Strong Women's
Part 45's
A warm breath felt on my face, as I slowly opened my eyelids a handsome face was right in front of me. The face of the man who made me give up everything I had, I caressed the handsome face of this man. I really liked everything inside this man, not just his beautiful face, his gentle attitude towards me, repeatedly I made her disappointed with my naughty behavior going to the club with my best friend but she always tried to understand even though sometimes she would also be angry with me. Bagas always cares about the problems I have repeatedly he helps me.
She always gave me freedom in living my life, I realized she didn't really like my current job as a nanny. But he was trying to understand my decision even though he might have to suppress the turbulent emotions within him. Bagas gave me a place to take shelter, his wide wings always protected me from the magnitude of the strong wind that hit me. This man gave almost his entire self to me without me even asking for it.
I remember the first time we met while we were in school. Bagas was a famous basketball team leader at our school. His beautiful parasites are very attractive to women at school, he is so friendly to anyone near him. The type of loving man I realized when I saw him helping a little boy who was about to cross in front of the school. Every basketball game that takes place in the field will certainly be filled with women who want to see the ball to compete. And do not miss my friends who also always watch the game of Bagas. Sometimes I also enjoy the match but I pass it more often because I myself am not preoccupied by my club voly activities.
Bagas was also seen several times watching my club activities, he sometimes came alone or with his three best friends. Sometimes I feel annoyed at the presence of the bagas in the field because he even became the center of attention of my club members. Who would not be tempted to see a handsome and popular man sitting next to us, I also sometimes glance at him but I do not dare to expect more because our status is clearly different.
Rumors of the bagas were a respected family kid never heard from me, but all that was not seen when I saw the bagas coming to work at a caffe near the school. He seemed to enjoy working there, not seeming shame or anything when he worked just a wide smile that continued to be seen on his handsome face. Maybe that's also what makes him very liked by many people including myself.
Maybe sometimes I get very selfish because I always attach great importance to my pleasure. Forcing my will that sometimes goes against her. Never before have I seen Bagas so angry about the thing I wanted, he was so dismissive when I asked permission to work with andrew. But he tried to accept my decision with a big heart. Maybe he felt fear for me who would be tempted by another man and that I could not deny. And I wouldn't blame the attitude that was against me back then because for a while now I felt my heart start to move a little in a direction that it shouldn't. I wish I was just moved by the little boy I always miss, not because of anything else.
Bagas who is currently always preoccupied by his new job, even going to college is very rarely done. The intensity we met was reduced. It could be days even for a few weeks we could not meet because we were too busy going to work. I can only support all his activities and try to understand it as a form of sacrifice I will he who always understands my behavior. Although sometimes I miss it very much, but I am afraid to demand more because of that I prefer to work to forget a little bit about my longing.
Time and time again I got word of a bagas that was walking with several different women. But I tried to be quiet because I was afraid of the truth. I'm just trying to give my confidence to the bagas. The man who always made me number one in his life.
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