandchildren and family successors so please do not kneel like this. Said this middle-aged man softly.
"Father understands you definitely need some time, so take the best time possible and please take good care of the granddaughter of the father, said the middle-aged man, gently brushing my hair. It was the first time we met but his attitude was so kind to me, it could have been that he pushed me away from the son but the fact he was embracing me so warmly.
"Why did my father force me to come, said the son who seemed to grumble when he had just arrived.
"Seraaaa, said the surprised son when he saw me crying in front of his father.
"I told you to let your own son talk to you, Dad why take the chance. Said the son who was arguing with his father.
"Father also has the right to dong for the grandson of the father so the father acts quickly, said the middle-aged man smiling in response to the child. My son's hand was holding my hand tightly, he must have felt the coldness of my hands because of the fear that suddenly attacked me at this time because every speech his father made me feel more guilty and become a useless person.
"Why did you become my gossip, I hate you so much. I said very angry to my son.
"Who said that seraa, I told you I would be the father of the child so accept the reality. The son shouted at me.
"Can you kiss me? will you be able to sleep with me after you find out there's someone else's baby in my body? don't be crazy son. My words that come back against the son with emotion.
"Can, I'll do it now if you want, the boy's mummy is closing in on my face.
"You will waste the rest of your life if you choose to be with me. Said I was trying to wake the son.
"I can't leave you alone, I love you so much. The son whispered to me.
"Don't you fool Putaka, my life is ruined I won't be able to bear any more sins if I have to drag you into my distress. I cried in the arms of this man. I can't imagine him giving up his future just to help a stupid girl like me, in fact he willingly admitted this baby was his property in front of both of his parents without hesitation.
"Don't keep crying it's not good for your content, calm down we'll talk about this after you calm down. Said the son who carried my limp body because he kept crying.
"It's all because of this baby, why he had to come with me why I had to endure all this alone. Say it while pounding my stomach pretty tight.
"Seraaa, shouted the son waiting for me.
"I don't care if my son kills himself if I can't abort him, I can't bear all this. I said back beating my stomach while struggling.
"He can be in pain, you don't be like this he also deserves to live. The son clasped my hands together so that I would not hurt myself again. The son hugged me tightly and was full of warmth, many times he tried to calm me down but I still kept fighting back.
"Don't be crazy raa, maybe this is the only way for you raa, said Vina who helped try to calm me. This fate is so cruel to me. I had to feel this shame and pain all at once, my mind was struggling to find out about this baby but on the other hand I didn't want to be together just because of this baby. I'm pretty sure that night's incident with my son made you lose faith in me because I betrayed him.
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Happy reading dear, may you all always be with the author who still has many shortcomings this*.