Strong Women's
Part 135's
Flashbacks....
Bagas turned into a stubborn person and always forced his will. Not infrequently he became a figure who lightly hands on me, even he became arrogant and irritable. He constantly tortures me by taking me to his family meetings that never take me well.
"I told you sera don't try to stay away when dinner is started, the gas was screaming at me.
"Are you blind? there's not a single eye I want to be there. Please don't force it anymore. My grunts while feeling annoyed.
"That's their business, your job is to accompany me wherever I am. Say the bagas while gripping my arm roughly.
"Helena can do it all well don't get me involved with this. My guman is back against such a stubborn bagas. Bagas who was already frightened with anger took me to a room in one corner of his house. His rough grip was painful. This man forced me to take off my shirt violently, fondling aggressively. His hands have touched every inch of my body, the sigh of the gas is very clear in my ears. My cry could not assuage his intention of stripping away every single strand of clothing attached to my body. The thrashing was hindered by the hand of the bagas in my mouth. It was very clear from this kiss that Bagas had drunk an alcoholic drink that might have affected his rude actions on me tonight.
"I'm not going to apologize for our relationship tonight, I know you purposely avoided me every time I asked you for this. Guman bagas while giving me a towel to clean myself. I regret my actions that are provoking Bagas so that this sin is repeated.
After all that happened I was so scared when I met Bagas. The look in her eyes and all her normal-looking behavior made me imagine the events of that night when she forced me violently. Every time we met I was so afraid Bagas would force and treat me harshly back.
"Seraaa, andrew greets me as I begin to ponder with my own thoughts.
"Come jordi is waiting for you, andrew who brought me to the jordi who was playing in the park.
"Dreww can I just sit down, I'm tired today. My grunts who could not bear to see the sunlight were so stinging because we had been playing since morning. This time I managed to get a bagas permit to meet with jordi, so I used this time as well as possible to play spending time with jordi. Maybe this is one of my ways to escape the bagas, for a moment I feel like I'm a prisoner of every activity I have to report to him. At first I felt it was just his possessive attitude towards me that would last a while but his attitude was getting more and more entangled with me until sometimes I deliberately resisted.
"You're pale ra, andrew's grunts touched my hair gently. This is the kind of attitude I need right now. Again and again I became a woman who wanted another man besides the man I had right now.
"Don't be like this drew, my grunts while smiling faintly at andrew.
"Have you read that article? ask andrew.
"You look harmonious, my laughter to cover my jealousy that saw the photo when Andrew took a beautiful woman in a business meeting that involved all the business people in this city also attended including the bagas. At that time Bagas also persuaded me to join as his partner but he did not know his mother came to me and threatened me by using the scholarship I was applying for.
"Don't just talk raa until now my feelings are still the same for you, said Andrew while pinching my arm.
"He's one of my current friends and business associates, we're friends from the middle bench so we look very familiar. Andrew tried to explain the situation at the time.
"You don't have to explain dreww, it's your right to be with whoever you want to be. My fake smile once again showed to cover my sloppiness seeing their closeness had been established for quite a while.
"Your relationship is okay? andrew asked who might have heard some of the things that had happened in the cafe.
"I'm still trying with things that will definitely not go well, I said.
"So what are you going to do? need a vacation or need someone else? said Andrew who kept teasing me.
"I just need some time where I'll give up myself. But why are you offering me a man? is there a charming friend of yours? ask me a little joke.
"I'm offering myself not another man, don't expect much sera. Andrew said he grabbed my ear and went to get to the jordi who was playing with his nanny. Glad of course when I hear andrew who can still tease me but there are other things that I should be afraid of right now.
"You've met her enough? the sound of the gas surprised me as I was leaving.
"Where do you know I'm here? I asked annoyed because at the end of it I knew it was good to also tell someone to follow me. Monitoring all the activities I do makes me feel more uncomfortable not only his family now he also treats like a resistant who should not make the slightest mistake.
"You've given me permission, so why are you so angry like this. I was upset when I saw the bagas like I didn't care about my opinion.
"Don't make me angry you know the consequences when I'm provoked by emotions, right? that was a human looking at me with his cynical smile.
"Why raa? andrew approached me. The gazes of these two men clashing against each other implied dislike. I tried to keep Andrew out of trouble and chose to give it to myself.
"I'm going home from here with the dreww bagas, tomorrow I'll come see jordi. Saying farewell to the same Andrew, he's not willing to let me go. Andrew must be disappointed that I left him and chose to be with him but letting him continue to be involved with my problems is also not a good thing I will only give bad memories when I am go awayl.
"Why does your face look unhappy? I brought you so that you would get to know my family more, the drum bagas who again invited me to dinner with a number of close relatives.
"I'm not feeling well today gas, can I sit in the back yard? I muttered that trying to get away from the gaze of others who thought I was pathetic.
"You yourself are uncomfortable for what you came? asked Helena who came over to me and further ruined my mood tonight.
"Can we bother each other tonight? ask me because I'm not happy the calm I just felt now is broken because of him.
"You're the one who ruined the atmosphere tonight, look at all the important people in the upper class and who are you? said Helena who tried to bring up my status.
"Aaaaaaa, yelled helena. This girl is so resourceful that she deliberately set me up to humiliate me in front of everyone.
"What's going on? the mummy came to us both who were the center of attention.
"He was angry when I said the most entitled to the bagas because we were officially betrothed aunt, said Helena who tried to take the hearts of the Bagas family for this incident. And I'm still the same as before hoping that Bagas can defend me when this situation cornered me.
"I let you in because I appreciate her father's decision to give her some time to choose but you did evil to my son? asked Helena's parents to scold me without letting me defend myself.
"So this woman who chose the bagas really embarrassed the family name alone, said Helena's father berated me. No one defended me, not even my father who saw all the events just looked at me from a distance.
"I'm sorry but I'm sure it's just inadvertence, a rumour.
"You stupid bagas? this girl humiliated you. Guman mami bagas while cornering me.
"Mami can defend Helena that way I will also defend Sera because I'm sure she won't do such a stupid thing. The drum was firmly in front of everyone who was staring at us.
"Can't you retaliate or avoid? said good luck taking me away from this party.
"When have I had the chance to defend myself? my lethargic words are not excited.
"Why do you keep putting up events like that on you? are you intentionally seeking attention? say something that blames me.
"Why are you staring at me like that? ask the bagas who did not get my answer even got a cynical look from me.
"Let go of me gass, I can go home alone. My guman who doesn't like good-natured attitudes.
"You come home with me, you have no right to refuse me. The smell pulled me into the car.
Seriate....