Strong Women's
The Part 139
"Raa I know you are inside, please open the door I beg you, said the son who kept coming to try to meet the excommunicated sera.
"Sera had just left with a suitcase, said a neighbor next to the room. This man rushed down the street hoping to still be able to meet with the sera who might just run away. Repeatedly the son came and hoped to meet sera but sera continued to avoid the son and ignored the son who tried to meet him.
"Seraa, said the son who was trying to greet sera who was sitting at a stop not far from the area of his house.
"Why are you here, Put? asked sera who was surprised when she saw the son coming with an irregular breath.
"Where are you going? why are you ignoring my calls? ask the son who wants to listen to the explanation of the sera.
"I'm going home to visit my family, I don't have to report my activities to you, do I? my grumble with a little bit of a bitch.
"Don't lie where you're going, I come many times but you always ignore me. Said the angry looking son.
"Wasn't I told you not to leave me alone, but why did you keep coming? said I'm ketus.
"You don't have to pay attention to girls like me put, I'm fine. You have to live well. My grunts while smiling a little. This man ignored the sera and chose to accompany the girl to sit for a while.
"You don't believe me then come with me. I said because I couldn't bear to see the son who was so attentive to me.
"Can you? am I not going to bother you? the young man suddenly lost his confidence. He was the second man I brought to see my parents who lived apart from me. Our trip took approximately four hours by car owned by the son. The rain accompanied our journey.
"You're planning to tell your mom about this pregnancy? ask the son who broke my daydream.
"No, I will keep this hidden no matter what happens, I said in a raucous voice.
"You look very pale raa, your weight is also like it's shrinking. Said the son who was right there was his. Since this pregnancy, my portion of food is reduced than usual, even I can not touch my favorite sweet food. I could only eat a piece of fruit and a few glasses of milk that I forced in. This pregnancy made me so weak and had nosebleeds more often. The portion of my sleep was messy all night I woke up and the morning I could just close the eyes if not awakened by nausea that is very disturbing.
"You took your medicine yesterday? remember your baby really needs that intake. Speak with attention to the son.
"I told you I haven't decided on this pregnancy yet so please don't scare me any more. My girl because she doesn't want to think about anything else but meeting my mother.
"Wear this raa jacket, your shirt is too thin raa for the size of a pregnant person. Said the son who instead switched the conversation.
"Before the house stopped by to buy something there was something I wanted to put, I said while thinking about the various fruits that I really wanted to eat. This man just smiled and obeyed all my will without asking much. It's not so much fun that it's a bagas that meets all my will but I'm even afraid to talk about this pregnancy to her. More than a week since that incident we have not seen each other or even exchanged news. Every now and then I hear the news of the bagas coming to campus to pick up Helena amid the news of our separation that has been raised because of the helena that spread it.
Envy of course enveloped me, I wanted to be noticed in times like these. But circumstances made me feel all alone. His taste I want to thrash out loud voicing my broken feelings when the bagas left me just like that, I lost someone who loved me so much, I gave him a deep wound. The gaze of the eyes that I cannot forget the most until now coupled with every word that was thrown to insult me even though I know he said it because of the circumstances that are forcing.
"Get in first put like his my parents are still outside. This simple house is what I always miss.
"I'll stay at a hotel near here, ra, I don't want to disturb your quiet time. Say a sad son to enter this house.
"I'm more at ease when you're here only you know how I am. I told my son to stay in this house.
"Who is this? like it's not bagas. Said my mother who was used to the presence of the bagas.
"He's mom's son he's accompanying me here, sit down ma'am must be really tired. My words that I want to spend time with these two parents. My father didn't respond much to our conversation, but I knew he would be very happy to see me coming home.
"Putra come here sit here why you just stand up, I said while pulling the son who had just stood there just standing. I spent a few moments talking to my mother, taking out all the longings that could not be conveyed.
"You're with sera now? ask my father suddenly to my son.
"I really like sera more than anything, said the son firmly replied to my father without hesitation.
"Sera is stubborn but he is a good boy and also independent, maybe it just takes time for him. Said my father who sat with the son.
"I will continue to try to take care of Sera, said the son who tried to convince my parents.
"Help him when he's in trouble because I'm far away and he's not the kind of kid who wants to trouble others but he definitely needs help, my dad said.
"I will do anything for you sir, I promise. Say the son seriously.
"Why are you so expensive sitting here? ask the son who saw me sitting at the side by himself.
"I just enjoy my time, I said flatly.
"Wear this you can be sick with the condition now, said the son gave me a blanket.
"Have you gotten results from the hospital? I said, asking hesitantly.
"Ra I know this is not the right time but please let me accompany you until you decide this situation, I can not live restlessly thinking about you continuously, raa, said the son while holding my hand.
"It's not your fault so you don't have to bear his son, I don't want to ruin your life your future is worth more than mine.
"Give me time and opportunity I will prove I am worthy to be with you, said the son in earnest.
"Why are you the one who should be dragged along with me, I said crying in the arms of the son.
"I'm so scared how can I hold this baby? how do I explain when anyone asks about her dad, I'm so scared of put. My sobbing grunts shrieked the contents of my very chaotic feelings.
"This baby is mine, you don't have to fear anything else. Said the son trying to convince me of his decision to make me his.
Seriate........