
Jia looks silent, he is confused how to. Seeing that Alex felt disappointed, he left Jia to the bathroom to just wash his face to make it fresh again. Jia stared at his departure with a blank look, he really could not think what what. His heart and mind are opposite each other. On the other hand he wants to be happy, but his happiness is not with Alex anymore. But on the other hand he thought of Valle's fate. Really complicated thinking.
Drt... Drt...
Alex's phone on the nightstand rang an incoming call sign, Jia glanced at the illuminated phone screen that displayed the caller's current contact.
" Gondrongs." Name of the contact. Just a name without a profile picture.
Jia doesn't dare to raise him because he still values Alex's privacy. Especially from Alex's friends from his family alone Jia did not dare to lift because he thought they needed to be with Alex instead of with him, if they needed to with Jia would definitely call his number.
Alex's phone stopped ringing, but changed with a message notification that entered into WhatsApp.
Ting..
Lift up, this is very important
Mas?... Who called Alex Mas? All this time Alex's friend called him Al, or Bro. Then who exactly is he? Her sister? No way, Jia memorized the number of her sister Alex. Jia begins to get curious about the person who sent Alex a message.
Drt... Drt...
The phone rang again, with Jia's trembling hands daring to pick it up.
Clik...
Mas Al quickly came to the hospital xx, our son wanted to be born Mas.
Jeduarrr....
Like in a lightning strike in broad daylight, Jia's body felt stiff. His heart stopped beating, his breathing was blocked.
Whatisthis? What happened to Alex and the caller's woman? The kid? Wanna give birth? Wh who? Did Alex betray him earlier than he did? Various questions lodged in Jia's head. Until Alex gets out of the bathroom.
Alex immediately approached Jia when he saw her phone stuck to Jia's ear.
" Is there a phone?" Alex looked at Jia.
Jia nodded her head.
" Who?" Ask Alex.
" The mother of your son."
Degs...
Alex's heart was pounding very fast, he immediately grabbed the phone that was in Jia's hands. He walked to the door, though,
" Stay here! I want to hear what you're talking about. Activate loudspeaker!" Jia stopped Alex's steps. Ales activated the loudspeaker on his phone. He felt that this might be the right time for Jia to know everything.
Alex looked at Jia guiltily, until the voice across the street distracted Alex.
" I'm sorry I didn't know there was your wife." Her speech.
" I told you not to call when I'm home, why don't you listen to me Ayu." Alex said with emphasis.
" I want to give birth, I want you to keep your promise that will accompany me if our child is born. Still opening two Mas, come here I'll wait for you." Said the woman named Ayu who knows who.
" I can't go there, you're causing trouble here so I have to solve my problem with Jia. You just ask your mother to accompany you, I will come if the problem here is over. And you must understand your current position." Alex shuts down the phone.
Jia who heard him could not react to what. He will wait for an explanation from Alex and weigh the decision he will take later.
Alex again approached Jia who was sitting on the edge of the bed, suddenly Alex knelt under Jia's feet making Jia surprised.
" I'm sorry!" Said Alex burrowing his face into Jia's lap.
" For what?" Ask Jia.
Degs...
Jia's heart feels stopped beating, disappointed? Sure oes. Which wife is not disappointed in cheating on her husband to marry all series? But he felt no pain in his heart because his heart had died for Alex.
" When I accompanied my boss to town B to attend the company's birthday party, the boss invited me to have a drink with his friends, one of whom was Ayu. I don't know what happened after that I don't remember anything. When I woke up in the morning, Ayu and I were in the same room with Jia's inappropriate condition. We made a mistake, we committed a great sin without me noticing." Alex closed his eyes holding the pain in his chest. He has no intention of betraying or hurting Jia, but this is what happened and Jia must know that.
" I wanted to tell you but I didn't have the courage to do that, I tried to forget what happened to me was a disaster but a month later Ayu told me she was pregnant. She's pregnant with my son hiks.... " Alex sobbing melts sadness. The sadness that he had been enduring all this time.
" Ayu and her mother are demanding responsibility from me, I can't do what Jia. They kept pushing me until I finally got married under his hands."
" I feel so guilty for you Jia, every time I see you I feel tormented. I can't handle all your attention to me, I can't take love from you anymore because I feel like I don't deserve it. That's why I've been acting indifferent to you all this time. I thought, if I was cold with you you'd be feeling off guard, and move on to another heart to make this guilt less. But after my goal was achieved I felt sick. I'm sick knowing you love someone else Jia, my life is ruined after I found out you don't love me anymore... I'm sorry Jia, I'm sorry. I did not intentionally make that mistake. Hix... " Alex cried insolently admitting his mistake.
Jia was really surprised by what Alex had said. Even until he could say nothing more.
" Jia, I beg you to forgive me! There is no separation between us Jia, if you consider me to have betrayed you have also betrayed me Jia. We're the same, we've done the same thing Jia." Said Alex.
" But I did this because of your cheating, Mas, if you hadn't stayed away from me I wouldn't have done any of this." Jia.
" I know Jia. I'm sorry!" Said Alex.
" I've felt so guilty for betraying you Mas, I blame myself for everything that happened my love. I feel the most up to being a woman because I have betrayed the love of a husband who has always kept his love for me. But it turns out I was wrong, I was wrong for thinking that way. It wasn't me who betrayed you, it was you who made me do all this. But it's okay, it's all happened. Maybe our destiny should be like this."
" Have you been responsible for him all this time?" Ask Jia. Alex nodded his head.
" That's why you always say you don't have money?" Alex nodded his head.
" Then do what you've been doing behind my back all this time, ma'am."
" What do you mean Jia?" Ask Alex.
" I won't get in the way of the two of you let alone having a child between you. Basically my feelings for you are gone, so I don't think there's any point in us being forced to be together." Jia.
" No Jia, don't do that!" Alex holds Jia's hand.
" Officialize your marriage, I'll take care of our farewell letter." Jia said moving from her position.
" Jia don't do that! I only love you Jia, after I married her I never touched her, I was forced to marry her Jia for my responsibility to my son. L'm..
" Then do it like that, it seems like we can't be together anymore. I'm sorry!" Jia came out of her room feeling disappointed and hurt.
" Aghhhh." Shouted Alex pulling his hair rough.
" This all happened because of that woman, if only she hadn't come into my life then none of this would have happened to my marriage." Alex said grumpily.
Jia enters Valle's room, climbs onto the bed and hugs Valle tightly.
" Hix... " Jia cried lamenting the good fortune that was not on her side. He never thought that Alex had betrayed him so far. Eight months, eight months Alex hid all this meeting from him. While Jia who had three months had dared to admit his mistake.He metasa Alex is not a man who deserves to be defended.
" Don't cry Ma." Said Valle turning her body towards Jia.
Jia wiped her tears.
" Leave papa and let's find happiness on our own. All this time I knew that Mama was unhappy with my attitude. Mama stays because thinking about me, I'm okay Ma, I'm happy to see Mama happy. Like Mama with Wahyu." Valle's words made Jia feel surprised.
" Do you know about that?" Jia asked looking at her daughter.
" I know everything, but I hope Mama..... " Valle paused her words.
" What's dear?" Ask Jia.
" Mom....
TBC....