
" What's dear?" Jia asked as she stroked her daughter's head.
" I hope you can find another man, not Wahyu who already has a wife." Valle said heart.
Instead of being angry, Jia smiled.
" Yes dear, before this happened Mama had intended to end her relationship with om Wahyu. Mama has realized if it's a mistake and will continue to be a mistake if kept dear. Mama is ashamed to have done contempt in front of you. Forgive your bad mama dear, Mama cannot be a good example for you. If you are an adult and married later, never imitate the actions of Mama who betrayed your father dear. Give your loyalty to your husband, and you must always keep that loyalty forever." Said Jia advising her daughter.
" It depends on how my husband behaves to me later Ma, if like papa I can't guarantee to give my allegiance to him." Valle.
" Papa's attitude is fine, even until now papa is always loyal and loves Mama. Only Mama is less grateful and less patient to face the cold attitude of your father Nak. Either way your father's a responsible man and loves the family." Jia said hiding the truth from Valle.
With Valle knowing her affair alone she is already hurt, and Jia is unwilling to add to the wound in Valle's heart by telling Valle what really happened to her papa. But Jia did not know that Valle already knew everything, because she had eavesdropped on what her papa had said earlier.
" Mama is too kind to papa, until Mama wants to cover up your mistakes by admitting your own mistakes." Valle.
Jia was sitting on the bed, and so was Vale. They throw one another's eyes.
" What do you mean, honey? My mother is wrong here. Mama who is heartless and has no heart for betraying your father." Jia was still trying to cover it up.
" What about what Dad did? Married Siri until her young wife gave birth to a child. Was that not the fault of his name?"
Jia was really surprised to hear Valle's words. He didn't know Valle knew everything. He could see the wounds Valle felt through his eyes.
" Are you eavesdropping on our conversation?" Jia asked to make sure.
" Yes Ma, after papa made a row I ran to Mama's room and I landed everything." Valle Sahut.
" Valle can feel the pain you're feeling right now." Valle shed tears.
Jia pulls Valle into his arms, he tries to calm Valle down but in reality he can't. He just went crying. Both of them were crying bitterly giving off sadness in his heart.
" I'm sorry dear, forgive us for hurting you. We didn't mean to hurt you, baby. Hix.. Mama didn't think before that what you did would hurt you.. My mom doesn't deserve to be a mother. Mama can not be used as a role model for this beloved Mama's daughter. You can't be a good wife and mother to both of you. If only Mama had more patience with your father's attitude, surely none of this would have happened dear. If only Mama could have been better at looking after your papa, surely your papa wouldn't have experienced something bad like this. Forgive my dear mother. Mama's really apologizing to you." Jia apologized to her daughter. She felt like she was a bad mother to Valle.
" Don't blame yourself Mama for not being the wrong Mama here, but Papa. If you can give more attention to Mama, Mama will definitely not move to another heart. And it's not Mama who has to take care of papa, but papa himself who has to take care of himself."
" Take care of yourself can not, instead of taking care of Mama but papa just ignore Mama. It's all because of papa's fault. I've hated papa my whole life, Ma." Valle clenched her hand tightly.
It was enough that her mother had been feeling depressed and restrained all this time. Valle would not let Jia feel any more pain, let alone anything more painful than this. Valle will make sure that Jia will split from Alex. She did not want Jia to suffer from having to receive honey and a child from her second husband.
Without them realizing it, Alex hears and sees what the brand is doing. He cried awkwardly while smothering his mouth so as not to be heard by the two room residents who were giving each other support. Alex is proud of Valle who is able to give her full support to her mother. Even if one day he and Jia will part ways in the end, he does not feel too worried about Jia because there is Valle, the child and friend who will always be beside him.
Alex returned to his room, packing his things into his suitcase which he used to get out of town. He was self-conscious enough not to force Jia again. Isn't this what he wanted? Didn't he want Jia to get another man better than him?
Alex feels there is no point in forcing his will, not only does Jia hate him but Valle as well. He did not want to make them both suffer. Moreover, Valle supports Jia's relationship with her lover that means that the man is much better than her.
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As planned, this morning Alex finished breakfast farewell with Jia and Valle. They were still sitting at the dining table relaxed.
" Valle." Call Alex to look at Valle.
" Hm." Valle Mumbled.
Alex understood that Valle only muttered that it was a sign that he was in a disappointed mode.
" Papa apologizes for hurting you and your mom. Papa knows you already know what happened between us. You're right baby, not the wrong Mama but Papa. Papa won't defend himself here because Papa was a bad person. Especially after the incident eight months ago, Papa's attitude towards your mama has become more and more to make your mama feel comfortable with another man." Alex breathed deeply.
" Papa's getting out of here, this house is yours. Papa will not take it, Papa hopes that after this we can still establish a family relationship like before. Maybe Papa will be your Mama's ex-husband, but Papa will never be your dear ex-Papa. Because before you get married, you still belong to Papa completely." Said Alex.
" And you are Jia." Alex turned to look at Jia, his beloved wife.
" I'm sorry I hurt you, but everything I said wasn't a lie. I did betray our marriage by marrying Ayu. But I never betrayed our love, because until now I only loved you. You are the only owner of this love and heart." Said Alex.
" I'm sorry, Mas." Jia looked at Alex with a soft look.
" It's not you who's wrong Jia, I'm the one who's wrong here. I should be the one to apologize to you. I-i'm sorry! I'm not leaving because I don't love you or because I don't want to be with you. But I left because I realized my mistake. I don't want to impose my will on us to stay together, because I know it will only hurt you. Take good care of yourself! And take care of our son. I'll wait for your divorce papers. But if you change your mind, I'll be very happy about it. Again, forgive me!" Said Alex.
Alex got out of his chair and passed from the kitchen to his room. Jia and Valle remain silent and are unable to resist Alex's departure. Both of them were saddened by everything that happened to their families.
Alex came out of the room dragging his suitcase. He looked at Jia and Valle in turn. He looked at the two they loved for quite a while, after which he soon passed from the house that had been a memory for thirteen years.
Jia looked at Valle, and vice versa. There was a deep sadness in their hearts but they tried to remain calm. Jia commented on the smile on her face, in reply to a smile by Valle.
Want as hard as they hide their sadness, in fact both power to hold tightness in his chest. When Valle hugged Jia, they shed tears. Jia never expected that the relationship she had been guarding all this time ended up here and in such an incredible way.
" I'm sorry, Mom! I'm sorry I'm not good at withstanding the storm that's hitting our household. I don't know why I'm catching this, I'm sorry!" Inner Jia.
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