Strong Women's
The Part 141
"You look happier after betraying me? said the bagas who accidentally crossed paths with sera in the campus when going to pick up helen. Sera who first saw the bagas pretended not to see the man by walking on without turning her head.
"I'm talking to you, seraa, ruman bagas while chasing me. My face paled as my arm could be caught by the bagas.
"You deliberately stayed away from me? I should have done that and you should have come after me to get my forgiveness.
"For what? it's not you who've ended it so I don't have to explain anything to you. Said me trying to look okay.
"You enjoyed every second with the son? how does it taste? you like her better than me? his passion is higher than mine? ask Bagas with a tone of harassing me.
"Please don't be like this, I also need a quiet life you throw me away so I have the right to be close to whoever I want, my mummy tries to stay away.
"You who betrayed me and not me, why are you turning the facts. Spark steam that increasingly tightens its grip.
"Is that your assessment of me? so why are you still treating me like this you could just ignore me right, please let go. My words that can hardly breathe when close to the bagas. I still can't forget anything we've been through together in an instant. Even though I hate him so much right now but I also can't eliminate the taste that is still left for him.
"You forgot everything we've been through with Sera? why are you treating me like this? ask bagas. Right now what I'm most afraid of is knowing my pregnancy, she can't know it this way or it will add to the problems between us.
"Bagass, cried Helena when she saw us.
"Let go of the bagas, I don't want to deal with your tigress, I said. Please let me go at least so I can breathe for a while. Your shadow alone scares me but you chase after me like this.
"Seraaaa, what a thrill to see me go.
"Why do you still want to deal with that damn woman, Helena said.
"So your mouth is helena, I came here because I had to. Spoke walked into the car regardless of helena.
"Go home I aja raa, said vina thrusting themselves because saw sera so weak these days.
Tinn....
The sound of a car horn that had been waiting for these three girls to come out of campus.
"Go to eat, will you? ask momo who surprised them.
"Damn loe moo makes a shock, nisa's mutter while pinching momo.
"You guys called no one answered. Say momo while opening the door for sera.
"Gue don't eat yes but I just want to, I said because it's not appetizing to eat.
"Eat what to raa, pity loe more limp so if not eat. Nisa speech shows a variety of tempting menus.
"Gue can't eat, I said while closing my eyes because I felt very dizzy. We spent this afternoon together but I'm the only one who wasn't excited at all because this condition tortured me.
"You guys saw sera? ask the son who deliberately contacted nisa to ask myself.
"We're out with momo again, don't worry he's with us. Speak nisa without further ado.
"Yeah, please force him to eat from yesterday he only drank milk. I will stop by when I go home to work later, said the son.
"Be careful put, said Nisa.
"The son will stop by after coming home from work raa, you are told to eat. Nisa said as she stroked her best friend's hair.
"You're getting closer? ask momo.
"I think the good son ko, he kept coming to force sera to eat he also noticed sera well. Vina.
"Gue agreed, at least there is still a sane man by our side. Nisa laughed while pinching momo.
"Gue's sane, I didn't offer myself because I knew I wouldn't want to be with me. He has his own feelings for others. Momo said in self-defense. Along the way I just smiled at the behavior of those who tried to comfort me.
"Call me raa if there needs something or I sleep here aja yes, said nisa when lowering me in front of the house.
"Seraa, said slowly a man who got out of the car. The figure I didn't want to see other than this bag appeared to surprise me.
"Why are you here dreww, I said slowly and gave a distance between us.
"I just miss you, said Andrew with his shabby face. She lied once she said that, that night she was so eager to blame me without even listening to my explanation.
"Go home jordi will be waiting for you, I will also come in. Say it with a flat face. Why did he have to come back after I tried to forget everything.
"Is your diet okay, are you healthy? why do you look pale, said Andrew.
"I won't answer all that but as you can see I'm fine this time, come home draww I'm tired. My words that can't stand the andrew face that keeps looking worried about me.
"Why do you still live here? are you shameless still living in the house given by an ex-lover who has left you. Andrew said in a satirical tone.
"It's none of your business, I'm like this I'll spend all your possessions if you were my partner before. My offended with his words. I had thought about leaving this house full of memories but moved without preparation I also did not dare plus my finances were depleted because I had not worked again. Sometimes I am so happy when they invite me to eat because it helps me reduce the burden of spending but with my condition like this sometimes I even spend more money to comply with my wishes suddenly appeared.
"Putaaa, my mumbling when I saw this man back waiting for me.
"You have long ago raa, my legs until the pain of sitting folded here, said the son.
"Why are you here? there need to what? ask me.
"I brought you this, do not forget to be heated first raa. Said the son again gave me the food he deliberately brought.
"You saw me with andrew? ask me because I'm sure my son sees me quite clearly.
"Yeah I see you guys, come in first eat after that rest raa. Said the son who was being sweet toward me.
"Putraa can you help me find a new place to live but not too expensive I don't have enough money. Say it while leaning on my bedroom door.
"You want to move out of here? but why is this so close to your campus. Ask son.
"But the bagas that pay for this I fear he will come and throw me out at any time put, I said with a little smile so that the son did not ask anything else.
"Well I'll find a place for you, now you come in don't forget to eat my mother who made this. Said the son while rubbing my shoulder gently.
The next day.......
"Why are you here, Raaa? asked the surprised son when he saw me enter his room.
"I need another put job at home I'm just lying down.
"But your condition will be pregnant young raa, if you have anything I will be very guilty. Said the son who wasn't happy to see me back at work.
"I need this son, I promise I'll be more careful when working anyways if anything happens I won't blame anyone. He shouldn't have come with me. I said ketus.
"Sera I don't like hearing you like this, he's not wrong why you blame him for all this bad luck. Said the son who suddenly scolded me quite viciously.
"Adult is a little seraa, if you really feel burdened you should have left the bagas instead of just silence like the undead. Ketus' son.
"Why are you scolding me, said I who feel guilty because the words of the son are true.
"You make me angry like this, why do you always blame that innocent baby. Which is insulting to you because you present it in this kind of situation. The words of the son who even kicked the table and got angry.
"Be mature, don't continue like this you can still have other options to survive. Guman son left me crying because he could not bear to hear all his words.
None of the words of my son made me angry or humiliated. Everything he said was true, I was guilty. But I'm looking for a justification for my own mistakes. I could accept this condition but I continued to resist and tormented her. It should have felt this sadness and joy but we had to part in this sad way. I didn't even dare to tell the truth about this baby because I was afraid that Bagas wouldn't take it for granted after my incident with my son a few weeks ago.
"May I have you but I will not be able to give you a decent life with the current job. I said as I stroked this stomach where there were other lives living in my body.
Seriate....