Substitute Woman
Candour

During the examination at the hospital Ades looked so cold and talked to Dio and Kanaya. She was still confused by the figure of the little boy she had just met earlier, she was so very similar to her husband. Really very similar. He had to ask Dio for an explanation, did he know the woman named Ivanka earlier? Pain, surely that's what Ades is feeling now. Maybe it was just the past, yet it seemed difficult for him to accept.

"Mas, I want to ask you something" said Ades a little hesitant. She could not always silence her husband or be indecisive. Dio who felt the change of his wife was only giving time for Ades to improve his mood.

"Dear to ask what?" answer Dio gently. He did not want to add to his wife's mood even more messy.

"Mas knew the woman named Ivanka earlier" he asked directly with his face down. Gusar, that's how he feels. Fear of accepting the harsh reality for her life. He should have been happy, but now there was a storm coming down so great a rumble in his heart.

"Mas didn't actually know him" Dio took a breath and exhaled so heavily. Ades immediately looked into her husband's eyes after hearing his words. A glimmer of hope illuminated his heart.

"Do you want to hear my honesty, dear?" asked Dio who was a little hesitant about Ades' pregnant condition, she was afraid that it would shake her soul. So that it will have an impact on its content. He does not want Ades to experience things that he does not want. But anyway, he didn't lie to Ades.

"Tell me honestly, I'm ready to listen. I don't want any secrets between us" Ades realized that her husband now seemed overwhelmed. The worry from his face was so obvious, that Ades thought he should not be selfish. Must know all the truth from the mouth of the man who has now become his life companion.

"you have to promise, you will stay with me. By my side, accompany the rest of my life" Dio held and kissed Ades' hands. He really did not want to lose the figure of Ades who had filled his heart and colored his life. Moreover, his mother loved Ades very much, he felt his life was so perfect since he was with Ades. Ades simply nodded and smiled to answer Dio's question.

"I'm a sinful man, and I feel so contemptible".

"I.... I committed a great sin in the past" he said in tears as he recalled where he had committed the sin.

"I slept with a woman named Ivanka before" Dio's words were like a blasphemy that so painfully stabbed into Ades' heart. Although he tried to strongly accept it, but still sick. Somehow he feels now, it is difficult to explain even with just words.

"I was heartbroken and decided to go to the club, that's where I met him".

"We were both heartbroken and finally decided to spend the night together" Dio noticed a change in the look of Ades' grimacing face holding back the pain of the wound in the heart. Even though it was just a story back then still, it hurt.

"I didn't know his name at the time, we didn't know each other. When I woke up I was in a hotel room alone".

"So, we don't have a special relationship. Just spending the night together".

"It also happened because I was drunk" he said lirih felt bad to disappoint his wife.

"Had it been in my conscious state I wouldn't have done it" Dio now looked into Ades' eyes about the truth. If he doesn't lie.

"Then yes even though in a conscious state, still do not want to be loved well" said Ades a little shy.

"I'm very sorry, since then I decided to keep my distance from women. But since the first time I met you. I felt sure you were the rib that was created for me" Dio's words were able to melt away all the feelings that had enveloped his heart that was so painful. Such a sincere look of love from Dio always made him unable to hate or be angry at him.

"What if the child is your child?" Ades asked Dio's response about the little boy who had just met them.

"I'm up to you, if he's my son. Isn't it my duty to give her a living?" now Dio's asking questions for Ades. Although it sounds a little demanding, but he just wants Ades not to assume that he will not be responsible for the mistakes he did first.

"What about Ivanka?" Ades looks riled up to wait for an answer from Dio.

"He's none of my business or my responsibility. I never had any feelings for him. That night, a mistake. Not based on feelings, only controlling lust" Dio sounded so regretful that had happened between him and Ivanka. Now Ades was calmer after hearing all the truth from Dio's mouth. Initially difficult and sick, but along the way his thinking that is able to accept his heart can be reconciled.

Everyone has a past, whether it's bad or not depends on him or her now. Being a better person because you are aware of mistakes that have been made is better than always making the same mistakes for the umpteenth time.

***

"Ivanka invited me to meet at my hotel" said Adrian who was wearing his suit.

"Keep, what are you saying?" kanaya replied as she wrapped her beautiful hand on Adrian's waist. His hands down and fumbled the beautiful body of Adrian who always gives warmth in his sleep.

"I told you, I'll see him at eleven. It's better that you meet him, I deliberately made that promise to you dear" Kanaya was surprised by the remark made by Adrian. To him it feels strange.

"Why am I?" Kanaya was a little surprised by Adrian's words. He really did not want to see that woman. But playing with him again might be fun. Seeing the look on his scared face, what a happy sight.

"I love watching you scare Ivanka, with me it seems like she's not too scared. But with you he's really worried" Adrian said, cupping his cheeks. Beautiful and cute, like that Kanaya's face in Adrian's eyes.

"Why aren't you the only one who saw him? You have to make her more afraid of you than I am" Kanaya said of teasing Adrian.

"If I will not make him afraid, but only make him more passionate. You know for yourself how the charm of your handsome and seductive husband is" now Adrian who seduces Kanaya and directly attacks her lips. Gently grasp them. Passion, yes Kanaya always makes herself passionate if she is close to him. His desires were hard to control if they were just the two of them in such an intimate condition.

"Well I'm going to see Ivanka, I don't want you to attack her like this".

"This body is only mine, only for me" Kanaya hugged tightly onto Adrian's body as if they were going to be apart for so long.